Belinda G's Experience
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Experience description:
This experience plays
back in my mind like a movie, still today. I was asleep on a couch in our family
room. My family was eating dinner at the table which was only two feet away from
the couch. I remember opening my eyes occasionally and looking at my father who
was in my direct line of sight as I lay down. I then opened my eyes again,
expecting to see my dad looking at me, instead, I saw our ceiling which my nose
almost touched as I realized that I was moving toward the ceiling. I remember
being curious but very calm. I started to look over my left shoulder and felt
that my whole 'body' was rolling left, what I mean is that it didn't feel like I
turned my head, it just felt like I 'rolled' left. I was still floating at
ceiling height and saw my family eating dinner as they were when I was opening
my eyes previously. In
the next instant I
was back on the couch, looking at my father who looked at me a little perplexed
and said 'you jumped high!' I looked at him and said 'oh, did I?' That was it.
To me it felt like it lasted all of 5 seconds. After that, I didn't think about
it for another 10 years or so. The memory came back to me one day when I was
reading about astral projection. I asked my dad if he remembered the day it
happened and to my surprise, he did. He even recalled what he said to me about
'jumping high' even before I told him what I remembered. He said it was still
clear to him because he has never seen anyone 'jump' like that either before or
since it happened to me.
them or remember them
with such clarity.
This may have more to
do with life experiences though, rather than being directly related to the
experience.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I felt completely alert
and conscious. I felt awake and calm, only from the ceiling.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
I don't remember it
feeling or looking like the dreams I still have. I was completely aware of where
I was, what I was doing and who was in the room. In my dreams I'm not aware of
all these things and I certainly can't control
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
I was very calm
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
I remember silence
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a
light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
No
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes I had no
sensation of any sense except for sight which seemed really clear. I don't
remember hearing, feeling or smelling anything.
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes When I opened
my eyes and saw the ceiling I felt like that was the limit. I didn't think I was
going to float through it or bang into it.
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain I have a
lot of d�j� vous often but I can't say for sure that this experience had
anything to do with that.
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Uncertain I was
very young when it happened so I don't remember what my attitude was about death
before this experience but I know now that I don't fear death because of this
experience. At the time, a fleeting thought was that I might be somewhere
between life and death but there was no fear and no pain.
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices?
Really, the only thing that has changed are my religious practices. I no longer
believe in god or religion.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes Some were a
little skeptical but not really surprised. We grew up with stories of my
grandmother communicating with her dead brother and other family members
relating stories that the skeptical may not believe. No-one has been influenced
in any way but every one is open-minded.
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
Nothing either positive
or negative. I just was.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
The best part was being
weightless and airborne. If I could be reincarnated as an animal I would love to
be an eagle and I suppose floating like I did was the closest I will ever get to
flight. The worst thing is that it has never happened again. It was a lovely,
peaceful sensation that I would welcome with opened arms if it were to happen
again.
Is there anything
else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes I have conveyed
everything that happened with the questions that were asked.
Please offer any
suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
I think the
questionnaire is great. The reason I decided to write about my experience