Betty M's Experience
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Experience description:
As I was
teaching my daughter to ride her bike I remember thinking how happy I was that
this was the last time I had to scuff my legs on the pedals of her bike. A
voice a man's voice came to my mind and kept saying "Child Molester, Child
Molester" now because I live in the country I dismissed this voice as just my
imagination. I kept teaching my daughter how to ride. Then it started with my
eyes, a TV like screen came across my vision from the left moving toward the
right side of my face. Once the screen covered my entire vision--I was there.
It was dark the water reflected the light. I myself remembering thinking it
looked like our lake. I stood looking at this body in the lake that floated
face down, it was obvious he was dead. I don't know how I knew but I also knew
someone very familiar was standing behind me, I was comfortable with them as if
I been with them before I didn't have fear. Instead I raised my hands and asked
Where? Where? The voice replied in confident slow manner Skaneateles
Lake......pause...where the children swim. I saw a man with jeans a
multicolored shirt. Some how I remember a hat a baseball hat, but I don't
remember at the same time. I just stood looking at him floating I was totally
devastated. Then wham I was back in my body. I couldn't get over it. At first
I tried to tell myself it was my imagination. Then approx 2 to 3 weeks later a
body was found in the water a man. I searched to find if there was a connection
to him, there wasn't.
About three years ago I found a dog park that seemed to fit my need of allowing
my dog freedom from his leash and the ability to meet many other canine and
people friends. My standard poodle was smitten by another dog. They seemed
to share the same temperament and loved being with each other. One day the
owner and I got into conversation and when I found out she lived in the village
of Skaneateles I asked if she remembered
the body they found in the lake. She stopped walking and asked me "why did you
ask me that?" I was so embarrassed and felt horrible for asking her such a
depressing question. I answered honestly and said " I don't know" she then
told me she was the one that found the body that day. Then I opened up to her
and told her my experience of seeing this event prior to it occurring. I told
her there was a hat there. (Such and odd thing because the waves would surly
taken this mans hat off,--but still this confirmation was important ) I
described the body correctly and she said she would ask her husband who was also
present about the hat. ( she was in a state of shock and didn't remember). The
next time I saw her she confirmed there was indeed a hat.
Years have gone by since my experience, yet! there again are coincidences and
confirmation. I believe the dogs knew more then we knew. Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes Yes, my hunger for knowledge of the spiritual has grown to almost a
obsession. I also get information about people in the form of pictures.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Wide
awake
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No, it was not
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes I
was so stunned by seeing this body I never looked at mine or at the voice behind
me, but I had a comfort level with them as if I knew him.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
stunned, shock,
felt I must be experiencing too many depressing thoughts. Especially being a
nurse It frightened me that I could not tell anyone, although I planned on
asking a friend one question "When was the last time they found a body in the
lake", but I didn't get to see this person in a atmosphere when I could ask.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
No, not that I
remember. I noticed I didn't even hear the water of the lake, which was unusual
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Uncertain
The man behind me was such a comfort to me I felt the need to just focus on what
I could do to help in some way.
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes The
being stood behind me, but I never felt the concern to look at him
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
Yes,
the death of a man was investigated to be an accidental death. In addition the
confirmation that the child molester lives across the street and he had spoken
to my daughter while she played with her friend.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes, the death was listed in the paper.
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes Only my
vision I did not hear the rushing of the waves but I did hear the beings voice.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Oh, yes
the Mind and body are not the same
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Uncertain
Did
you become aware of future events?
Yes The
death and the child molester
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the
body?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Yes, the need to know more. to listen to the experiences of others
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
I pray with
more intensity, I like the PSI games on the internet.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Yes, I still searching for my role in this life and what my mission is.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes Some
start to talk about their experiences, others just stare like your from another
world or have plain lost your mind. Until you give them their messages or act
on the messages.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
shock.
Questioning my self and why me.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
I loved my
experience even though it was a content of negative. The experience put to rest
my final fear of death. I realize the mind and the body are not one. There are
better days to come.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No,
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Uncertain
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
I would
like to understand if my experience was astral projection or was it a OBE. I'm
still confused.