David O's Experience
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Experience description:
I had been
spending some time in prayer at the end of the day mostly because it felt very
relaxing and almost meditative. I would lay in bed and calm my breathing and
lower my heart rate. I found that many times I would fall asleep or get so lost
in my own head that I could no longer feel my legs or arms. This
decided to experiment. I would lay completely still. I would not move my lips
or twitch my appendages. I found that I could deliberately create the
situation where I could no longer feel my legs or arms or torso. Not so much
that I could not feel them but was completely unaware that they existed. Then I
found that my breathing and heartbeat seemed considerably loud. Getting my mind
to not notice these two physical aspects took great concentration.
The first
time I tuned out my heartbeat and breathing I felt myself start to rise and when
I did the realization made me aware again of my body and it felt like I slammed
back into my frame. Then I
thought this was very cool and over a period of time could get to the last phase
of this meditation quickly. Finally I was able to allow myself to rise out of
my body and not get frightened and stay focused in my concentration. At this
point I could float out of my body. See myself on the bed and was hovering at
the ceiling of my room. I could turn my focus to look at anything in the room
but it felt slow. I was conscious enough to make a decision to look at specific
things and rise up and down as if floating. I once
decided I should try to go down the hall. I went right through the closed door
and when I looked back I was in the hall. As the door was physically shut I
could not see through it to see my body lying on the bed. I looked down
the hall and had a feeling that if I left my body I may be in effect be causing
my own death by abandonment. At the moment I had that thought I went slamming
back into my body. The
process took many weeks to master and a lot of quiet time and a very relaxed
frame of mind. I have not done it in many years but feel like I could any time
I had the inclination. I looked
down the hall and had a feeling that if I left my body I may be in effect be
causing my own death by abandonment. At the moment I had that thought I went
slamming back into my body
Any associated medications
or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Very alert, very conscious
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
Only in that I could not move
myself very fast. I seemed to be moving at a speed between normal and slow
motion.
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
I could see myself but I did
not focus on details of my face or hands or anything.
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
It was a very new experience so I
guess exhilaration, and some I guess anxiety.
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
no
Did you experiment while out
of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
I once decided I should try to
go down the hall. I went right through the closed door and when I looked back I
was in the hall. As the door was physically shut I could not see through it to
see my body lying on the bed.
Did you observe or hear
anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later? No
Did you notice how your 5
senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes
Just sight. Sight seemed
normal, touch was odd, only in that I seemed to be weightless. For instance
when I first left my body I floated right up to the ceiling.
Did you have any sense of
altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of
knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
Yes
I was confined to my room
unless I made a decision to leave it. when I left it I went straight through a
closed door without opening it or even thinking I should even try to open it.
When I went through I could not see through the walls of the hallway or the
door. So my sight was limited to what I would see when in my physical body.
Did you become aware of future
events? No
Were you involved in or aware
of a decision regarding your return to the body?
I decided to return or something
about the experience frightened me such that I became "physically conscious" of
my current state.
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
I guess I believed more in the
power of the human brain.
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? Not much, I
guess it makes me more open to possibilities.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Only in that I believe in the
power we have and I am less skeptical when I hear about such things.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
Many
seemed to say "Wow" but not really believe me for what I was telling them. My
brother, however, was jealous.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Exhilaration,
energy
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
Worst part was
not having someone who also experienced it to share with. Best part was the
energy the meditation left me with and knowing that I had such control over my
own body and mind.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I wish
my life was calm enough now to do it regularly again. Kids, job, yard work, not
enough time to focus.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes