Christina R's Experience
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Experience description:
I had been writing a
diary for days in which I stated my need to seek for answers about life, death,
where we come from, etc.. My grandmother had died that year and the event had
filled me with many questions.
I was asleep at night
and suddenly I found myself floating in the room; I had no body but I felt I
did. I remember looking down at my legs but they weren't there. I remember
feeling so much joy as I floated up, down and spinned around having a wonderful
time, it was an incredible sensation. Also, I had panoramic vision. It's
difficult to explain but somehow I was able to see from all around my head as if
my eyes were behind my head too. There was no sense of time either. I don't know
how long I was out of my body.
I felt so happy that I
went out the window and started to fly over the town. It wasn't night, it was
daytime and the things in the town didn't seem exactly the same. I remember
thinking that things looked a bit different, as if there were different trees in
our garden. I flew over the houses, the buildings, and saw familiar people
outside their houses. Then I thought "why not go to the beach?" as soon as the
thought came to my mind I was instantly there.
Then I thought, well
now I want to go out into space and I went up like a rocket but all of a sudden
I felt very cold, it frightened me and I awoke in bed. My head hurt a little but
a thought came to my mind: We are all made of the energy of Love so I can use
this energy to heal myself. I then put my hands over my head and imagined the
energy spinning inside of me. My headache disappeared.
I remember feeling
overflowing love the following days: I felt love for every stranger I
encountered on the streets, knowing that we were all made of the same energy
(love) and in esence all conected somehow, even the stones, the trees,
everything had the same energy. The feeling of unconditional love for everyone
faded away as the weeks passed but my beliefs haven't changed a bit.
I learnt about Reiki
(and found out I did it instinctively) and have helped relatives, friends and of
course myself with Reiki.
After this experience I
had another one in which I flew again. I also had five encounters with deceased
relatives: my grandmother, grandfather, father, mother and father-in-law (whom I
had never met because he had died when my husband was only 16).
The most interesting of
all was the encounter with my father. When my father was alive we used to have
long conversations about religion, philosophy, and we promised each other that
whoever died first would let the other know all about the afterlife.
I found him in a
beautiful meadow writing on a typewriter and we hugged each other with so much
love and joy. We spoke for a very long time. He told me all about what he was
doing in his afterlife, what he had felt when he died and many other things. It
filled me with peace and love. All communication with deceased ones is
telepathic and they are all healthy and somewhat younger than when they died.
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
Yes I heal with my
hands (reiki), and five deceased relatives contacted me.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes There was no
sense of time and I had vision all around my head, it's hard to explain.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Total consciousness.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes I had no body,
no legs, nothing, but I felt intact.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
Immense happiness and
freedom. Overflowing love during the following weeks.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
No, but the town had
the usual noises (birds, waves, wind...)
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a
light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Yes Yes, I saw my
Godmother outside her house and waved to her as I flew over the house. I also
saw my husband outside and showed him how I could fly.
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes I could hear,
see with panoramic vision, feel cold (when I soared upwards into space).
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
Yes It's difficult
to explain, I just knew time was different. I also felt this at the age of 10. I
had fainted and I remember watching all my life's events till that moment (like
a movie). I woke up because my mother was shouting my name and she told me it
had only been a second but to me it seemed like I had been revising my life for
hours!.
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes I knew God was
love and we were all made of love, of that energy. And that I could use that
energy to heal.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes Yes, I believe
in God. I don't go to church but I know God is everything that is.
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? I
try to help my students, friends and family. I tell them things they can do or
lend them books to read or even do reiki to them.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes Almost no one
believes it. My family didn't at first but now they do. I have a friend who
understands me because she reads about these things but no one I know has had an
experience like this.
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
Unconditional love for
all people. I felt like we were all brothers, all made of the same energy:
LOVE/GOD.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
The best: flying at my
will and feeling that wonderful energy of love.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes