Experience description:

I was 21 years old at the time. I was dreaming while sleeping. Suddenly the dream became hyper-real as a scintillating, blazing, electric blue colored, spherical ball of light appeared in my field of view. The blue light was alive and I felt that I reunited with it from very ancient times. The joy and love I felt at this reunion with the blue light being was more powerful than any feeling or emotion I have ever experienced in my lifetime. I felt so overjoyed by this sense of love and reunion that I started crying.  It was as if I had been reunited (after forgetting) with my best friend after 100,000 years of separation. My attempt at conveying the abject profundity of emotions, joy, love, and reunion I felt does not do the experience justice.   After several seconds of experiencing the blissful reunion with the blue light being, it abruptly condensed into a white, hot smaller ball of light with pointed rays of light streaming off of its center, horizontally  and vertically.  As the light transformed into this new shape it made a pronounced zing sound that rang out for a few seconds. I woke up from sleep after that and even 36 years later , I still think about the blue light entity at least weekly. The vividness of the experience has never left me, nor diminished over time.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No     

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          No     

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?         No     

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? Hyper reality/vividness within the dreaming state.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?  No.  The initial dream transitioned into an extremely vivid experience.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?          Uncertain    

What emotions did you feel during the experience?         Love, Joy, Reunion, Awe.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?         just the zinging sound as the light being morphed into its condensed form.

Did you see a light?        Yes    described above

Did you meet or see any other beings?         Yes    Reunited with light being.

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?          No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No     

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?       Yes    More vivid than normal awake state.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes    The light being felt ancient, as if it was beyond time.

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    No     

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?          No     

Did you become aware of future events?      No     

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?          No     

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes    More intuition. Tendency to want to touch people to help them heal.   Also using power of focused intention for healing and projecting Love.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes    It seems as I get older more is being revealed. Absolutely no fear of death.  Disinterest in material things.  Lack of motivation to become materially  'successful'  I feel that if one loves to the best of their ability while in the human form that they have 'won' life.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? I tend to be a bit 'dreamy'  People sometimes wonder why I don't strive harder to 'get ahead'

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?      No Response   

Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes    Some people love it, some people think I'm unhinged.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?          Wonderment.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?    The best is the knowingness that in a blink of an eye I will be back home.  The worst is the relative apathy and indifference I have toward the outer trappings of 'success'.  Some people judge me for not being a 'go getter'  I realize, save for love , there is nothing to 'get'

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?          It was the most profound experience of my life.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No     

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes   

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