Experience description:   

On one perfectly 'normal' morning of June I suddenly offered a woman-guest in a hotel help. For the first time in my life (and last one so far...)my lips spoke words, that were not designed by my brain. I offered help, she accepted. I had no idea what I am doing, why, what is her problem or condition. All I knew was that her face seemed grey and in pain and I am offering solution to her suffering. We agreed to meet in 10 minutes in a small office. I had 10 minutes to decide what to do. To admit that I just spoke words that I can not take responsibility for? Or just follow and see what happens? I was like divided in two persons. The usual me could think and react, but was completely surprised and in shock, the other one, the 'new' and 'unexpected' version of me seemed to know exactly what to do. I decided to go and see the grey woman in the office and simply see what will happen.

With Love and Light :)

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? No

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes Very difficult. One day I seemed to obtain a understanding on how to take other people to the other side, how to communicate with light beings, dead people and how to enter the healing Light. I was never interested in these subjects, so it took time to assimilate all the 'abnormal' skill ;)

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? It was a sudden jump in Light technology and it rises all the time.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal It was completely different. I was in shock and felt divided in two persons. One with normal everyday consciousness, the other with a know how above my comprehension. I took me two years to understand what is happening, what is the extraterrestrial gift that has been opened in my consciousness.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Well, its a shocking change. It took me over two years to catch up with my illumination sort of. My more advanced part worked with people, while my 'normal' me had to follow, understand and comprehend. It still is catching up. My experience was and is about what other people can see. I stay in tune with them, I see what they see with my 'energetic' eyes, but it is others who travel and see higher dimensions and meet healing Light.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. No changes.

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body? Yes I sometimes go through cosmos and see the cosmic tunnels few seconds after I woke up.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Shock.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain I do cross tunnels with people I lead into the higher dimension, but it is them who have almost physical feelings. I see tunnels after I woke up.

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes People I guide see the unearthly light. I can feel it as a rush and vibration when a person I am assisting steps into the light.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
All people in higher dimensions see, meet, hear, touch, have interaction with all sorts of beings, sometimes all societies. People working with music can meet choirs of angels singing with otherworldly crystal voices. People in need of a cure meet light doctors, are taken to the light chambers for treatments. People wishing to meet their guardians can meet for a conference with main mentors. Closer to Earth there are all sort of beings inhabiting forests, villages, castles etc.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Yes People form higher dimensions reported meeting with Jesus.

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes Light body of any person, dead or alive can be summoned and talked in higher dimensions, even our own!

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience? Yes The more I work with people in entering higher states, the easier it becomes to me to actually enter the situations from the past. I see it vividly and in details.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
I already described the structure of higher dimensions: the lowest is a basement -storage with all our darkened energy patterns: our traumas, fears, all the destroyed energy. It can be repaired on this level, so it is in a way a very precious dimension. Above is a beautiful landscape, sunny, meadow-like, flowery, waterfalls, gardens. It is also very interesting as it shows dry and crippled energy of our memories and experience. Higher is the fairy land. Above it a blue sky with clouds that serve as a option for higher vibrations that we need to rise while travelling through consecutive planes. Above the blue sky there is a entrance to cosmic realms. Everyone reports: I see Cosmos, dark blue with stars. There are several rings of cosmic planes, I assisted travelling up to third 'heaven', but I know that it goes higher, because next portal was visible.

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No


Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No


Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes
All events in higher dimensions are above physical body, although we don't have to part literally with our physical body.

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No


Did scenes from the future come to you? No


During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life ("life after death")? Yes I already described my gift of entering the other side with other people. It is all visible with senses parallel to our physical senses.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist? Uncertain I actually never asked about that any of the light beings.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime? Uncertain I never asked.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist? Yes I do it by every travelling person and build an understanding of a vast and complex structure of the higher worlds.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose? Yes Every person can discuss in details life and its challenges. In dimension closes to Earth, which is the basement, gardens, forests of fairy land we can call for assistance of earthly creatures. They support us with mental and emotional changes. Can take us to balls, our castles, the elves communities.

We can actually enter a vibration of joy, freedom, abundance, all frequencies unknown in life before. Our physical body tunes to our mental travels and codes the new vibrations. Coming out of the trip we have literally access and 'new' memory. The cosmic realm with light beings is a totally transforming experience as we can ask questions and we understand the answers about anything we want to ask. We can summon the conference with soul of every living and dead person and understand the situation. We are the light being there ourselves.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love? Yes Love is ultimate transformative force in the universe that put everything into order and has a ability to heal our shattered and darkened energy into healthy pattern by calling and attracting healing light. Love is a fuel for the travelling through higher dimensions. Even when we don not have enough high level of the vibration to pass through next tunnel, we can always use anything around to open heart, love and vibrate higher and continue the trip.

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives? Uncertain I have so many reports already, that I am sure that some information are still in waiting :)

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose? Yes I have a gift of taking other people to the other side. I can handle cosmic Light which is a very powerful and tiring energy for a longer and longer time. I managed to assimilate the gift mentally, which was not easy and I am ready to work with it and possibly make it a available technology, as there are rules and patterns in travelling trough the other side and cooperating with healing light.

What occurred during your experience included: Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience Well, as I already explained it was above anything I knew or was aware of. The skill I have is still a mystery to me. Although I have to say, that the experience occurred to me in the year of my study of the spirituality of the Hildegard of Bingen. She described her visions from the other dimensions and was a human being that travelled to the other side. One thing though is to read about it, an entirely different is to be put inside of a travelling agency to the other side! That was definitely few floors above anything I was aware of before the gift occurred.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. I remember every second of the two hours of the activation of the gift in me. And I think that I shall remember it to the end of my life on Earth.

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience: It was the most transformative experience of my life. First, that something greater than my mind happened to me. I witnesses a miracle to myself. I had to acknowledge the existence of powers other than brain. Secondly it is the nature of the gift. That I am kind of door to the other side for other people through which the can experience the existence of the higher worlds and feel and accept the incredible power of the fiery energy of life.

My experience directly resulted in: Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? Yes Every thing is different now. I am a new person. It changed me completely, my priorities, my respect to other human beings, my connection with light guides, my understanding of every day on planet Earth.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I have described the gift already.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? The moment of the activation of the gift and every day of my life now.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes I shared it with others form the very beginning, although it was very difficult to integrate the new awareness with 'normal' me. It still is 'work in progress'. The reactions differed. Most people can not comprehend it and I am the last person to blame them, because I am in the middle of it all, and have the same problems sometimes. It is difficult to switch and open the mind above what is usual. Some people thought that I am a witch, and the gift is evil, supernatural force. That is very disturbing. And some people are very supportive. And because the meeting with the fiery energy of life is powerful and transformative, everyone who went trough this unity with light is very respectful to this experience. Also because the personal vibration rises good things beginning to happen: sicknesses disappear, people get jobs, difficulties melts etc.. Like small miracles. And big ones too.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely not real It took me almost three years to assimilate the activation of the gift.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time: Experience was definitely real I gain gradually peace with the supernatural nature of the gift and I am keen on understanding it and implementing as normal.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I cant stand small talks. I seek true connection in me with me and with others. Nothing less matters.

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I meditate in my heart area and try to connect with higher dimension as often as I can. My memory of existence of the higher dimensions is all the time. It influences almost every step I take and many of my thoughts.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes It re-happens every time I work with another person and take him/her on the other side.

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? There are probably many details to add, every day brings new knowledge.

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain I am aware that I did not describe NDE, but something else. But the gift and results are quite close to NDE I guess. I do not know how to categorize my gift, so I decided to share it here, as the general direction is in tune :)

Barbara's e-mail if you want to contact her further:  barbara.ravensdale@gmail.com