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I am Armenian born in Tehran Iran.  We moved to Sydney Australia when I was 7 years old and I have been living here all my life.   For the past 25 years I have had several galleries dealing in Indigenous Art.  

This is the first time that I have decided to tell my story to others besides my family and very close friends.  My situation is somewhat different to other near death stories as I have had many of them I am not aware if there are other people who have had more than one experience but I have had 7 of them.  I have tried to understand why these things have happened to me so many times and apart from the fact that during my first 2 experiences during the age of six when I had terrible breathing problems due to my tonsils, in fact my parents took turns watching over me during the night as i often stopped breathing and they had to shake me to start breathing again  the tonsils were removed after my two NDE experiences  that had to be removed no other medical conditions that I know of could have caused these experiences to happen.  I guess I will just share my story anyway.

MEMORY 1

The first time I had an out of body experience was when I was 6 years old.  I remember very vividly floating out of my body while I was sleeping during the day.  We had guests at our house and I remember floating out of my body moving into the room where the guests where and floating above them as they were sitting.  I kept trying to communicate with the people but they could not see me.  I was waving at their faces and could hear them talking.  One word that I remember someone saying is FERDOSI  which is the name of a town or suburb in Tehran.  This memory has never left me.

MEMORY 2

This experience happened in another place we lived which was a block of units.  I was again 6 years old and soon after this experience my tonsils were removed and I remember my mother had made home made ice cream in a huge steel bowl and I had to eat it in the bathroom so that my little sister didn’t get any.  We had a sick neighbor across from us who had passed away while she had gone to the bathroom.  Her caregiver ran to us and asked for help so we went over and I saw her dead in the bathroom.  One night soon after that event I remember exactly where I was sleeping, an angel like figure came into the room through the wall to my left it was a female figure with long glowing hair fairly tall and glowing in a golden apricot and light filled color, I floated out of my body and together we went back through the wall into the hallway, down the hallway through the door and turned right to the staircase that went to the rooftop.  As we went halfway up the stairs we suddenly went through a white spiral tunnel that seemed to have rings or segments to it I am not sure if I was actually on my own or if what seemed to be a female angel was with me.  The force of this tunnel was very strong pulling me upwards and it also felt like the tunnel was not straight but curvy and very white.  Suddenly I was in a very very very white light filled place it felt like a floating square space but very large.  There were children there everything was light filled and white, it was very peaceful but very strange at the same time I was not aware of my own body but I did see children in white clothes and happy doing their own thing not quite aware of me. The female figure came to me and asked me the question “Do you want to stay here or do you want to go back’, I got into a panic and said, “ I want to go back to my mother”. She then said, “ Make a careful decision because you cannot change your mind”.  So again I said, “No I want to go back to my mother”.  This conversation was done with the mind not with a sound telepathically we communicated with each other.  Then suddenly as if I dropped into a hole in the floating floor the same hole that I had arrived through and instantly I was back in the tunnel being forced back downwards.  During this really fast downward spiral for a moment I thought was that lady right can I go back to where she was so I tried to turn around in the tunnel but the force was too strong and I could not.  I don’t remember how I got back into my body.

MEMORY 3

By now we were in  Sydney Australia and I was about 9 or 10 years old again we lived in a block of units on the third floor.  I remember when I went to sleep I had left a hair brush on the end of my bed but I was too lazy to move it.  My grandmother had just passed away in Armenia.  While I was asleep I remember I looked over to my right and saw a glowing female figure come from the hallway towards me and she sat on the end of my bed.  My spirit sat up in my bed but my body was lying down.  The figure started to touch my hair in a really loving manner and then she disappeared.  My spirit then left my body completely and moved towards the widow half floating but half in a standing position. I was looking out the window and felt my legs floating upwards and I freaked out and tried to stop my legs from floating upwards as I thought I would fall out of the window.  I Managed to stop my spirit from floating and then I moved back into my body.  After the figure had left me the experience was very weird and frightening I new it was not reality and I didn’t like it at all.  After I went back into my body I woke up suddenly and had to turn the lights on because I was petrified about what just happened.

MEMORY 4

With this 4th experience  I was living again in another house.  I was about 16 years old.  While I was sleeping I felt a really strong vibration in my being as if my heart was beating so fast and my entire existence was vibrating at a really high frequency.  I suddenly felt myself going through a spiral tunnel turning clockwise and pulling me with such a great force towards something I started screaming NO NO NO I HATE THIS, I DON’T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN AGAIN, STOP instantly I though to myself this thing is pulling me in like a spiral if I think of a spiral the force going anti clockwise I may come out of it.  So I started to do that and the force turned and pushed me out instead of pulling me in.  I woke up straight away and was so frightened I could not go back to sleep.

MEMORY 5

This experience was in the same bedroom as memory 4.  While I was sleeping I felt the vibration of my existence being charged like electricity again.  My spirit eyes were open while my physical eyes were closed.  i saw my spirit hand move out of my physical hand and float up, I was thinking to myself this is strange what is this.  I brought my hand up to my eyes and tried to touch my face I tried to pinch my face too but I could not feel it.  Then my hand floated like a feather upwards.  Instantly I thought to myself WOW THIS IS MY SOUL. I remembered how my spirit went through the wall when I had my second experience so I thought to myself I wander if my spirit hand can go through the wall near my head to the outside of the house.  My spirit hand floated effortlessly through the air and as it got to the wall it went through the wall but it felt the slightly different through the wall as if a sponge gets filled with water but as my hand went outside.  It felt floaty and then again slight resistance through the wall and then floated like a feather again in my room.  This whole time I was so interested in what was going on and not so frightened until my spirit floated up and totally came out of my body floated upwards, rolled over and landed next to my bed I could see myself asleep on the bed BUT this time unlike any other time I saw a cord attached to my spirit and physical body like an umbilical cord it was white like my spirit the same looking as smoke from a cigarette when I saw the cord I freaked out and thought to myself OMG OMG I have got to roll over and float back into my body in a way that this cord will not get tied around me or else I wont be the same again.  So I consciously  rolled my spirit over and floated over my body again and just how it felt with a little resistance when my hand went through the wall my  spirit went back into my body and a strong vibration zzzzzz.  I woke up in absolutely exhausted mentally with what had just happened I was just speechless and in complete shock.

MEMORY 6

This was in the same house but in another bedroom downstairs.  Early in the morning while I was still asleep.  I felt the vibrations happening again so I started freaking out again and thinking OH GOD WHY IS THIS HAPPENING AGAIN my spirit came out of my body and floated to the ceiling and then as I was yelling no no it came back down then again it went up to the ceiling and I was yelling no no It came back to my body.  Then I was transported to a place that there were many many people shouting and talking and saying, “The war is over the war is over”. Then I heard the sound of an instrument that sounded like a wind instrument a bit like a flute or trumpet not sure.  

My spirit could see my room while I was asleep and I saw my father walk into my bedroom go up to my cupboard and start looking inside for an umbrella.  When I saw him walk in I started yelling wake me up dad this horrible thing is happening again wake me up.  I was so desperate for him to wake me up I even said wake me up or I will kill you.  He just walked straight past me as I was calling out for help.  Then suddenly I went so fast in complete darkness and a face of a man with a white beard asked me ‘ARE YOU READY NOW?”  so I yelled at him ‘NO NO I WANT TO GO BACK

then zoom another face or even the same face asked me again ‘ARE YOU READY NOW? I yelled again ‘NO NO I WANT TO GO BACK”. Then a third time “ARE YOU READY NOW” NO NO I WANT TO GO BACK instantly I was in my body again and I woke up.  Totally exhausted I ran to my father and asked him, where you just in my room looking for an umbrella and he said yes, I asked him what I was doing, and he said you were asleep I was careful not to wake you up. What really astonished me was that I knew what my dad was looking for and I could see him while he saw me as being asleep.

So these are my experiences,  I never saw vivid colors or valleys or hills or deceased people that I know or recognized, or animals.  I don’t claim to know the meaning of life or the universe.   I don’t think we are meant to understand these things in the experience that we are having on planet earth because no one even those that have had NDE have been to the other realm long enough to know what is really out there and why.

What I have learned from having had these experiences is that there is another realm that is different to the life that we know here.  The experience cannot be explained or understood unless the experiences has happened to a person.  Perhaps through knowing that these things can happen more than once may give more insight to those who are studying the subject by recognising that it may not always be a critical situation that brings on the experience.  Or maybe I do have a life threatening situation that I am not aware of and I have escaped death over and over again.  

These experiences that occur when we are children without any prior knowledge of an afterlife or spirit are really useful in these studies.  These experience have not made me view life in a different way.  I have always been empathetic and sensitive to energy from childhood,  and very intuitive and psychic but I don’t go around taking about it or using it in any way and I don’t think that the experiences that I have mentioned have made me like this.

I have also heard many times a loud voice during sleep speak close to my ear, sometimes just calling my name really loudly which instantly wakes me up.  Another time, I had moved to the centre of Australian in a town called Alice Springs, I went there on my own to work directly with the indigenous artists of Australia I had a gallery there.  Life was very difficult and very extreme there was a lot of sickness among the indigenous people, it was also very violent and dangerous for a single woman.  One morning while I was still asleep a very very loud voice yelled into my ear saying “This place is sick go where you are loved”, the voice and message was so loud and strong that I instantly woke up and decided to sell everything and move back to Sydney.  I sold all my household stuff and then went through many panic attacks but decided to stay a bit longer to seek medical help.  

So apart from having out of body experiences and going through tunnels and seeing other beings I have also had very strong messages given to me.

I have also seen a spirit once that came to me in my sleep and touch my throat. When I turned to look at the spirit it put its hand over its face and then it blew into its hand and disappeared I then woke up suddenly.  I discussed this with an indigenous person who told me that the spirit was the guide of the two young girls who slept in my house that night, he also said you may have an issue in your throat.  The fascinating thing is that I used to have lumps in my throat that had to be monitored and once in my travels through the remote Indigenous communities an indigenous healer met me and instantly said there is something in your throat.  This was remarkable as you could not physically see the lumps.  He wanted to do healing on me I let him do it but I was not really interested in what he wanted to do.

Another time I actually was spiritually awake in my sleep and I felt an entity go inside me to whom I yelled get out and it did.  This was the most frightening thing that has ever happened to me.

I don’t know why these things have happened to me or I seem to have an open ability to another realm that I do not understand or want to have anything to do with.  I try not to think about the subject so much for the fear of attracting it into my life.  The only time I have brought up the subject is when someone has passed away and the family members say they wonder if there is life after death I always say there is something else beyond this existence and experience but I don’t know what it is or if we are to know.

Life here is plain and simple, be a good person have compassion in your heart for all living things.

The other realm felt pure and full of light.  I am still petrified of dying and that is because I know there is more beyond this life but I don’t know what it is and that is more frightening to me than believing that when we die we do not exist anymore.

And lastly I really don’t know why we are here and what the purpose of this existence or the other existence is.  Maybe when I die I will have the answer or maybe when I die inside the other realm I still will not understand it.  I’ll just have to wait and see.