Bernadette C's Experience
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Experience description:
This happened in Spring
2007, and it is difficult for me to explain it well and I feel funny talking
about it. It is not an NDE, my life was not threatened in any way. I would call
it a spiritual experience.
It was a normal day of
two friends meeting to walk their dogs in the park, as we do on Saturday. We had
walked about three miles, and then were surprised by a sudden violent
thunderstorm. We took shelter in a gazebo along with a family and another man
with his pit bull.
Holly is very
frightened of thunder and usually hides. I was worried that she would bolt out
of fear and get hit or lost, so I sat on a picnic bench and held her tightly on
my lap to comfort her. I remember thinking how beautiful and perfect she was,
and how much I loved her, and how lucky I was to have her with me. The man with
the dog interrupted and told me that I was only encouraging her fear by holding
her. I just said thanks, and did it anyway because I wanted to.
Then, something
happened and it seemed like we were surrounded by a cocoon of a curtain of
pouring rain, and everything outside was lit up with a sparkly silver-lavender
light and alive and more vivid. But inside, it was just me and Holly and nothing
else mattered, or was even there at all. I was in some other reality where time
stood still. I felt very content and at peace with everything. And bliss, I
could not have been happier than I was in that moment! I had a sense that all
things were perfect as they were and we were part of something larger and
everything had its purpose and was important. I also felt loved and protected by
something unseen, I think it was God. Most of all, I felt a feeling of pure love
and trust radiating from and toward Holly. I remember thinking, how grateful I
was to share her life and have this wonderful responsibility for her, and what
an honor it was for me to be entrusted with this perfect and beautiful soul! I
wanted to stay there with her like that forever.
It went on for what
seemed like a long time, and I tried very hard to engrave the feeling in my
memory, because I knew it would end and I didn't want it to. It was like I woke
up for a moment and experienced what life really is, pure love, and what we have
forgotten. I never imagined I could feel like that, and have been happier ever
since. During difficult times I try to remember this experience for comfort. I
know am sure that God exists and cares about us.
I think it actually
lasted 10 minutes or so. What is really odd, is I had no idea of what went on
around me during this time, and my friend who was sitting about a foot away
didn't notice anything at all! Nothing outwardly happened, but wow, what an
experience!
What is interesting is
a few weeks prior to this, I had a spontaneous animal communication experience
with Holly. I never had that with any of my other dogs. I had an animal
communicator confirm that Holly experienced this as well. She realized how I
felt about her and has been more cooperative since that time. I was told that
dogs are aware of it (Source), but don't make it happen, it just does.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No I don't
drink or take drugs. I am very health conscious.
I guess the worst part
is when it ended and things were normal again.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes How wonderful I
felt during it. It felt like a glimpse of heaven.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No No, I was
having a good time in the park with my dog and was surprised by a thunderstorm.
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I believe I was fully
conscious and alert, because I remember trying to memorize everything about the
experience.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
I don't think so, but I
am not sure.
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain I don't
think so, but I was totally happy, loved and at peace.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
Joy, peace, love from
God, love for and from Holly.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
No. I don't remember
hearing anything. I know there was loud thunder, but I don't remember hearing
it.
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No We were
in the park. The surroundings were unusually lit, as I described.
Did you see a
light?
Uncertain There
seemed to be a light off in the distance, perhaps above me. It could have been
the sun breaking through a hole in the clouds, but I am not sure. There was too
much going on. Near to me it looked like everything was covered with sparkling
silvery-lavender dust. It was sparkly yet hazy.
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Uncertain I
believe it was God. I didn't see anyone and there was no conversation. Just
wonderful feelings and the sense that something greater than us existed and
cared about us, and things happen as they should.
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No I just enjoyed
it and tried to keep it in my memory.
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Uncertain
Not sure, because I didn't hear the thunder, which I knew had to be there.
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
Yes It seemed like
it was at least 30 minutes to me, but my friend told me it was only 10 minutes.
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
Something greater than us exists and loves and cares about us. We have a
purpose. (not sure what) Everything happens the way it should. We are all
perfectly safe. We are all important, animals also. Even seemingly bad events
happen for a reason. Small events are also important.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No No. I never
went anywhere.
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No I never left
my body.
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No I just know
God exists and we have a purpose for being here. And it's all good.
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes Certain that
God exists and cares for us. And it includes animals as well. We are all
important. We have a purpose.
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices?
Yes. I am more tolerant of others. I try to look for good in experiences that
seem bad. I am even closer to animals than I was before. I would like a career
helping people and/or animals.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes I am much
happier and not as discouraged when bad things happen.
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes Only on an
animal communication list. I'm not sure if they were influenced, I didn't get
many responses.
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
Peace. Happiness. Love.
Security. Awe.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
It was all good.
Is there anything
else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I have no idea how or
why this happened to me. I was not hurt or ill. But I think my dog played a big
part in it. I doubt it would have happened if I were alone.
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No I don't take
any medications or substances. I would love to experience it again. But if not,
that's ok too. I have no idea how to make it happen. It came from above.