Experience description:

I have always had some psychic abilities, been able to see spirits and feel when there's someone present. Innocent stuff.

In late 2017 I had just started a spiritual awakening, still in the very earliest stages of the awakening 'process' not knowing WTH was happening to me (I actually thought I was about to die and slowly making the transition to 'pass over' lol) kept trying to disregard it as 'I'm probably going crazy'.

I move to a new place in 2018... had a pretty bad feeling about it but decided not to listen to my instinctive feeling and accepted it anyway, cause it had all the good qualities! My mental health had been deteriorating, having signs of depression, been under a lot of stress at the time and generally not feeling well.

Following the spiritual awakening not long after I move in, I had been having OBEs, find myself standing in the middle of the floor in my bedroom and only for a moment look at myself sleeping in bed... Suddenly I sit up very fast back in my body, very startled (cause I thought I was dying-- transitioning over). I'd be breathing very hard even though my body didn't need to, so it would slow down right away after I realized I don't need to. And even though my spirit was scared and confused, my body was totally calm after resting, so my heartbeat would be totally relaxed. Never felt such un-synchronization between my body and soul… that I remember at least! Sometimes I would be watching a movie and it happening so my spirit would be stuck to my body and I'd be fighting to get back, seeing my spirit hands somehow fighting to get back. I'd know what had happened during the movie while my body was unconscious, cause my consciousness was there and aware, for the whole thing.

After I moved in I was also sensing another presence in the apartment, an uncomfortable presence. It felt like there were eyes on me when I was alone late at night, almost like I was being 'stared down' to assert dominance and control.

At first it was coming from another room, but each night it got a little bit closer to me as it strengthened its connection to me and to my apartment. I started to not only feel it, but see it shaping to a form in the dark. Still, I thought I must be going crazy! So this went on for the rest of the year, each night getting closer and closer, the form of it becoming clearer and clearer.

My energy, will and drive started increasingly getting lower. I stopped keeping the place neat, showered less, isolated myself. My financial situation got really bad, I was failing some classes (university). I started having nightmares and when I'd wake up I'd feel it standing over me as I laid in bed. If I fell asleep again I'd have another nightmare, sometimes it was the continuous of same one!

The last few days of these terrible living situation, it finally just got too close for comfort... after months of quiet harassment!

Just when I was falling asleep one night It yanked my feet so I literally fell off my pillow and woke up in an instant and felt it hovering over my bed. And then finally, the last night of all of this, I 'fell asleep' on the couch so my physical body was sleeping but my spirit awoke and I look up and there it was, clear as the day, sitting right next to me on the couch, but it didn't notice that I was in this state. I panicked and woke up, jumped out of the couch and stared at where it was sitting (not seeing it anymore), walk past it in a huge curve as far away from where it was sitting and locked myself in the bedroom, had all the lights on for the whole night.

The next day I couldn't deny the reality of the situation and called my aunt who's a healer (psychic abilities run in my family). She tells me that It actually was a daemon and I wasn't crazy at all... I didn't even know that such a thing really existed (still not that far along in my awakening - now understand the function/order of the universe).

I got the damned thing expelled out and broke all hold it had made on me and the apartment. Took some time to regain energy and drive, but about a month later I wake up again on 'the other side'. I hear a voice right above me, behind me and a little to the right, saying again and again how sorry she was (female) for not being here, that they were gonna do better and they're here now. I just wanted to calm her down, consoled her and told her it's okay, it's okay, don't worry... Shortly after I 'came back' with the feeling that everything's gonna be alright, I'm safe.

Ever since then, my finances got way better, my mental and emotional health is way up and energy is back, I tidied up and made a proper home... Before I knew it, I was back to good health and in touch with my Guides to help me through my awakening and keep growing spiritually.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?      No     

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          No     

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No     

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?    Very alert

            Was the experience dream like in any way?  Not really..

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   Yes    My spiritual body that is connected to my earthly body

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Scared.. Then safe

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?         Yes I heard my Guides and/or protectors

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?         No     

Did you see a light?        No     

Did you meet or see any other beings?         Yes          Daemons and guides/protectors

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?         No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No     

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? No      Did you have any sense of altered space or time?     No     

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         Yes    Following my spiritual awakening but that's another story. I've since then been in contact with my Guides and gained knowledge of universal order and the cosmos

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?           No     

Did you become aware of future events?      No     

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?          No     

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes    I now sense my Guides, that I did not before

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?     Yes    I am much more aware of the work that needs to be done to actively be happy

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?   I am a devoted plant lady because after that I researched what is good for your mental health, and among the things are plants.

I also got into Crystals and wear black tourmaline and black amethyst on myself, I also wear a cross bracelet

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes    I am a plant lady now, I say the lord's prayer every night and bless myself. I got a cat because of my experiences with the entity cayse cats are very spiritual creatures and my cats reaction would conform my experience. I am also very much into Crystals now and wear them for protection.

Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes    I told my dad, he has always believed me when I talk about my psychic experience so he just hoped it would stop.

My aunt believed me cause she's psychic too and uses it for better. And I also told some of my close friends, but this kind of thing is sort of more accepted and generally believed in Iceland.

What emotions did you experience following your experience? Safe

What was the best and worst part of your experience?          Best, gained knowledge and tools to deal with this sort of thing

Worst, the experience in its own

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? I know the daemon was here before and that's why I had a bad feeling about it, but when I started accidentally OB I left a gateway open and didn't properly protect myself. I also want to share my wisdom with how to excerpt this kind of thing with the person reading this and has a similar problem.

I saw myself going into a protective shield and prayed for the entity to be shown their path, I prayed for love and light for the creature and that their path does not lie here with me. I said the lord's prayer every night and blessed myself constantly, blessed every doorway, window, mirror and room until I no longer felt it. Bless every living creature in the home and in a few days it was gone.