I'm very anxious and I'm scared to die. At that  moment, I realize that there is a man with me in the bubble, that I'm not alone.

We have an information exchange, but without speaking, by thought transfer, I know exactly what he is thinking and I hear it, same thing with him.

I'm transmitting my fear to cease existing, that if our course is not taking another direction we will be colliding with this SUN.

He answers me: (by thought) "Christiane, don't worry, all is well, everything is in its place, above all don't worry. You know death doesn't exist !"

Then, I'm convinced, deeply convinced and I know that death doesn't exist. We continue the journey towards the Sun, that is aspiring my bubble.

The Sun is approaching and when it's crossing my bubble, I'm enveloped in an orange-red light, I see the fire at the surface of the SUN and this LIGHT is LOVE without a word, without the possibility to describe its intensity, its strength, its power. It's a LOVE that surrounds me, loves me, letting me know that I'm of his  nature, I am Love, it's my original nature. There's nothing else existing, it's all that is. I AM, I'm at home.

I know that I'm Love, that I come from this LOVE and that I will return to this LOVE. I came back home....

Besides I will stay there for ever, never leaving. My biggest desire being to stay within this LOVE endlessly. But I have to come back, get out of this reality to come back to earth knowing that I found this lost friend.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes    

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    when I knew who I really was: this  incommensurable, indescribable LOVE. When I met this SUN of love.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal  The everyday life, makes the feeling of  the PRESENCE of this love less intensely and accurately, but it's still there... meditation helps to find the intensity and to come closer  to this state, but impossible to reproduce it completely.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   Clarity, translucency of objects, brilliance of the light

Time and space merged

the present moment comprising past, and future all together

Sight of 360 degrees.

I AM totally and completely merged in a space-time second

I become space and time, I live it from the inside

And all this I AM.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   No conventional ears

I get the thought of the other one completely and instantly

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Fear at the beginning

Complete trust, I then felt enveloped by Love, loved totally and unconditionally. I felt being loved totally and unconditionally, without having to say or do something to earn it. It was a free/gratuitous love.. infinite...  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   No 

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes  

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin

The character I was communicating with, by thought

THE SUN, being a BEING, an indisputable PRESENCE

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   A clearly mystical or unearthly realm

Space, the planets, the SUN, moving in a world unknown by me at that time

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Time seemed to go faster or slower than usual

In fact time has no importance and at a certain moment time and space were ONE Everything was ONE

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was "sent back" against my will

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (�life after death�)?   Yes   Telepathic exchange, death is not existing and I'm as deeply convinced about it, that I can continue my way without fear, with a total confidence. I KNOW that DEATH IS NOT EXISTING, for me this is a CERTAINTY.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Uncertain   There is a BEING, a STATE of perfect Love, infinite perfect intelligence and I am coming from this INFINITE REALITY, I'm part of it and am of the same nature;

I'm conscious about it and I keep the memory of this written in my cells, I had forgotten about it .. now I came back to it.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No   

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   certainty to belong to this loving reality and being actively involved in the infinity

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose?   Yes

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   ONLY LOVE is existing, all is love

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Uncertain    I have the feeling, having got a gift from LIFE

I feel  cherished and above all very thankful, I appreciate its great value.

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   

Non existence of death

Time and Space merged into a  present moment that comprises EVERYTHING

360 degree vision

Translucent light, as transparent as a liquid

Communication by thought

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience   Impossible to forget as I AM THIS SUN

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:  

After this I experienced several bereavements due to long suffering following cancers: my mother and a sister within two months, two brothers, and a second sister. I experienced a divorce, my daughter decided to live with her father. I had a car accident. Had a bad depression and had to stop working.

All this time I stood firm because of the PRESENCE of LOVE of my experience of the SUN.

I told him, I don't see you, but I know that you are there behind the clouds, don't let me down, and sometimes I had the impression to hold just one sunbeam, but I always knew that he would not let me down. I have a total trust in HIM, this LOVE.

By chance I lived this experience before those events, sometimes I tell myself I would be dead too, I cannot understand otherwise being still alive.

My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   trust

feeling more the presence of the deceased family members in my heart, have an easier mourning.

Knowing that I'm supported, that life doesn't stop there.

Giving a purpose to my existence.

Accepting

Knowing that it's not me who decides, that I don't have the control.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Uncertain   Greater sensibility, greater compassion and empathy with more detachment, facilitating the relationship  with the person suffering.

I'm a big Ear... people confiding easily in me ... I'm  listening more.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     Several months after this first exit, my sun invited me to enter inside, into its center... never could I have imagined being able to go inside the center of this ball of LOVE-FIRE of unimaginable power. But in one second I found myself in its center.

It was there that I experienced the 360 degree vision, time and space merger, the liquid transparent light, BEING without having to do anything, simply being and being part of ALL. Simple complexity, complete simplicity.

Infinite well-being by existing, that's all.

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  some weeks later...

some people ignored it, others, more sensitive appreciated it

It's only now that I can let people profit more about it, through Reiki or fascia treatment that I give them.

Part of my life I'm living in Africa to share this love.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No   What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   It was real, as a certainty took hold in my mind, and I was living such a big JOY, that I could explain it only by this encounter with my sun. Since then, it was and is still present in me, it is my real nature.

The next day I went to see an exposition at a museum and found myself in face of a picture describing the world of the planets, that I visited the night before...

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   Because it is this LOVE that helped me to get through all those difficulties of my life, and that it is my reason of life, the meaning of all moments of my life.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   Loss of several people because of difficulties experienced, friends became scarce, and my priorities  had changed of course.

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   Since then, I'm meditating daily to come closer, to live and keep this LOVE in mind, my everyday companion

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No  

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   I found out who I am, I feel more complete, I am more loving, more at peace. I found my lost FRIEND, the part of myself that I was missing so much.

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Uncertain   There's one part that cannot be reported. I'm aware that I gave my best possible, but I will always stay below the experienced reality.