Dr. Mary's Experience
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Experience description:

It was a normal day. I returned from school bit early and was working on my thesis but I felt very sleepy and I so laid down to take an afternoon nap.

In my dream I felt breathlessness and as if I reached a dark empty space where I could see the earth rotating, as if I am in the space outside this planet.

then, suddenly I found I am in a very beautiful place greenery and bright sunshine. Its so bright and still so pleasant that its hard to describe in words.

In a word its beautiful, beyond imagination. I have seen a form of supreme power ( I don't want to reveal that form), as if welcoming me to that place with open arms. I found myself standing at the edge of a mountain, as if I am about to leap from there into huge dark cave or tunnel....

Then suddenly, I find the earth spinning and an arrow, pointing to an European country. Then all of a sudden, everything is dark and as if I am trying to come out of it.

I felt breathlessness, suffocation and as if I am struggling to survive. Suddenly, my cell phone rang up and made me to I wake up. On waking up I found myself sweating profusely and I am not able to breath properly, as well.

Before I could answer the phone, it stopped ringing. I called back that number but nobody answered. Couple of hours back, I called the same number again. The person who answered said nobody was at home so, its impossible to get phone call from that number. He was perplexed and kind of scared how a call can be done from his phone when we don't know each other.

I am really baffled and bit scared as well. After this event, I suddenly started believing in GOD, somewhat very passionate about him which I never was. I don't know why but I  started feeling a strange attraction towards GOD, after this incident. My thoughts and perspective towards life changed for forever.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     I felt my body is very light and as if I am trying to control but cannot. I am outside this planet and can see the space and other planets revolving in dark space.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    SLEEPING

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      Normal consciousness and alertness   normal

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   normal

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   normal

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   lightness but breathlessness , happy but scared simultaneously  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Yes   its dark space and also been inside a dark cave for a while.

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   very bright sunshine, its beautiful and everything very bright and clear, I was speaking to supreme power through mind, not uttering a word.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
I have seen a very different form of GOD which I have never seen before in my life. I do not want to reveal it though.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   Some unfamiliar and strange place

SPACE and then a very beautiful place

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
it seemed very fast, everything happening simultaneously.


Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about myself or others


Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   Yes
I reached at the end of a huge mountain as if beyond that mountain there's only dark space no more earthy structures.

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will

Did scenes from the future come to you?  Scenes from the world's future 
I have dreamt about several worldly incidents from 10 days to several years before it actually happened.


During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (�life after death�)?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   I have met a very different form of supreme being, but I don't want to disclose that form. I came to know something about GOD which I have never knew before and which is scientifically seems logical.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   already mentioned in my experience column.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   I felt being loved by GOD  as if no-one is speaking but I can feel it very warm and loving.

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   Yes   A noise very different, I cannot describe it. As if any aircraft.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Yes   Don't know how to describe it.

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   I never believed or can imagined GOD in such form.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
 
My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?  
Yes   I started believing and loving GOD

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Yes   do not want to disclose

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?    
yes, more than one

Have you ever shared this experience with others?  
No 

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No  

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   I was bit scared and baffled.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real  

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   Secret

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No  

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   later

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Uncertain   kind of

What could a national organization with an interest in near death experience (NDE) do that would be of interest to you?       Research