Experience description:

Prior to my experience, I attended a meditation  group, I didn't feel unwell but not entirely myself. I came home and was getting undressed for bed when I noticed a rash on my legs. It looked like a sepsis rash (if I'd have known what I know now, I wouldn't have ignored the rash) I climbed into bed feeling exhausted. Then I felt my whole body detaching, a feeling of hot liquid being poured from my head to toes - it was painful. There was no feelings of confusion or questioning , I just let it happen without being aware of why. I encountered a being, Male. He was black-skinned and had the most beautiful, loving, blissful and trusting essence. My senses were overloaded. It was nothing I had experienced, seen, touched or hear before. The man said telepathically, "come with me" as he reached out his hand towards me. At this point I wasn't in my body, like my soul or mind were apart from physical. I can remember being hesitant. But it was hard not to go, it felt right and welcoming. All the while, in the background of this, was a massive spiraling tunnel of light. The light was centralized and other souls or beings rotated clockwise around the light. It was beautiful, full of hues of purple, gold and bright white. It was loud and sounded like opera singing with a forceful whooshing wind. The being said "do not be afraid" - so I went, into the vortex or tunnel with him. It was so fast - and my past memories passed in a instant and my future was revealed. We didn't stop moving but the being gave me choice to keep going on or to go back. I chose to come back. I missed my children and they need me and I them, I told the being. So he smiled a huge warm smile, held his hand over my heart space and was if three shocks of lightening jolted me, pulling me back through and back into my body. I sat up, felt my heart restart and took a huge gasp. I looked around my bedroom and everything was the same. I patted myself down. I was utterly exhausted so I laid down and slept for 15 hours. I surprisingly woke up feel well with every aspect of this event intact. I wish I asked more questions, like the meaning of life or who the being was. But I didn't. It's like I knew anyway but just forgot. After this I felt a huge energy shift within my core. A shift to love everything the way this being felt love for me, to bring that to the physical for all to experience.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     Yes although I can explain in detail of the events it's hard to put across how this happened so instantly but felt like hours. It's the feeling that is hard to explain more than the experience.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?      The beginning before the tunnel.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   My level of consciousness and senses were heightened as I was able to communicate and experience something that was so real outside my body.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I wasn't awake or dead maybe. My vision of that of vision that wasn't with eyes but with something else.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   It was sharper, louder. At first the sound was so massive I felt trembled

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   Yes   I could see myself in bed but didn't look, if that makes sense.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Unity, oneness, fear, love, peace, comfort, warmth, happiness, resolve, wonderment, loss, gain, togetherness, nothingness.  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Yes   The tunnel or vortex was loud, colorful and where other being travelling on the outskirts of it.

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   The brightest light was in the centre of the vortex but other lights were flashing around the tunnel also.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
He was beautiful, black-skinned and had the most beautiful essence of love and peace. I trusted him.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   Uncertain   I didn't ask names. I'm not sure what religious figures look like. I just know he was a high spiritual being that was there to guide and help.

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   Yes   I seen my past and it was instantaneous. Like flashes, It was of love and painful moments in the life.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   No


Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Everything happened so fast but felt slow.

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about the universe
Our souls are made of pure love. Our visible universe doesn't exist outside our brains. It's a different place, over it.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   Yes
Not like  physical boundary but a feeling that I couldn't go any further without choosing.

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life
My children were my only choice to return. I felt like I had not yet fulfilled my purpose with them. That they need me so they can understand.

Did scenes from the future come to you?  Scenes from the world's future 
Both personal and worlds future came to me. I get feelings of those events a week prior to it happening

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes   I felt that our souls are here to learn lessons of love and to be able to experience all levels I'd love from pure oneness to heartache. And our souls continue on to be born again, if we wish it.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   Yes   We are born with our soul or gain it. We live out our lessons then die. I felt aware that my soul is infinite and everlasting and is apart of a God

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   All souls are connected to a soul oneness.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   Yes   Although I didn't ask, I felt very aware that love is what we are here for.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   Yes   The hardest things in life and our fears are what our lessons are here as souls sharing with other earthly creatures. To overcome, face fear head on and to love hard and that will get you through your lesson.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   Love is everything. Feelings of love are not just biology. It is what our world is made for. A beautiful place just right for our souls to love freely, collectively and opening with all!

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   Yes   I found myself with all this awareness after the experience, like it came from God or a goddess. Our earth is specifically designed for everyone and everything to live and love. Protect and nurture her as a living breathing being.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Yes   To help my son unlock his love

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   Although I had an idea of what nearly dying would be like. I didn't think it would be like how I experienced it. I didn't think you could have a choice to come back.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience  
 
My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   I'm bit a scared of love or lofe anymore. I realise now that I can and will with baby steps try and help as many people as possible (without a religious context) have faith in life and love and what it means for the planet.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Yes   I can sense things more clearly, especially of events of future times. I can feel peoples pain.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     The way I chose to come back for my children, especially my son.

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   No 

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Yes   All I knew was people nearly died and came out their body.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   My experience was as real as any other experience. It had sound, sight, touch and feeling that I remember but of what I've never encountered before. It was different from a dream  dreams you know you are dreaming and inside your head. Whereas this was being awake outside your body.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   Reality is an accepted experience. And I accept this as real as any other experience that I use my senses for.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   With my son. Love doesn't come easy for him but I have changed and he has opened up and expressing love more.

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I now understand the earth is one living breathing physical entity that can love. I appreciate that more.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No  

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   No

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes