The next thing I remember was standing in a theater-like room sort of and a figure I perceive to be female was to my left and my would-be life was being displayed in front of me. She (I perceived her to be female) was showing me snippets of my life, fast forwarding and showing me key elements of my life, all which have happened until this point. I remember planning my future life, even to the very little of details, to a tee. In this life, I saw myself being educated to Bachelor's or Master's level. At first I was sad at the fact that I would have to go through earth's educational learning system which I thought was tedious and she said it was a mandatory part of earth life that I would have to go through, and then I asked to be given all the intelligence I would need to breeze through the entire education quickly, and better focus on my mission, and it was done. Throughout my education, especially my university education, I had always been the type of student that barely studied until a week or two to tests or exams and yet always managed to come out with an A at the end, and it was pretty much like that until I graduated. That way, I spent my time doing other things I needed to do and only returned to my books when I needed to. Next I remember deciding on my sexuality. I remember asking specifically that I would like to be same-gender loving (because I knew, or 'sensed' rather, that it would and enable me best focus on my mission. Next I felt this female presence appear to my right and she said to me clearly so as sort of a gentle but firm warning, 'but people around you will not understand!', and I responded, 'I know but what they don't know it is a good life path that helps you stay focused to achieve what you need to do'. My mind was made up, I was not changing it. She returned to her previous location. She was right, I was born in Nigeria where homosexuality is largely frowned upon till today and LGBTQ individuals are killed ans stoned to death regularly and Nigerians (people around you) do not understand any other sexuality asides heterosexuality and for this reason and my own safety I migrated to the US in 2013 where I have been living ever since. I would like to say here that our sexuality is determined by us before we are born, to exactly suit our mission for the next life and let me explain that I am not trying to exalt one sexuality over the other. Heterosexuality is a wonderful blessing on earth and partaking in reproduction is one beautiful thing humans can do for our earth but at the same time earth life comes with plenty of distractions and many a time a soul gets incarnated and totally forgets their mission for that lifetime only to realize so upon dying and returning to the afterlife to realize that a life had just been wasted. I did not want to take such chances. Back in the afterlife, I just knew that a same-gender loving lifestyle was the best fit for my particular life mission because of the stigmatization that I would be facing, I would live life on the fringes of human society and not be drawn to societal expectations expected of a heterosexual and by doing that focus on my inner self and my mission. It is hard to explain this in words and especially in the English language because all communications were telepathic. Choosing a same-gender life isn't a guarantee of focusing on one's mission either because some souls, who select a same-gender loving life and after they are born on earth, internalize societal homophobia and never come to terms with their sexuality, thus missing out on the crucial experience that they need (and which they selected) to spur them on to their life purpose. Next I was told that I would remain single until about 27 or 28 so as to enable me focus on my mission. I remember being sad at the prospect of being single for that long, immediately this female presence cheered me up that I would have certain good things to keep me going on with my life. She was right, relationships can be quite energy and time consuming and one tends to focus all their time and energy on their significant other, except if one's significant other is extremely understanding and supportive of the other's interests and goals. I have always remembered this and I tried to fight what I was told by trying to having a relationship but it just never seemed to click until I got to the point that I accepted it for what it did not happen until I turned 28 as I was told. My mission was to love, love and love endlessly. Other key points of my life I was shown were that I was going to be my mother's first child, my mother would not live very young and that after our mother's death I would play a crucial role in influencing my younger siblings positively. We lost our mother to breast cancer in 2011 and my siblings have all looked up to me, financially, spiritually etc., ever since then. I was also told my current life would not be for long and I was shown scenes from the end of my life and at what age - I would die peacefully in my sleep and spend less than 5 decades on earth. Next I knew it was time to leave and I knew that I would be made to forget most of my memories of home so I remember trying so hard to impress these my last memories in my subconscious so as to not forget. I remember telling another energy in the room to my right, whom I perceived to be male, that while on earth I would not forget my existence here and my life mission and, my last-minute efforts really worked. My last minute memories never left me and I have been living my life purpose up till this point, had no problems embracing my sexuality and I recently got into a relationship (that I had waited all these years to happen, which all happened to fall in place easily without much trying).

As a child I remember thinking to myself a couple of times that I could not wait to grow up quickly so I could begin to do what I came to do. I also remember thinking to myself that I was glad I was not born out of wedlock and I was glad that I waited a little. My mother confirmed this by saying that I was overdue by 2 to 3 weeks. My main birth was supposed to occur right before her wedding to my father but I didn't want that (probably a subconscious memory carryover from a previous lifetime when out-of-wedlock births were considered a taboo?) so I did not push until exactly 2 weeks after her wedding day. I also remember my mother not being happy on her wedding day - I could feel her emotions while in her womb, and one day in 2010 I had briefly asked her, 'mom why were you not happy on your wedding day?', she immediately turned to me in disbelief as to how I knew that and after about 5 seconds of silence she said that it was because she could feel that she was not going to have a happy marriage and my parents' marriage was not close to the best in anyway.

As a child I had a few out-of-body experiences (or unintentional astral travel maybe) where I would leave my body during my sleep and travel to a certain place I was not supposed to be at. On one occasion, I remember travelling and getting to one point where I knew I was not supposed to cross but I mischievously crossed it and after travelling a little I chanced upon a female presence (a gatekeeper probably) and she saw me and exclaimed, 'what are you doing here?! You are not supposed to be here!', and I responded, 'I know but I just wanted to visit briefly', and she responded, 'ok but you need to go back now!' and I saw myself flying back and I woke up immediately. I feel really blessed to have retained these memories, especially of my life purpose, as they have helped me to remain focused on my purpose. My target just before I left for earth was to be focused on my mission and be in and out of earth quickly. I have always been strongly attracted to spirituality and as soon as I got a phone and got access to the internet in 2007 I would spend time researching on spiritual topics and later in 2010 I chanced upon an article on the internet on crystal children who started to be born on earth around the mid 80s to early 90s (I was born in 1990), who are now adults with a special mission to love and express love unconditionally and it seemed to perfectly describe my pre-birth and current life experience!

I have had plenty deja-vus upon going to a particular place or upon experiencing a particular scene which felt STRANGELY familiar to me and I realized instantly that these were scenes of my future life that I had viewed in the afterlife and had memorized as a way of placing reminders here and there of my pre-existence as a soul lest I forget while on earth.