Chiara's Experience
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Experience description:
I could describe this
just like if it was a dream. A lucid dream of some sort. It all started with
finding myself floating up in the Universe. I was somewhere in the dark void out
there observing planets and stars around, and their beautiful colors. It wasn't
scary at all, but very cozy. There were other being around me, souls, with no
body - just like a blurry glow - although we did not interact. I was interested
in this feeling of floating in space, in the absence of gravity. I spent some
time analyzing this aspect.
Then these other souls
and I all of a sudden knew something (we shared this information
telepathically): we knew that we could leave this reality and experience other
realities. There was a tunnel above, a dark tunnel going up (not straight in
front of me like one would imagine), with some sort of rings made of light all
along its length.
I went up this tunnel,
always floating. This tunnel did not have a clear end with a light at the end,
actually I did not see its end, but at some point as I was going through it, I
stopped and looked on my right - there was a "living scene", and I was
immediately transported into it.
I found myself walking
(or floating) in a NYC street. It was night, I remember the yellow lights. The
street wasn't much populated, and I was walking by a playground fence around a
corner. As I realized that I was in NY, I thought to myself "This means that
it's true: I have lived in New York City in a past life". I have always thought
I lived there in a past life, because of my childhood obsession with that city.
I felt that "he" was
out there (a person I know this lifetime and that I thought I knew in another
lifetime). As I had this confirmation about my past life, I though to myself "I
have cleared this up, but I shouldn't think of the past now. I have to think
about the future and build it for the best". So I left that place, up the tunnel
again, and I saw an alternative version of my life in a panoramic view. I could
see like a summary of it all. It was basically my life, but with an alternative
end. I didn't like it, so I left it. Up the tunnel again and I immediately
entered another place. It was an hospital room, and there was a South American
woman giving birth. I was floating beneath the ceiling. I was given the chance
to incarnate in that woman's baby. I could feel her joy beyond the physical
pain, and I knew she would be a good mother, but I knew that in that life I
wouldn't meet the person I am looking for (as I woke up, I didn't know who this
was specifically), so I immediately escaped this situation so that I wouldn't
waste anyone's time. Then I knew, that my life was the best choice, and I went
back into my body: I woke up.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain
The dynamics of
moving around the different "scenes" of the experience, and how I perceived life
review.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No But
I had a situation going on which made me depressed and thought of death, and
purpose in general.
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I would say like in a
lucid dream.
Was the experience
dream like in any way?
Yes, pretty much, but
more than a regular dream because of the consciousness and awareness.
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
Shapeless, as a blurry
glow.
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
Relief, as I found out
about my "past life". As I was clearing a doubt that had been torturing me
because of the lack of answers. Empathy and love, in the delivery room. The
overall feeling was as if I was gaining knowledge, so I was "thirsty to know" so
to say. I was in awe. I'm not sure that's really an emotion.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
I don't
remember.
Did you recognize any
familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or
encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Yes As
I said "There were other being around me, souls, with no body - just like a
blurry glow - although we did not interact". At some point, we kind of shared
information about the tunnel by communicatig telepathically.
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
Yes
Space was obviously
altered as it appeared to have these "extra dimensional" doors to other scenes,
which I could access. So was time, as each individual scene has a time existence
of its own.
Did you have a sense
of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
I was gaining
knowledge. And it was like if I knew everything about my life in a glimpse, as I
was just observing it, and I knew whether a person was/was going to be in one
life or another.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes
Did you become aware
of future events?
Yes
Well, I could see an
alternative end to my life, which I chose to decline. I clearly have no idea
what it was.
Were you involved in
or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
Basically
because I "picked" my own life.
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
It was more like
a confirmation.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Not "as a
result" of my experience but it has changed for the best, as my experienced
indicated. Also, the most important person entered my life a few months later,
just like the experience indicated. This all makes me feel positive about the
existence of an "overall plan" and and afterlife.
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
With my boyfriend. I
don't think he gives it the same importance as I do, as he might think it's only
a dream.
What was the best and
worst part of your experience?
It was all positive.
Is there anything else
you would like to add concerning the experience?
It was like I had this
experience because I was being explained that everything was going to be ok, and
that I was on the right path to great things. I was being somehow shown why I am
living this life and not another. This happened in a period when I needed to
know that.
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Yes
See the above reply.