1. I was absolutely ready for my body to die. I personally have never feared death, I also knew that my two small daughters would be fine if I were to  physically die. 

2. All noise or sound became very quiet.

3. Any movement or noise around me and within the building itself became muted, almost unperceivable.

4. I saw figure to my left   This figure could’ve been 12 feet tall or not and it felt make to me.  This figure was encased in a long black robe had no hands as its sleeves were longer than its arms and hands combined. He did not make a sound as it absorbed sound. 

5. This being appears to fulfill 2 separate job descriptions. It’s first role was acting liaison, waiting to take people from the hospital to another dimension of greater permanence and void. He was also present to cause fear. 

6. To my right I heard singing and I heard or saw light. The light was warm and the light did not allow fear. This light was all encompassing. The Singing sounded as if every note that had been ever created were meshed together. This music/singing signified an immutable unmatched holiness. The Singing could also have been from where music had actually originated from.

7. Light and darkness were is the same “room” but incapable of intermingling.

8. I had no fear.  I was in physical pain but even that physical pain was muted.

9. As I experienced all of this I received a blood transfusion. Once I began receiving this blood transfusion the veil between what we see and cannot see became thicker, less transparent.

10. I'm fully aware (everyday) of how very close we exist to that which we cannot see.

11. I've seen/experienced other profound events.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Yes 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     A year ago I finally realized I had an NDE

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?         Through out the entire process

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      Normal consciousness and alertness   No more alert than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   The veil between what we can see and what we cannot see became very thin

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   The same

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   Yes  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   No fear  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   No  

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes  

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   Yes  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   A clearly mystical or unearthly realm


Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   No


Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about the universe


Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   Uncertain


Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No


Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 


During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   Uncertain  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes  

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   Yes  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Yes  

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   My entire belief structure, theology changed, latent gifts emerged and I was almost divorced afterwards. My boundaries with relationships have changed. I now  understand past, present and future happen all at once. The beginning of earth and the end of earth has already taken place.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.  

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:  

My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   No  

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Yes   I see auras now before I did not. I hear the frequency of a persons voice now whereas before I did not. The frequency of a persons voice tells me whether or not someone is lying. I can feel a person’s emotions now whereas before I did not I cannot walk into the house and feel the psychic energy past traumas etc. whereas before I could not. The physical I see there’s a great deal of unseen things that I can feel also.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?    

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  13 years

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No  

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   I didn't realize until recently what I had experienced

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   I'm so grateful for my experiences. They've been ultimately healing.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   P

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   Uncertain   I just have a constant knowledge there is much greater things taking place just be on the bill of our ability to see. The way I interact with others the way I want to only be present in the moment when I’m having conversations the way I appear to be different I just have a constant knowledge there is much greater things taking place just be on the bill of our ability to see. The way I interact with others the way I want to only be present in the moment when I’m having conversations the way I appear to be “different.”