Didn't judge what I was doing, it was just a very intense idea that one day sparked in my heart and since that moment I could not think of anything else. The journey took me to Mexico, the country I left almost 20 years ago but felt I needed to make connect with my roots and origins. Everything was in perfect order for the 11.11.11 alignment. I felt guided, in balance and connected to receive some kind of illumination or awareness that would transform my doubts into faith reaching new levels of consciousness. The 11.11.11 came and went and I felt nothing but frustration and anger. I was enraged beyond logic towards the Universe and all spiritual beings and connection. I had given up all my life, everything I had, I did everything I could, I was so sure something great would happen on that night of group meditation but I was left with a very frustrating and disappointing taste in my heart. 

Being the warrior and survivor that I am, I took the instance to keep moving and look for ways to make the best with what I had. Few days after I began feeling a very strange sensation in my heart and lungs. I was feeling very very tired, but not physically but existentially.  I began to feel as if in some way I was getting ready to die and I was ok with it. For the last two years I had experienced pneumonia in winter, and this time I had the same feelings of my lungs collapsing. However, this time I didn't care, I was not afraid. I was very sad with the Universe and had not much strength. I felt as if a flame within me was coming to an end.

Incredibly, in my travels through the Mayan Riviera I met people who invite me to give a set of 3 workshops in 3 weekends of 3 days and 3 hours each. I was presented for the first time in my life with the opportunity to talk and share my experience with the world. I choose to talk about Health, Happiness and Prosperity. This gave me the motivation and inspiration to use the last of my energy in a creative way and not panic with fear about death. I took it as a beautiful way to say goodbye to a life of pain and suffering and as a present from the Universe. 

I finished just in time the set of 3 very intense weekends to go to my family and celebrate my birthday on December 21st and holidays. I managed to hide from them my condition thou they noticed I was very weak but thought I was only tired.

On the 1st of January, 2012 I told my mother and explained the feelings and symptoms in my lungs. I couldn't say I was dying. Didn't know for sure but at least that was my perception. I felt an end was near. I told her about the similarity with previous years. I also said I was convinced I shouldn't go to doctors and just focus on holistic and alternative treatments.

In my mind, I didn't want to go through the process of being given medication again. I had no intentions to continue with a life of fears and limitations and if my body wasn't responding I was ready to let it rest in peace. I decided to start with a liquid diet of fresh vegetables and fruits but my health deteriorated even faster. By the 8th of January I felt into coma, I couldn't breath by myself and was until then that my mother, respecting my wishes, took me to hospital where I was kept alive with artificial respiration. 

In that moment, I began experiencing a very different reality, a new dimension. Suddenly I was traveling through a world of darkness, fear and ugliness. I knew I was in a hospital or clinic but the visions and feelings were horrendous. I couldn't move but I was still in awareness of my senses, I was talking to myself inside an active mind. I was feeling very frightened and angry. I didn't know where I was or what was happening. I started to feel as if I was moved from room to room. Everything was submerge in a reddish  fog and there were entities that moved very strangely as if in another time/space continuum. Dwarfs or gnomes making very strange and horrible noises as if laughing about my fears and emotional state. Shadows coming and going throwing things at me. I felt some powder been blown all over me. I was feeling very scared. I knew my mother was around but in another room or part of the hospital. I was shouting... Somebody help me! I felt so desperate, it was the most horrible moment of my life and there was no ending of it. The more I panicked the worse it got. But I sensed my mother talking to me and having some kind of psychic communication where she told me to calm down. She made feel she was close and I needed to relax. As I relaxed while talking to her, I felt as if I was wheeled into a lift and taken to a different level of that building. 

As soon as we reached the new level, everything changed. There was no more that red-light fog and everything looked clearer and more normal. I was in a big corridor, I was very cold. Very tall walls of dark of what it looks as black shinny marvel. There was not enough light. Verandas made of glass and translucent walls where I could see my family across. They were like waiting in the visitors area. I knew they couldn't see me but I felt their love and support for me and in some way I could communicate with some of them. I even saw a cousin kind of fighting for me after I told him about the previous stage of red fear and ugly treatment. But it all started to speed up and at some point all turned into memory flashes. It felt as saying the final goodbyes during a life review. I had the opportunity to come closer one last time. My mother's essence was still very vivid within me but even hers left when I saw myself inside of something like a box and my partner staring at me through a little glass window right in front of my face. He was crying and I remember saying, 'don't cry, I'm ok... everything is alright dear. I love you, thank you for been here. I got to go now'. That's the last I remember of that stage. 

The next place, I entered some kind of vortex or tunnel which felt like when we fall asleep and we loosen up completely. However, this time I was fully aware of every detail. I began to feel how I was leaving my body behind, the sensation of expansion was amazing and weightlessness.

A new scenario form and I was in this place that looked like a white beach of endless dimensions. There was a fine line that crossed from left to right but like the horizon, it got lost in the distance.

The more time I spent in that place the more I became aware of. I had the sensation of remembering my original state of being. I felt as expansive as the whole place thou my consciousness could still focus as if I had eyes. I felt free from the limits of the skin and the weight of mass. I was floating but in control of my experience as if I knew that even thou I expand beyond my imagination forming part of everything I still hold and form a unit. Having enough space to experience the sensations felt I focused on the love I was feeling, the care and understanding experienced. Suddenly I knew everything, I was free of negativity and density. Felt so guided and protected, a total integration. 

I began to feel the pull to move forward toward the dividing line, I could still remember my recent lifetime but felt ready to let it go of it. Still thou, I felt as if I wanted to go back to it I could but I had chosen not to. So I kept moving forward. With every move I felt closer to whatever was on the other side. Started to notice and distinguish lots of flames of energy standing next to each other. I knew there were people but couldn't see any feet or heads. I also knew they were there to welcoming me back. I felt their love and support like family.

As I stated to get closer to the crossing, I noticed two of this flames approaching the line, they were my grannies, my mother's parents were there to welcome me as I felt even more love if that was possible. I felt about to explode and so ready to cross.... But was in that moment, as I was ready to make contact with them that a little light like a fisherman's line made of light came from behind me over my upper right corner, crosses in front of me, no more than an arm-distance away makes a U turn and gets into me. Pretty much at my heart level and pulls me back. 

It was a little disconcerting, but not strong enough to change anything. However, in a matter of no time multitude of this tiny lights began to come from behind and from every direction. Like being engulfed by a massive solar flare from behind, all these lights turning around right in front of me and anchor into my heart centre pulling me back to what I felt was my old life. This time the force was much stronger and I began to feel how I was loosing ground. I was moving away from the crossing line and my grannies began to disappear. I began to struggle and resist those lights. I didn't want to go back. I wanted to stay and crossover. I was ready.

I resisted with all my power but those lights were strong as well, for a moment we were going no were but was in that instance when a voice, or a knowingness of very deep vibrations, much deeper that any of the experience remembered talked to me and said:

STOP RESISTING AND LET GO. YOUR NEXT FORTY YEARS ARE NOT THE SAME AS YOUR PREVIOUS FORTY YEARS. NOW IS TIME TO SHARE YOUR EXPERIENCE AND ENJOY YOUR LIFE. 

I felt in presence of a higher, much much much higher consciousness than mine. It felt like a father, my father and source. Suddenly those words were embedded in every level of my existence, my energy was now infused with the certainty of happiness, health, wisdom and love.

next thing I remember is entering a vortex being pulled back by those lights and gaining consciousness back inside my body, thou I still couldn't move or even open my eyes. The nurses were washing my hair and I came back as they dropped my head unto the pillow. The pain and all the sensations of this world came back. My body hurt, I was in much pain, couldn't breath, couldn't move. I felt heavy and shocked.... but I knew that I was going to get well very quick and powerful enough to transform my body and my life. A certainty that lives within me now everyday of my new life. 

As I regain control and opened my eyes, saw my mother and lover by my side. My mother then tells me about the massive chain of prayers and healing created on facebook and network sites as she began to blog her emotions from day one. Somehow, people felt very inspired and attracted to my mother's tragic story and join in prayer from all over the world. Still today, I receive messages from people I don't know about my health and good-wishers from Bali, India, Egypt, Spain, UK, Argentina, Brazil, Peru, USA, Canada. The Mayan elders had a special ceremony in my name as one friend asked for their help and assistance.

In that moment I knew my life was not longer mine. Something bigger began to grow inside me, a sense of duty and service. I was not longer here for my own experience and pleasure. I was now brought back to serve and to share who I am. This transformed my perception and continues to guide my transformation with every breath I take.

I am now fully aware, humbly and eternally grateful for this new opportunity to serve in the evolution and expansion of our consciousness as one in times of massive change for everyone.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Yes  I had fallen with pneumonia after 5 years under an HIV diagnosis. My immune system was close to nothing and the weakness in mind, body and spirit were unbearable

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No     It was all very clear and stayed with me in perfect sense

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I was fully aware all the time

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   Different sensations and feelings. Either new senses were awaken or the same one's were enhanced

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   It changed constantly. at the beginning was foggy, and then very clear

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I don't recall much hearing experience. I do not remember not having it but it didn't demand too much attention

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   Yes   A chain of prayers and healing was created by my mother using social networks which I knew where the energy that brought me back to life

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   In order:

Fear, anger, frustration, disconnection, lost, uncertainty, panic, calm, relaxation, peace, love, guidance, care, understanding, unity.  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Yes   More like a vortex, many vortices

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   Many, lights changed in intensity, color and feeling

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Many, from demons to angels.

As the experience developed I went from density to lightness and each dimension was filled with entities and figures. I had a very powerful experience with diseased loved ones as they welcomed me and assist my crossing over.  Finally The Voice, which talked to me and helped me come back to life.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   Yes   Family members, my grannies from my mother side.

I saw all my family in a kind of life review.

I was never alone during the whole process. Many beings and entities surrounded me all the time.

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   Yes   I had a moment to review my life. Something like getting a glimpse of the big picture. Realizing that all is part of a greater structure. No pain is just suffering.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
Clearly I went through 3 different dimensions

1. dark, red horrible and very frightening

2. Open, organized and safe

3. Light, unlimited, perfection

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Time seemed to go faster or slower than usual
Time was not as time, more like synchronicity. Things were coming together as they need to. The idea of time changed completely. I don't know how long it lasts but I know I was in coma for 8 days. It was one single dream in 3 different stages.

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about the universe
I'm now fully connected to the Source of everything. Whatever I need to know is available to me and understanding is part of my new reality

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   Yes
There was a time when I lost all structure of physicality.

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   I came to a definite conscious decision to "return" to life
As I stated to get closer to the crossing, I noticed two of this flames approaching the line, they were my grannies, my mother's parents were there to welcome me as I felt even more love if that was possible. I felt about to explode and so ready to cross.... But was in that moment, as I was ready to make contact with them that a little light like a fisherman's line made of light came from behind me over my upper right corner, crosses in front of me, no more than an arm-distance away makes a U turn and gets into me. Pretty much at my heart level and pulls me back. 

It was a little disconcerting, but not strong enough to change anything. However, in a matter of no time multitude of this tiny lights began to come from behind and from every direction. Like being engulfed by a massive solar flare from behind, all these lights turning around right in front of me and anchor into my heart centre pulling me back to what I felt was my old life. This time the force was much stronger and I began to feel how I was loosing ground. I was moving away from the crossing line and my grannies began to disappear. I began to struggle and resist those lights. I didn't want to go back. I wanted to stay and crossover. I was ready.

I resisted with all my power but those lights were strong as well, for a moment we were going no were but was in that instance when a voice, or a knowingness of very deep vibrations, much deeper that any of the experience remembered talked to me and said:

STOP RESISTING AND LET GO. YOUR NEXT FORTY YEARS ARE NOT THE SAME AS YOUR PREVIOUS FORTY YEARS. NOW IS TIME TO SHARE YOUR EXPERIENCE AND ENJOY YOUR LIFE.

Did scenes from the future come to you?  Scenes from the world's future 
Not this time, in my previous NDE was all about the world. This time it was all about my relationship with the world. More than visions, were feelings and certainty. Suddenly all that I will need had been downloaded into me.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (�life after death�)?   Yes   Of course, Yes... not only there's life after physical death. The life that we return to is the only life we have, the only life that is. The perception of life and death is only a creation of the mind and the level of awareness in this lifetime. Fear plays a great deal in this process but that is also acquired at birth which comes from pain as we entered our bodies and the world.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   There is a certain vibration beyond anything I could describe. The knowingness of Source and the connection felt is greater than anything I have ever encounter. The love, care and protection has no limits.  

were but was in that instance when a voice, or a knowingness of very deep vibrations, much deeper that any of the experience remembered talked to me and said:

STOP RESISTING AND LET GO. YOUR NEXT FORTY YEARS ARE NOT THE SAME AS YOUR PREVIOUS FORTY YEARS. NOW IS TIME TO SHARE YOUR EXPERIENCE AND ENJOY YOUR LIFE. 

I felt in presence of a higher, much much much higher consciousness than mine. It felt like a father, my father and source. Suddenly those words were embedded in every level of my existence, my energy was now infused with the certainty of happiness, health, wisdom and love.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No   I didn't know details but I just knew that I'm so much greater than just a lifetime. That information was not relevant to the present events.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   This began to become clear since my first NDE in 2007, this time it was more as a confirmation or a progression in the awareness of it. We are all connected in the matrix of consciousness. We serve each other as direct or indirect players in a game of awareness.  

"In that moment I knew my life was not longer mine. Something bigger began to grow inside me, a sense of duty and service. I was not longer here for my own experience and pleasure. I was now brought back to serve and to share who I am. This transformed my perception and continues to guide my transformation with every breath I take."

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose?   No   Not this time. Over the years since my first NDE a series of events have developed giving me the understanding of all the pain and suffering experienced in this dimension.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No   Not this time. Over the years since my first NDE a series of events have developed giving me the understanding of all the pain and suffering experienced in this dimension.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   Love is all there is. Nothing else is real. How do I know that? because I know. What do you need to know about love? Love is everything. The reason we're here, the reason we die, the reason we struggle, the reason we enjoy, the reason we suffer and the reason we exist. What else is there to know. Why pain exists? Simple, without pain we wouldn't experience health and Love itself. Its very simple.

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   Yes   I have found many keys to unlock great potential on every human being. That what I do now for a living. I'm a spiritual coach. check my website: www.eduardoblanco.com

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Yes   We, as part of the collective consciousness of this Universe are going through a massive transformation and evolution process. We need to connect with each other more than ever for assistance and service is the only way to transcend our current situation. We have reached very high levels of unhappiness and pain. Chemically induced diseases, fears and much anger towards each other. But we also are about to connect and align with a different understanding. For that we need each other. Some will go with the flow, trust they're guidance and intuition while others will panic and suffer even greater pain. This will continue for at least 5 years until we reach the point of mutual understanding and the control and awareness of our abilities. Until then, things will only get worse as the old structures of this world collapse.  I know all this, I simply know

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   There was no structure of anything. Like in a dream anything could happen.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience   It's embedded in every cell of my consciousness

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:   My whole life turned around. Faith, trust, love, belief, wisdom, joy.

My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   Now I dedicate all my life to the expansion and elevation of human consciousness

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Yes   I have a very powerful gift of looking into people's souls. I can see beyond the veil of ego and transcend the identity of the soul.

I have also a very sharp intuitive guidance. Astro-project and the most special gift to bring light where there's only darkness.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     The whole transition is of great importance and meaningful to me

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  They don't know what to make of it. Sometimes is too much for their level of understanding. I just share the love

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Yes   I used to see entities, ghosts and have out of body experiences before I turned 21 but they were to frightening and I ask for them to be removed.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   I never doubted. The proof of it is that I'm alive. Physically I had no possibility to recover from almost cero immune system, pneumonia, and swine flu, that's for the rest. For myself, I don't need more proof or confirmation.... it simply feels right. BTW. I still don't believe in the HIV virus (http://www.rethinkingaids.com), I don't take medication and my immune system is recovering as I take charge now of my spiritual path.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   Now I feel happy, connected, spiritually aware, wise, healthy, powerful, compassionate, humble, grateful and very very loved

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   My whole life changed, I changed. Now I assist people in changing themselves. Not everybody is open to spirituality specially since there is no obvious need in the material world... or so they think. So clashes with people have been unavoidable. I broke up with my partner. Sometimes the relationships got stronger, sometimes much weaker

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   Yes   Astral projection and out of body experiences

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   I'm just very grateful and humble to have the opportunity to share my experience

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes   Made me look into it through different angles