Experience description:

I want to make it clear that this experience does not contain verifiable scientific data. I don't know if I was really dead, and if I was, I don't know for how long.

I have always been a markedly spiritual person; it is very difficult for me to integrate myself in life or in the system; I have had thoughts of suicide on many occasions, but never attempted it. I've had experiences with psychedelics, but nothing compared to what happened that night. I had a dream and while the dream was unfolding ... a voice, which I identify as that of my angel or higher self (it's not the first time we've communicated) told me that everything is a “dream,” to which I replied: “Yes, everything is a dream, and that includes my life ... Why don't I wake up?” (I was referring to this experience that we all call or consider “Real Life”).

Suddenly, within the dream itself, I felt an electric current or vibration trembling through my entire body, and I felt how my consciousness passed from the dream state to the waking state. I returned to my physical body, opened my eyes and stared at the wall. At once, I felt like the sacrum or base of my lower back was pulling at my consciousness, until I experienced that my consciousness was on three different planes!

That’s where the part which is difficult to explain begins, and I hope to find a way to express myself in a clear and efficient manner.

I could see through my physical eyes; I could see simultaneously through the eyes of another body, and that one was looking at another body, also mine, which was ascending at great speed through a light full of colors! ! Similar to the tunnels of light that are formed when, in “Star Wars” or “Star Trek”, they exceed the speed of light. It looked like the light was going through me, and I was going through it. I existed in three places all at once, one part of me was ascending, the other contemplated that fact, while I was still able to see through my physical eyes, without knowing or being aware of whether or not I was breathing. Let me add that my eyesight through the physical body was fixed on a spot on the wall, without blinking or moving, as if I were dead or else, in a state of shock.

What followed was the Voice! The Voice of my Angel or Higher Self was no longer like in my dreams ; it was not an intuition within me, but a Voice that filled EVERYTHING! It was inside and outside, and was telling me : “THAT'S NOT YOUR BODY.” I knew instantly it was referring to my physical body. I felt confused, because that was not my perception during my physical life, so I then tried to find out who that voice belonged to, so I asked: “Who are you?” And it answered: “I am you, and I speak to you with this voice to dispel your doubt about this: that is not your body.” When he told me that, I accessed a memory, not from my current life experience, but from a previous or future life. I knew that it was me whom I saw in that memory or vision, but I also knew that it was not from this life, but belonged to a past or future life. (I'm not sure of the time, because everything was happening in a continuum now). The Being added : “BUT SO THAT THIS DOESN'T HURT YOU ... GET IN!”

When he said this, I felt them push me into the lower part of my back ; they returned me to my body in the same place they had pulled me from, and when they did that, my whole body ached, and I started screaming in pain. I managed to think: “I'm going to wake up ...” (my wife, and my mother-in-law who slept in the next room.) But the voice told me: “It’s only in your head,” and then, I realized that my mouth was actually open, wide open, but there was no scream, no moan; pain was etched on my face, but everything was happening inside me.

It took me 5 minutes to recover and feel my lower extremities again. I was left with a strong sense of illusion! ALL THIS IS A DREAM. I repeat that: not even with psychedelics have I had such a marked and profound experience.

I don't know if I was really dead, but I want to share this experience with you because I am more than sure that it was more real than “reality itself”.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Uncertain. I'm not sure if I was dead, and if so, I don't know for how long either.

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes. It's always hard to explain EVERYTHING in a second, things that are layered on top of each other, and yet stay each the same and feel like something distinguishable.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?  When I heard the Voice that spoke to me, I not only perceived my three bodies, but at the same time, I had become aware of a previous or future life in my own consciousness.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?  More consciousness and alertness than normal. When we take psychedelics, we already feel or perceive that it feels more real than "this." But this experience, compared to psychedelics, was definitely more real, because it was felt with every part of my being, the knowledge was accompanied by a vision and that vision of the experience was a complete or absolute knowledge of it.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I could see from my three bodies.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I heard the voice come out of me, and it was outside of me, and it was what I saw.

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   Yes. I saw the wall of my room through my physical eyes.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Surprise, confusion, wisdom or transcendental knowledge. I felt that I exist, or we exist, beyond this body and this time.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Yes. Not all my parts entered the tunnel, a part of me was on the way; however, another part remained, observing this event in the second person, while another part continued to be in my body.

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes. The whole experience took place in a space full of light, but the light morphed to colors inside the tunnel, where it moved at high speed.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes. It identified itself as Me. It said that I was him, and that it had come to prove it.

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   Uncertain.  I saw a life, but I don't know if it was a past or future one.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   Some unfamiliar and strange place.


Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning.

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about myself or others.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   Uncertain. I don't know what would have happened if I had gone through the tunnel; in fact, a part of me was leaving.

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will. The voice told me: “So that this doesn't hurt you, get in.” And it pushed me back into the body. I felt the pressure that it exerted to reintegrate me into the body.

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes. The earthly experience is like a simulation, only a part of reality.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Uncertain.  There was only me; if by God we refer to the Conscious Being that is Everything and fills Everything, I knew Him as my True Being.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   Yes. The physical body is the only thing that is born, we are immortal and eternal.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist? Yes, we are connected through the light, the light fills everything and is everything; the Light carries the information, we can access it, and know everything about everything and everyone. We are one.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   Uncertain. I knew that this life is not real, but that we must live it more than for a purpose, by necessity; we need to go through the physical body to acquire some form of experience that we could not otherwise achieve.   

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   No  

What occurred during your experience included:  Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. It was consistent with my belief that we exist beyond the body, but not with the way that we exist beyond it. I expected to meet God and not myself. Let alone to discover that I have different bodies or that I exist simultaneously on different planes of existence. It all felt like a true revelation about myself rather than God, although that revelation of myself completely changed my view of what God is.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I do not know how my memory of the experience compares to my memory of other life events. The memory or knowledge of “my life” before this incarnation - be it in the past or in the future - was seen from a first person perspective. Although I don't remember my face then, I do remember the face of who I was with, and the place where I lived, the tone of my voice and hundreds of other details that make it something similar to a memory from yesterday.

My experience directly resulted in:   Slight changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes. It's like going from theory to practice. Now I know, instead of simply believing.  

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Uncertain. I have always been a spiritual or sensitive person. I do not control my gifts or exceptional experiences, but there they are.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     The images or intuition that accompanied the voice. Everything is clear.

Have you ever shared this experience with others?  Yes. As much as they seem to understand you, you always end up regretting sharing it, due to the fact that the experiences are non-transferable, so they will never fully see or understand them. We fall short of words when we talk about those things.

Did you have any knowledge of near-death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Yes. A female friend was clinically dead, her case is of an exceptional nature! She has all the medical records and data confirming her death, and the 21-day coma that followed; she is a true miracle.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was probably real. Everything is stored as a “memory;” it can be a “very clear and lucid memory,” but the important thing is the long-term impact it has on you. The changes in my life after the experience are not very noticeable, because I have always been a spiritual and sensitive person, with doubts, and now those doubts are not so marked; nevertheless, new unknowns always crop up. I DON'T KNOW if I was really dead. There is no witness; even though I was sleeping with my wife, she didn't notice anything until I came back; there is no medical report to prove it, so in the end, it's one of those things that we will never know for sure scientifically.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was probably real  

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No  

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes. I have recounted everything in detail as it happened.

DESCRIPCIÓN DE LA EXPERIENCIA: 

Quiero dejar claro que esta experiencia no contiene datos científicos comprobables, no sé si estuve realmente muerto, y si lo estuve no sé por cuánto tiempo.

Siempre he sido una persona marcadamente espiritual, me cuesta mucho establecerme en la vida o en el sistema, he tenido pensamientos de suicidio en muchas ocasiones pero nunca ningún intento. He tenido experiencias con psicodélicos pero nada se compara con lo que sucedió esta noche. Tuve un sueño y mientras el sueño transcurría... una voz, la que identifico como la de mi ángel o yo superior (No es la primera vez que nos comunicamos) me decía que todo es "sueño" a lo que respondí "Si todo es sueño, y eso incluye mi vida... Porqué no me despierto?" (Decía esto sobre esta experiencia que todos llamamos o consideramos "Vida real") De repente dentro del sueño mismo, experimenté como una electricidad o vibración estremecía todo mi cuerpo y sentía como mi consciencia pasaba del estado de sueño al estado de vigilia, regresé a mi cuerpo físico, abrí mis ojos y me quedé mirando fijamente la pared a la vez sentía como por el sacro o base de la espalda tiraban de mi consciencia hasta que experimenté que mi consciencia estaba en tres planos distintos! Aquí empieza la parte difícil de explicar y espero tener la forma para expresarme de una forma clara y eficiente.

Podía ver a través de mis ojos físicos, simultáneamente podía ver a través de los ojos de otro cuerpo, y este estaba mirando a otro cuerpo, también mío que ascendía a gran velocidad a través de una luz llena de colores! Similar a los túneles de luz que se forman cuando en star wars o star trek superan la velocidad de la luz. Se veía como si la luz pasase a través de mi y yo a través de ella. Yo existía en tres lugares a la vez, una parte de mi ascendía, la otra contemplaba ese hecho, mientras que aún podía ver a través de los ojos físicos, pero sin saber o tener constancia de si respiraba o no. Tengo que añadir, que mi visión a través del cuerpo físico, estaba fija en un punto de la pared, sin pestañeo ni movimiento, como si estuviese muerto y sino en un estado de shock. Lo siguiente fue la Voz! La Voz de mi Ángel o Yo Superior ya no era como durante mi sueño, no era una intuición dentro de mi, sino una Voz que lo llenaba TODO! Estaba dentro y fuera, y me decía: "ESE NO ES TU CUERPO" se refería a mi cuerpo físico, lo supe instantáneamente, sentí confusión porque no era esa mi percepción durante mi vida física, a lo que traté de averiguar quién era el origen de esa voz, así que pregunté "Quién Eres?" y respondió "Yo Soy tu, y te hablo con esta voz para disipar tu duda sobre ello, ese no es tu cuerpo" Cuando me dijo esto tuve acceso a una memoria que no pertenece a mi experiencia de vida, sino a una vida anterior o futura, supe que era yo a quien veía en ese conocimiento o visión, pero sabía también que no era esta vida sino una pasada o futura (No estoy seguro del tiempo porque todo ocurría en un continuo ahora). El Ser añadió "PERO PARA QUE NO TE DUELA... ENTRA!" cuando dijo esto, sentí que me empujaban por la parte baja de mi espalda, volvieron a ingresarme en el cuerpo por el mismo sitio por el que tiraron de mi y cuando lo hicieron, me dolió todo mi cuerpo y empecé a gritar del dolor, alcancé a pensar "Voy a despertar a **" (Mi esposa y suegra que dormía en la habitación de al lado)" Pero la voz me dijo "Solo en tu cabeza" y entonces me di cuenta de que en realidad mi boca estaba abierta, muy abierta, pero no salía ningún grito, ningún quejido, la expresión de dolor estaba en cara pero todo ocurrió para mis adentros.

Tardé 5 minutos en reponerme y volver a sentir mis extremidades inferiores. Quedé con un fuerte sentido de ilusión! TODO ESTO ES UN SUEÑO. Repito que; ni siquiera con psicodélicos he tenido una experiencia tan marcada y profunda.

No sé si estuve realmente muerto, pero quiero compartir esta experiencia con vosotros porque estoy más que seguro que más real que "la realidad misma".

¿En el momento de su experiencia hubo algún evento asociado que amenazara su vida?     Incierto    No estoy seguro de si estuve muerto y si fue así tampoco sé cuánto tiempo.

¿Fue la experiencia difícil de explicar en palabras?    Sí     Siempre es difícil explicar TODO en un segundo, cosas que se superponen una encima de otra y aun así cada una mantiene y se percibe como algo distinguible.

¿En qué momento durante la experiencia tuvo su mayor nivel de estados de consciencia y alerta?    Más Consciente y alerta de lo normal     Cuando escuché la Voz que me hablaba, no solo percibía mis 3 cuerpos, sino que a la vez tenía conocimiento de una vida anterior o futura de mi propia conciencia.    Cuando tomámos psicodélicos ya sentimos o percibimos que se siente más real que "esto" pero esta experiencia en comparación con psicodélicos era definitivamente más real, porque se sentía con cada parte de mi ser, el conocimiento venía acompañado de visión y esa visión de experiencia, era un conocimiento completo o absoluto de ello.

Por favor compare su sentido de la visión durante la experiencia con el sentido de visión cotidiano que tenía inmediatamente antes de la experiencia.    Podía ver desde mis tres cuerpos.

Por favor compare su sentido de audición durante la experiencia con el sentido de audición cotidiano que tenía inmediatamente antes de la experiencia.    Escuchaba que la voz salía de mi y estaba fuera de mi y era lo que veía.

¿Vio o escuchó algún evento terrenal que estuviera ocurriendo en el mismo momento en que su consciencia / conocimiento estaba separado de su cuerpo físico / terrenal?    Sí     Veía a través de mis ojos físicos la pared de mi habitación.

¿Qué emociones sintió durante la experiencia?    Sorpresa, Confusión, Sabiduría o Conocimiento Trascendental.

Sentí que Existo o Existimos más allá de este cuerpo y de este tiempo.  

¿Entró o atravesó un túnel?    Sí     No todas mis partes entraron en el túnel, una parte de mi estaba encaminada, sin embargo otra parte permaneció observando en segunda persona ese suceso, mientras que otra parte seguía estando en mi cuerpo.

¿Vio usted una luz sobrenatural?    Sí     Toda la experiencia transcurrió en un espacio lleno de luz, pero la luz se volvía de colores dentro del túnel donde se movía a gran velocidad.

¿Vio usted o se encontró con un ser místico o presencia? ¿O escuchó una voz inidentificable?      Me encontré con un ser definido, o una voz de origen claramente místico o sobrenatural   

¿Se encontró usted o estaba Consciente de algún ser fallecido (o vivo)?    Sí     Se identificó como Yo. Dijo que Soy él y que vino para demostrarlo

¿Se hizo usted Consciente de eventos pasados en su vida durante la experiencia?     Incierto    Vi una vida, pero no sé si era pasada o futura.

¿Le pareció que ingresó a algún otro mundo sobrenatural?    Un lugar desconocido y extraño     

¿Pareció que el tiempo se aceleraba o enlentecía?     Parecía que todo pasaba al mismo tiempo; el tiempo se detuvo o perdió todo sentido   

¿Pareció que usted repentinamente entendía todo?    Todo sobre mí mismo u otros     

¿Alcanzó usted una frontera o estructura física limitante?     Incierto    No sé que habría pasado si me hubiese ido por el túnel, de hecho, una parte de mi se estaba yendo.

¿Llegaron a usted escenas del futuro?    No     

¿Tuvo la sensación de saber algún conocimiento especial o propósito (***sólo de la experiencia)?    No     

Por favor, describa cualquier cambio que pudo haber ocurrido en su vida después de su experiencia:   

¿Tuvo usted algún cambio en sus valores y creencias después de su experiencia y que hayan ocurrido como resultado de la experiencia?    Sí     Es como pasar de tener la teoría a la práctica. Ahora sé y no solo creo.

¿Tuvo usted algún don físico, fuera de lo ordinario o especial después de su experiencia que no haya tenido antes de la experiencia?     Incierto    Siempre he sido una persona espiritual o sensible, no controlo mis dones o experiencias excepcionales, pero están ahí.

¿Usted a compartido esta experiencia con otros?    Sí     Por mucho que parezcan entenderte, siempre te acabas arrepintiendo de compartirlo, por el hecho de que las experiencias son intransferibles, nunca lo verán o entenderán en su totalidad.

Nos quedamos cortos en palabras cuando hablamos de estas cosas.

¿Tenía usted algún conocimiento de experiencias cercanas a la muerte (ECM) previamente a su experiencia?    Sí     Una amiga estuvo muerta clínicamente, su caso es de naturaleza excepcional! Tiene todo el record médico y datos que confirman su muerte y sus 21 días de coma que le siguieron, ella es un auténtico milagro.

¿Qué pensó usted de la realidad de su experiencia poco después (días a semanas) después de que sucedió?    La experiencia probablemente fue real     Todo se almacena como un "Recuerdo" puede ser un "Recuerdo muy claro y lúcido" pero lo importante es la impresión que te deja a largo plazo, los cambios en mi vida después de la experiencia no son muy notorios porque siempre he sido una persona espiritual y sensible, con dudas y ahora esas dudas no están tan marcadas, sin embargo siempre aparecen nuevas incógnitas. NO SÉ si estuve realmente muerto, no hay testigo aunque dormía con mi esposa, ella no se percató hasta que regresé, no hay informe médico que lo acredite, al final es de esas cosas que nunca sabremos a ciencia cierta.

¿Qué piensa actualmente usted de la realidad de su experiencia?    La experiencia probablemente fue real     

¿Sus relaciones han cambiado específicamente como resultado de su experiencia?    No     

¿Ha cambiado la práctica de sus creencias religiosas/espirituales como resultado de su experiencia?    No     

En cualquier momento de su vida, ¿Hay algo que alguna vez lo haya hecho reproducir alguna parte de su experiencia?    No   

¿Las preguntas realizadas y la información provista por usted describen precisa y exhaustivamente su experiencia?    Sí     He contado todo con detalle tal y cual ocurrió.   

¿Hay alguna o varias partes de su experiencia que sean especialmente significativas para usted?    Las imágenes o intuición que acompañaban a la voz. Todo es claro