Elimor S Experiences
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Experience description:
I am Armenian born in Tehran Iran.
We moved to Sydney Australia when I was 7 years
old and I have been living here all my life.
For the past 25 years I have had several
galleries dealing in Indigenous Art.
This is the first time that I have
decided to tell my story to others besides my
family and very close friends. My
situation is somewhat different to other near
death stories as I have had many of them I am
not aware if there are other people who have had
more than one experience but I have had 7 of
them. I have tried to understand why these
things have happened to me so many times and
apart from the fact that during my first 2
experiences during the age of six when I had
terrible breathing problems due to my tonsils,
in fact my parents took turns watching over me
during the night as i often stopped breathing
and they had to shake me to start breathing
again the tonsils were removed after my
two NDE experiences that had to be removed
no other medical conditions that I know of could
have caused these experiences to happen. I
guess I will just share my story anyway.
MEMORY 1
The first time I had an out of body
experience was when I was 6 years old. I
remember very vividly floating out of my body
while I was sleeping during the day. We
had guests at our house and I remember floating
out of my body moving into the room where the
guests where and floating above them as they
were sitting. I kept trying to communicate
with the people but they could not see me.
I was waving at their faces and could hear them
talking. One word that I remember someone
saying is FERDOSI which is the name of a
town or suburb in Tehran. This memory has
never left me.
MEMORY 2
This experience happened in another place we lived which was a block of units. I was again 6 years old and soon after this experience my tonsils were removed and I remember my mother had made home made ice cream in a huge steel bowl and I had to eat it in the bathroom so that my little sister didn’t get any. We had a sick neighbor across from us who had passed away while she had gone to the bathroom. Her caregiver ran to us and asked for help so we went over and I saw her dead in the bathroom. One night soon after that event I remember exactly where I was sleeping, an angel like figure came into the room through the wall to my left it was a female figure with long glowing hair fairly tall and glowing in a golden apricot and light filled color, I floated out of my body and together we went back through the wall into the hallway, down the hallway through the door and turned right to the staircase that went to the rooftop. As we went halfway up the stairs we suddenly went through a white spiral tunnel that seemed to have rings or segments to it I am not sure if I was actually on my own or if what seemed to be a female angel was with me. The force of this tunnel was very strong pulling me upwards and it also felt like the tunnel was not straight but curvy and very white. Suddenly I was in a very very very white light filled place it felt like a floating square space but very large. There were children there everything was light filled and white, it was very peaceful but very strange at the same time I was not aware of my own body but I did see children in white clothes and happy doing their own thing not quite aware of me. The female figure came to me and asked me the question “Do you want to stay here or do you want to go back’, I got into a panic and said, “ I want to go back to my mother”. She then said, “ Make a careful decision because you cannot change your mind”. So again I said, “No I want to go back to my mother”. This conversation was done with the mind not with a sound telepathically we communicated with each other. Then suddenly as if I dropped into a hole in the floating floor the same hole that I had arrived through and instantly I was back in the tunnel being forced back downwards. During this really fast downward spiral for a moment I thought was that lady right can I go back to where she was so I tried to turn around in the tunnel but the force was too strong and I could not. I don’t remember how I got back into my body.
MEMORY 3
By now we were in Sydney Australia
and I was about 9 or 10 years old again we lived
in a block of units on the third floor. I
remember when I went to sleep I had left a hair
brush on the end of my bed but I was too lazy to
move it. My grandmother had just passed
away in Armenia. While I was asleep I
remember I looked over to my right and saw a
glowing female figure come from the hallway
towards me and she sat on the end of my bed.
My spirit sat up in my bed but my body was lying
down. The figure started to touch my hair
in a really loving manner and then she
disappeared. My spirit then left my body
completely and moved towards the widow half
floating but half in a standing position. I was
looking out the window and felt my legs floating
upwards and I freaked out and tried to stop my
legs from floating upwards as I thought I would
fall out of the window. I Managed to stop
my spirit from floating and then I moved back
into my body. After the figure had left me
the experience was very weird and frightening I
new it was not reality and I didn’t like it at
all. After I went back into my body I woke
up suddenly and had to turn the lights on
because I was petrified about what just
happened.
MEMORY 4
With this 4th experience I was
living again in another house. I was about
16 years old. While I was sleeping I felt
a really strong vibration in my being as if my
heart was beating so fast and my entire
existence was vibrating at a really high
frequency. I suddenly felt myself going
through a spiral tunnel turning clockwise and
pulling me with such a great force towards
something I started screaming NO NO NO I HATE
THIS, I DON’T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN AGAIN, STOP
instantly I though to myself this thing is
pulling me in like a spiral if I think of a
spiral the force going anti clockwise I may come
out of it. So I started to do that and the
force turned and pushed me out instead of
pulling me in. I woke up straight away and
was so frightened I could not go back to sleep.
MEMORY 5
This experience was in the same bedroom as memory 4. While I was sleeping I felt the vibration of my existence being charged like electricity again. My spirit eyes were open while my physical eyes were closed. i saw my spirit hand move out of my physical hand and float up, I was thinking to myself this is strange what is this. I brought my hand up to my eyes and tried to touch my face I tried to pinch my face too but I could not feel it. Then my hand floated like a feather upwards. Instantly I thought to myself WOW THIS IS MY SOUL. I remembered how my spirit went through the wall when I had my second experience so I thought to myself I wander if my spirit hand can go through the wall near my head to the outside of the house. My spirit hand floated effortlessly through the air and as it got to the wall it went through the wall but it felt the slightly different through the wall as if a sponge gets filled with water but as my hand went outside. It felt floaty and then again slight resistance through the wall and then floated like a feather again in my room. This whole time I was so interested in what was going on and not so frightened until my spirit floated up and totally came out of my body floated upwards, rolled over and landed next to my bed I could see myself asleep on the bed BUT this time unlike any other time I saw a cord attached to my spirit and physical body like an umbilical cord it was white like my spirit the same looking as smoke from a cigarette when I saw the cord I freaked out and thought to myself OMG OMG I have got to roll over and float back into my body in a way that this cord will not get tied around me or else I wont be the same again. So I consciously rolled my spirit over and floated over my body again and just how it felt with a little resistance when my hand went through the wall my spirit went back into my body and a strong vibration zzzzzz. I woke up in absolutely exhausted mentally with what had just happened I was just speechless and in complete shock.
MEMORY 6
This was in the same house but in
another bedroom downstairs. Early in the
morning while I was still asleep. I felt
the vibrations happening again so I started
freaking out again and thinking OH GOD WHY IS
THIS HAPPENING AGAIN my spirit came out of my
body and floated to the ceiling and then as I
was yelling no no it came back down then again
it went up to the ceiling and I was yelling no
no It came back to my body. Then I was
transported to a place that there were many many
people shouting and talking and saying, “The war
is over the war is over”. Then I heard the sound
of an instrument that sounded like a wind
instrument a bit like a flute or trumpet not
sure.
My spirit could see my room while I was
asleep and I saw my father walk into my bedroom
go up to my cupboard and start looking inside
for an umbrella. When I saw him walk in I
started yelling wake me up dad this horrible
thing is happening again wake me up. I was
so desperate for him to wake me up I even said
wake me up or I will kill you. He just
walked straight past me as I was calling out for
help. Then suddenly I went so fast in
complete darkness and a face of a man with a
white beard asked me ‘ARE YOU READY NOW?”
so I yelled at him ‘NO NO I WANT TO GO BACK
then zoom another face or even the same
face asked me again ‘ARE YOU READY NOW? I yelled
again ‘NO NO I WANT TO GO BACK”. Then a third
time “ARE YOU READY NOW” NO NO I WANT TO GO BACK
instantly I was in my body again and I woke up.
Totally exhausted I ran to my father and asked
him, where you just in my room looking for an
umbrella and he said yes, I asked him what I was
doing, and he said you were asleep I was careful
not to wake you up. What really astonished me
was that I knew what my dad was looking for and
I could see him while he saw me as being asleep.
So these are my experiences, I
never saw vivid colors or valleys or hills or
deceased people that I know or recognized, or
animals. I don’t claim to know the meaning
of life or the universe. I don’t
think we are meant to understand these things in
the experience that we are having on planet
earth because no one even those that have had
NDE have been to the other realm long enough to
know what is really out there and why.
What I have learned from having had
these experiences is that there is another realm
that is different to the life that we know here.
The experience cannot be explained or understood
unless the experiences has happened to a person.
Perhaps through knowing that these things can
happen more than once may give more insight to
those who are studying the subject by
recognising that it may not always be a critical
situation that brings on the experience.
Or maybe I do have a life threatening situation
that I am not aware of and I have escaped death
over and over again.
These experiences that occur when we are
children without any prior knowledge of an
afterlife or spirit are really useful in these
studies. These experience have not made me
view life in a different way. I have
always been empathetic and sensitive to energy
from childhood, and very intuitive and
psychic but I don’t go around taking about it or
using it in any way and I don’t think that the
experiences that I have mentioned have made me
like this.
I have also heard many times a loud
voice during sleep speak close to my ear,
sometimes just calling my name really loudly
which instantly wakes me up. Another time,
I had moved to the centre of Australian in a
town called Alice Springs, I went there on my
own to work directly with the indigenous artists
of Australia I had a gallery there. Life
was very difficult and very extreme there was a
lot of sickness among the indigenous people, it
was also very violent and dangerous for a single
woman. One morning while I was still
asleep a very very loud voice yelled into my ear
saying “This place is sick go where you are
loved”, the voice and message was so loud and
strong that I instantly woke up and decided to
sell everything and move back to Sydney. I
sold all my household stuff and then went
through many panic attacks but decided to stay a
bit longer to seek medical help.
So apart from having out of body
experiences and going through tunnels and seeing
other beings I have also had very strong
messages given to me.
I have also seen a spirit once that came
to me in my sleep and touch my throat. When I
turned to look at the spirit it put its hand
over its face and then it blew into its hand and
disappeared I then woke up suddenly. I
discussed this with an indigenous person who
told me that the spirit was the guide of the two
young girls who slept in my house that night, he
also said you may have an issue in your throat.
The fascinating thing is that I used to have
lumps in my throat that had to be monitored and
once in my travels through the remote Indigenous
communities an indigenous healer met me and
instantly said there is something in your
throat. This was remarkable as you could
not physically see the lumps. He wanted to
do healing on me I let him do it but I was not
really interested in what he wanted to do.
Another time I actually was spiritually
awake in my sleep and I felt an entity go inside
me to whom I yelled get out and it did.
This was the most frightening thing that has
ever happened to me.
I don’t know why these things have
happened to me or I seem to have an open ability
to another realm that I do not understand or
want to have anything to do with. I try
not to think about the subject so much for the
fear of attracting it into my life. The
only time I have brought up the subject is when
someone has passed away and the family members
say they wonder if there is life after death I
always say there is something else beyond this
existence and experience but I don’t know what
it is or if we are to know.
Life here is plain and simple, be a good
person have compassion in your heart for all
living things.
The other realm felt pure and full of
light. I am still petrified of dying and
that is because I know there is more beyond this
life but I don’t know what it is and that is
more frightening to me than believing that when
we die we do not exist anymore.
And lastly I really don’t know why we
are here and what the purpose of this existence
or the other existence is. Maybe when I
die I will have the answer or maybe when I die
inside the other realm I still will not
understand it. I’ll just have to wait and
see.