Dustin S's Experiences
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Experience description:
The first time it
happened it wasn't as such an OBE but rather contact from something.
I'll explain.
I was completely
unconscious. In a deep sleep and thus of course without thought. Its never
happened before this.
Suddenly someone began
talking next to me in a loud and deep but calm voice. It was assertive and it
knew it wanted me.
I woke up the moment it
began and found myself unable to move a muscle in my body, he kept talking.
I calmed down, until it
was over, turned on the light and nothing was there.
Much later, a year
maybe, the OBEs started to happen. I cant remember what exactly happened in the
first ones, just the most recent two.
When I'm asleep, a loud
noise picks up, like wind rushing past a microphone with ear wrenching
screeches. So loud it takes up my every sense. My eyes start to hurt a bit and
all I can see is white snow like from a television without signal. Things start
to get intense then and I know its about to happen. I feel as though I've been
shrunk and thrown to the back of my head, looking out of a tunnel.
I'm then taken out of
my body after which anything can happen. Everything is black and white and
fuzzy.
The last time it
happened I has flown and shaken across the room, knocking into everything until
I hit the floor face down. I help my breath and started choking in hopes of
waking up. I did eventually.
Last night it happened
again. I was dreaming that I was getting dressed in a room when someone started
to open the door. I said hold on let me finish. the door started to get pushed
harder and I knew it was going to be a bad dream and that I should wake up - but
I was curious, so I stayed in it. as the door flew open, the noise began, I woke
up and my vision was white snow. I could feel it starting fast, almost instant.
The tunnel vision began like I was being shrunk and taken back again. I was
terrified so I fought it. I came out for a second but it was too strong, and it
continued.
I shout out loud
against it and I mentally refused to budge. I gave a strong "no!", putting
everything into it. It was over.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
Uncertain It happens when I'm really tired but cant sleep. A cup of
coffee helps
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Uncertain I can
just sense it
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Full. normal. awake
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
more horror like, or
nightmare
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes I'm out of my
body completely and know where it is.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
terror
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
Loud wind rushing past,
so loud its all I can here. and screeching.
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes I'm just at
home
Did you see a
light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
No
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes sense of
hearing is taken to a level where I'm overwhelmed merely by the sound of air.
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
when it starts - the initial period is my last chance
to fight it and call quits. but it takes a lot of effort
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain I get
flown around the room uncontrollably. Maybe if I try it again I can try control
it, but - I'm not sure if I want to go back in.
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? I
don't drink coffee at night
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes no
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
terror
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
nothing was good. and
it was all bad
Is there anything
else you would like to add concerning the experience?
make it stop.
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes coffee at
night. Its stimulated when I'm physical tired but mentally not.
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes