Denis' Experience
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Experience description:

It happened the day after my mom died. I am Muslim and our traditional is after dead body cleaned and ready to take to the graveyard funeral car has to pass in front of her/his house as a last visit. The funeral car carrying my mom body was passing by in front of the our house. I was extremely in emotional shock and started screaming as a 'MOOM' as loudly as I could. I was at the balcony holding fence. I felt too powerful to able to bow the steel fence. at the same time I was still screaming and crying. meanwhile I remember that my eyes closed, my hands fisted all my body was locked. I am only 120ibs-55kg but during that happened my body was too heavy. 6-7 people hardly were able to move me to the inside living room. then I felt that I was hanging on the ceiling with white dress. I saw only my upper body.  I was looking at my body. I watched everything from ceiling. they put me on the couch. I was still crying but little bit slowed down. After a few sec. I came back to my body. that is how I can remember everything so clear. while I was watching to my body she was like someone else not me.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No      


Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           unconscious. I was only thinking to see my mom again. extremely

           
Was the experience dream like in any way?   no

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes     with white dress, only upper body, lower body was not clear

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I felt like that person wasn't me. my separated body and mind was thinking and kept telling 'no don't cry, don't do that to my original body'

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           no it was so quite and calm environment. there was like something soundproof. I was hearing my crying sound from far

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?            Yes    

Did you see a light?           No      

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          No       Did you have any sense of altered space or time?          Yes    

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes    

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?             No      

Did you become aware of future events?       No      

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes    

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?   No      

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   No      

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       nothing

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes    

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes    

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No          

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.    no