Caroline's Experience
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Experience description:
I was in bed and had
been sleeping but during the experience I was definitely not asleep.
I became aware of being
enveloped in a beautiful white/gold light. The feeling was of being wrapped in
total and indescribable love. It was euphoric and magnificent and filled my
total being. it is impossible to describe the total bliss of the experience I
just knew that I didn't want to leave ....I just wanted to stay connected to
whatever this was. I was pure energy and aware of myself although I didn't have
a body. there was the most beautiful sound although it was music as such...
every sense was at the most heightened that I can imagine. there was no sense of
time and no sense of things or beings....just this overwhelming love that I was
part of. Although I can remember the experience with total clarity I yearn to
feel the immenseness of it again.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
awake
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
no. only that it wasn't
an experience that was part of my daily reality
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes I was
light....I didn't feel that I had left my body but during the experience I was
just energy
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
exaltation, euphoria,
bliss, and a very magnified version of love
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
there was a sound that
was magnificent but it was not music
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a
light?
Yes everything was
a gold/white light
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
No
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes I don't think I
had senses...that are associated with body parts just awareness of light, sound
feeling the energy of myself and all that I was a part of
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
Yes there was no
sense of time or space.....it was just like all time ..all space
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes I knew that
this was our origin and our return point
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain possibly
more telepathic
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes no longer any
fear of death...not that I would say I had any before but to know that this is
what we will return to is the most amazing comfort.
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? I
feel part of something very magnificent.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain
Have you shared
this experience with others?
No
What emotions did you
experience following your experience?
gratitude for being
shown this part of myself
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
the worst part was that
it ended.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
It
was very positive and unexpected...I am very blessed to have had this
experience. I am not a religious person and feel uncomfortable with most
mainstream religion but I am very interested in spirituality and this experience
is such a gift....I wish it could be shown to every one.....I think it would
heal the world if every one could have this experience and know
to be true for themselves.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes I am not sure I could every describe the enormity or magnificence of it
in words but I tried