Bella C's Experiences
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Experience description:
Since I was a little
girl I always saw people beyond the physical, and could sense their true and
feelings. I also knew there was much more to life than the physical world.
When I was around 2 or
3 I got out of my crib, my parents were still sleeping and I took some cleaning
products from the kitchen. My mother woke up and saw me laying on the floor
unconscious. She call the ambulance and they took me to the hospital and
cleaned my stomach. I do not recall that NDE, but the doctor told my mother
that it was a matter of minutes for almost losing me. That happened in an army
base in Panama City.
When we returned to
Puerto Rico, while enjoying a beach day, I went in the beach and suddenly my
legs paralyzed. I laid at the floor of the beach for 3 or 5 minutes. I
remember this experience because I was 11. I was desperate trying to reach for
air, I try to hold my arm up in case someone could see me. I know how desperate
a person feels when he is drowning. Suddenly I felt a calmness over me. I saw
through the water a vision of my family at my funeral crying. I did not want to
die at that time. I start praying Our Father and ask God to let me live because
I want to be a wife and a mother. Suddenly a force pushed me up and I was
walking again. My aunts and parents saw me and ran towards me. They did not
know where was I. I was sick for over a week because of all the water I
swallowed.
When I was around 21 I
drove my mother to her bus stop and told her that I was very happy but that I
had a feeling that something was going to happen that day. I got to the highway
and driving my first car, new. All of a sudden the car stopped and I try to get
next to the division of the highway to get off so people could see me since they
drive more than 80 mph at that highway. Before getting out a "voice" told me to
look at my mirror and stay in the car. What I saw was a small car coming that
had time to avoid me. But after the small car was a pick up truck that was
going approximately 90 mph and did not have time to stop and hit me. At that
time there were no seat belts. My car spent a couple of times and the whole
back window was gone all over me. The car was total loss and the rear end
disappeared.. When the police and a lady got me out they thought I was dead or
injured. I did not have one single rash or injury.
I had a scary
experience with a man that lived near my home when I was 20. He got in my room
around 3 am with a gun and a mask and told me to not scream because he would
killed me. He had rapped other women in the neighborhood before. When he
opened my door something awoke me so because of that I did scream as loud as I
could and he left with my purse. My parents were at my grandfather's rosary so
me and my siblings were alone that night. I am sure that my guardian angel or a
spirit awoke me that night.
Yes, I got married and
had twin girls. My twin girls, now 31 have been my teachers and have gone
through a lot of pain and suffering. Sometimes I wonder if that was the lesson
I needed when I ask for children.
I know there is life
after life.
At the time of your
experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
Yes Drowning and poison and car wreck.
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?....No....
At what time during
the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and
alertness?....Normal
consciousness and alertness While seeing the vision under water.....
Please compare your
vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately
prior to the time of the experience.
Normal
Please compare your
hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately
prior to the time of the experience.
Normal
Did you see or hear
any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness /
awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
No
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?....Fear,
peace.
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?....No....
Did you see an
unearthly light?....No....
Did you seem to
encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?....I
encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
A presence
Did you encounter or
become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?....No
Did you become aware
of past events in your life during your experience?....No....
Did you seem to enter
some other, unearthly world?....No....
Did time seem to speed
up or slow down?....Everything
seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning....
Did you suddenly seem
to understand everything?....No....
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?....No....
Did you come to a
border or point of no return?....No....
Did scenes from the
future come to you?....Scenes
from my personal future....
Did you have a sense
of knowing special knowledge or purpose?....No....
Discuss any changes
that might have occurred in your life after your experience:....Large
changes in my life........
Did you have any
changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result
of the experience?
Yes More humble,
more loving.
Do you have any
psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did
not have before the experience?....Yes
Sense the feelings of people.
Have you ever shared
this experience with others?
Yes
Did you have any
knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?....No
What did you believe
about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:....Experience
was definitely real
What do you believe
about the reality of your experience at the current time:....Experience
was definitely real....
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes....Forgiving
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes
Less
judgmental
At any time in your
life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?....No