Eduardo F's Experience
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Experience description:
I had an experience back in 1997, if I remember
correctly. I smoked too much at the time and already two or three times had felt
something in the chest, feeling like my breath (or heart rate) or do not know
what it was like they wanted to pause, but I did not give him importance..�.
================= Yo tuve una experiencia all�
por el a�o 1997, si mal no recuerdo. Yo fumada demasiado en aquella �poca y ya
en dos o tres oportunidades hab�a sentido algo en la zona del pecho, notando
como que mi respiraci�n (o el ritmo card�aco) o no s� qu�, era como que quer�an
detenerse brevemente, pero yo no le daba importancia..�. Yo dorm�a en la casa de mis
padres en aquellos a�os. Ese d�a mis padres ya se hab�an ido a dormir a eso de
las 22 hs y yo me qued� solo en el living viendo televisi�n. Luego de un rato me
fui a mi dormitorio a dormir yo tambi�n (mis padres ya estaban en el suyo). Apenas me acost� en la cama
tuve la experiencia. Despu�s de la experiencia (cuando me recuper�)-no s� qu�
hora ser�a de la noche-�.Mis padres a�n segu�an durmiendo. Yo, conmovido por lo
que me hab�a pasado, me levant�, fui al ba�o y luego a la cocina.., estuve un
rato levantado y luego volv� a la cama, me volv� a acostar, y me dorm� hasta el
d�a siguiente. A mis padres se lo cont� reci�n
en el a�o 2004 y les ped� que no se lo contaran a nadie, por miedo a que me
tomen de chiflado, ni tampoco ten�a ganas de polemizar con mis hermanos. Como dec�a, ese d�a, apenas me
acost� en la cama quise relajarme profundamente para conciliar r�pido el sue�o y
creo que tuve un paro card�aco o respiratorio, o no s� qu� fue�. Empec� a sentir
como que perd�a el conocimiento�aunque eso dur� un segundo, un brev�simo
instante�.y comenc� a sentir un zumbido en el interior de mi cabeza, pero sin
sentir ning�n dolor�. Y enseguida sent� que sal�a por mi cabeza y me elevaba un
poco, calculo unos 20, 30 , 40 cent�metros, no s� cu�nto en realidad me
elev�..Comenc� a ver enfrente m�o, m�s o menos a la altura de los pies de mi
cama, como un hilo de luz�.. No sab�a lo que estaba sucediendo�. Estir� el brazo
para prender el velador y ver lo que estaba pasando (mi dormitorio estaba todo
oscuro) pero not� que no pod�a tocar el velador a pesar de querer hacerlo.
Bueno, no puedo prender el velador, me dije�. De repente el hilo de luz dio como
un tir�n hacia atr�s� y apareci� frente a m� un puntito de luz distante. Luego
desde ese peque�o punto de luz parec�a que alguien empezaba a acercarse a m�
not� que era como el rostro de alguien que ven�a hacia m� Sent�a que ven�a
trotando o corriendo aunque no le pod�a ver el cuerpo. � Era como si �l
estuviera preocupado por m� y ven�a r�pido a mi encuentro. � Al principio pens�
que pod�a ser Jes�s, pero a medida que se acercaba me di cuenta que tal vez no
era. � Era como un santo, hecho como de luz, un ser ben�volo. � S�lo vi su cara,
me daba la sensaci�n de que �l me conoc�a, que yo le resultaba familiar�.., y me
sonre�a�., era como si estuviera contento de verme�. Y nos miramos�. Tras mi
desconcierto inicial empec� entonces a pensar que quiz�s me estaba
muriendo�..Luego, ac� ya no recuerdo tanto, �l se fue. Yo sent�a que ser�a capaz de ir
hacia adelante a gran velocidad, pero tem�a que si lo hac�a quiz�s no pudiera
volver�� Despu�s , inesperadamente, apareci� un circulo (una redondez) de luz
blanca que desped�a un amor inmenso .�(me acuerdo que pens� en aquel momento que
lo que dice la religi�n es cierto, Dios es amor)�..Ante ese amor que sent�a era
como darme cuenta de que la vida, la existencia, el hecho de existir, era como
un regalo, un regalo hecho con much�simo amor; y que frente a ese amor que ven�a
de la luz sent�a que lo que ten�a que hacer era disfrutar la vida (espero
haberme explicado)�. Tambi�n en ese momento pens� que esa paz, esa calma que
adem�s estaba experimentando no la hab�a experimentado nunca ( ni en ninguno de
los retiros espirituales que hab�a realizado en mi adolescencia /juventud.)
��Ac� ya tengo el recuerdo un poco borroso� Despu�s�.la luz
desapareci�..yo intent� otra vez prender el velador y ahora s� pude
hacerlo�.(me encontr� dentro de mi cuerpo). Me dije pensando para m�: creo que
estuve muerto, pero volv�..... Y me levant� de la cama. Esa fue mi experiencia. Lo que recuerdo que viv� en la
experiencia lo puse por escrito con total sinceridad, sin quitar ni agregar
nada, y menos aun inventar o exagerar. Es lo que puedo recordar 18 a�os despu�s.
I slept in my parents' house in those years. That day my parents had already
gone to bed at about 22 pm and I was alone in the living room watching TV. After
a while I went to my bedroom to sleep I also (my parents were in theirs).
I just lay in bed I had the experience. After the experience (when I recovered)
I do not know what time of night ... my parents were still sleeping. I was
moved by what had happened to me. I got up, went to the bathroom and then to
the kitchen .. I was a bit up and then went back to bed, I went back to bed and
slept until the next day.
To my parents I just told him in 2004 and asked him not to tell anyone, for fear
that crackpot take me, nor I wanted to argue with my brothers.
As I said, that day, I just wanted to lay in bed deeply relax falling fast
asleep and think I had a cardiac or respiratory arrest, or not know what
happened .... I started to feel like I lost consciousness ... even if it lasted
a second, a brief moment ... and I started to feel a buzz inside my head, but
without feeling any pain .... And then I felt I went through my head and I
lifted a little, I estimate about 20, 30, 40 centimeters, really do not know how
I rose ... ..Comenc� to see in front of me, more or less at the height of the
foot of my bed, like a thread of light ... .. I did not know what was happening
.... I reached to turn on the night table and see what was going on (my bedroom
was dark) but felt he could not touch the lamp despite wanting to do so. Well, I
can not turn on the lamp, I said .... Suddenly the thread of light led to a pull
back ... and appeared before me a speck of distant light. Then from that small
point of light appeared someone started to approach me ... I felt it was like
the face of someone coming towards me ... I felt I came jogging or running but
could not see his body. ... It was as if he was worried about me and came
quickly to meet me. ... At first I thought I could be Jesus, but as he
approached I realized that maybe it was not. ... It was like a saint, made as
light, a benevolent being. ... Only saw his face, I had the feeling that he knew
me, I was familiar ... .., and I smiled ...., It was like he was happy to see me
.... And we look .... After my initial confusion then I started thinking that
maybe I was dying ... ..Luego, here I do not remember much, he left.
I felt it would be able to go forward at high speed, but feared that if he did
perhaps could not go back ...... Then, unexpectedly, appeared a circle
(roundness) of white light that gave off a great love. ... (I remember I thought
at the time that what religion says is true, God is love) ... ..Ante that her
love was like realizing that life, existence, the fact that there was like a
gift, a gift made with so much love; and against the love that came from the
light he felt he had to do was enjoy life (hope I explained) .... Also at that
time I thought that peace, that calm that was not also experiencing never
experienced (or any of the retreats he had done in my teens / youth.) ......
Here and have the memory a little fuzzy ...
... .the Light disappeared after ... ..I tried again turn on the lamp and now I
could do it .... (I found inside my body). I told myself thinking to myself: I
think I was dead, but again ..... And I got out of bed.
That was my experience.
I remember I lived in the experience put it in writing with complete sincerity,
without removing or adding anything, let alone invent or exaggerate. It's what I
can remember 18 years later.