David S's Experience
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Experience description:
I was sitting with my
friend Charles R
on the front porch of the apartment building where we both lived on Bay State
Road in the Kenmore Square section of Boston. It was late afternoon. Suddenly
I saw myself sitting next to Charles on the porch but from a viewpoint of
approximately 120 feet above where we were sitting. I could clearly see the two
of us sitting below my point of view and as soon as I thought "what am I doing
here?" I was back in my body, back on the porch.
Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
Yes While out of my
body I felt that I was inhabiting an eternal space and time.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes Sense of the
eternal, heavy emotional state, images seemed to contain truths inexpressible in
language
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Normal waking
consciousness, then during the experience a very heightened sense of the present
moment, and a sense of anxiety.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
Yes, there were other
bits of it that were like a dream...I heard what seemed to me like Navajo or
other Native American music and I felt a deep connection to the earth, and the
history of North America.
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes As I stated
above, I clearly saw my body under my point of view from about 120 feet above.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
Release and terror.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
As I described above I
heard Navajo drums and chanting, or what I believed were Navajo drums and
chanting.
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
No
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes I felt very
connected to the earth and sky, the "tree of life" and the creation.
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I felt released
from the fear of death somehow, I felt that the eternal exists in each being.
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices?
Too complicated to answer.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes I have since
believed that my mortal life is just one dimension of a larger experience in
this world, and occasionally I glimpse other dimensions of that experience,
though I don't actively seek those glimpses.
Have you shared
this experience with others?
With just a few people. Most people either related similar experiences or were
at least receptive.
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
Grief, terror, joy,
liberation, sadness, euphoria, calm
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
Best....liberation
Worst.....the sense of anxiety produced by the doubt of the reality of my
ordinary experience.
Is there anything
else you would like to add concerning the experience?
The experience led to a
series of events that were quite beyond my ability to express them in this
format. I was drawn to the Canyon de Chelley in the Four Corners region of
Arizona where I felt I would acquire some further knowledge about what had
happened to me. There I found the Navajo tribe living in the base of the
canyon.
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes I suffered a
brain hemorrhage in 1985 which again produced out of body experiences. I was in
intensive care for 10 days hovering between life and death. Those experiences
again confirmed my belief that my mortal life is just one aspect of a multi-aspected
experience which runs from physical birth to physical death.
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes
Please offer any
suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
I suppose I would like
to somehow formulate my entire experience in words someday. However I do not
have any suggestions for your questionnaire at this
time. I do hope that my responses add to your knowledge base and may help
others understand their experiences. ONE LOVE.