Cherie K's Experience
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Experience description:
One early
evening I was lying in my bed when all of a sudden I was standing in front of my
body, a few feet away looking at it. It was very shocking and very unexpected. I
didn't know what to do, having almost no knowledge of these incidences so I
leaned over and tried to squish myself back into my physical form, which of
course did not work. I remember being very upset and disconcerted at not being
able to go back into my body when I found myself - again very suddenly - flying
through space at a tremendous speed. I was travelling in a huge arc, thousands
of miles wide, (above the earth, I think) and although I was very far away from
my body I knew I was getting closer to it. I got closer and closer and finally I
coukl feel the molecules in my body being pulled into it's physical form,
stronger and stronger as the distance lessened. It was like some kind of
metaphysical suction; I can't quite describe it accurately in words. All I know
is that it was the most satisfying feeling the last few seconds as the process
completed. The best was the most satisfying sort of 'pop' at the very end. I
haven't had anything like this happen since then, I think because for a long
time I was afraid of experiencing it again. But now I think I would welcome it,
if only to experience that feeling again.
I was
taking the drug 'Imovane' to aid in sleeping.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
The
feeling of being pulled back into my body is very hard to describe.
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was
at a normal level of alertness, albeit very disconcerted.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
This was VERY
different from any dream I've ever had. I was in a different state of being
altogether.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
Please see the description given in #4.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
It was
extremely upsetting at first, which transcended into an incredibly satisfying
feeling as I re-entered my body from another cosmic state (or whatever you want
to call it).
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
I believe I
heard a rushing sound as i flew through space, but I can't be sure.
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Just
flying through space - which I would not normally be doing!
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Uncertain
I
don't think they were altered in any way.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain
I
can't describe that one.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes
The
boundary was going from one 'dimension' to another, and then back again.
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Uncertain
Aside
from the strong desire to return to my body, I felt like matters were entirely
out of my hands.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
It
has expanded my mind somewhat.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
Not really in
any way.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain
I
feel better having experienced it than I wouldv'e otherwise, I believe.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
Some
people think it was part of a normal dream.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
I was in awe.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
The worst was
being out; the best was being pulled back in.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I would
love to do it again. I finally feel brave enough to desire it. It was really a
frightening but ultimately incredible experience.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Uncertain
I had
another small experience a few weeks back, but nowhere near as intense.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
Thanks
for listening, good luck on your research. Please email me if you think I can be
of assistance in any way.