Audriana's Experience
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Experience description:
My best friend and I
were in Huntington beach on a weekend night, hanging out on main street. Having
a wonderful time. The energy was great that night, and some how were were
attracting really cool people that just all happened to be Christians. My friend
and I are not religious at all but are still spiritual and believe in some sort
of creator. Anyway, throughout the evening, we had met many amazing people,
socialized, sang with a local street performer and helped him raise money, and
just enjoyed ourselves. Later around 2 a.m. Or so, we drove home back to my
aunts house and sat in the car tired after a long night. We started talking
about what an amazing time we had and how ironic it was that we had attracted
the kind of crowd we did, religious and Christian people. As we were talking,
the conversation gets deeper and more religious, just talking about our own
theories and beliefs. By this time, we are very tired, and sort of vulnerable in
a way.
My friend then looks up
and into my eyes and I look into hers, and out of no where, I feel almost like a
huge rush of adrenaline and all of a sudden my spirit slowly rose up out of my
body. I felt like hers was to and she was some how entering my soul and bringing
me up with her. (Now I've had a couple out of body experiences before, but those
time I was smoking pot and high as a kite so hey were easily influenced. This
time I was completely sober, as well as my best friend.) When this was
happening, I felt a lot of fear because I was definitely out of my comfort zone
because I was not in control at all. I couldn't look away from her eyes, like I
was in a trance or something, and she wouldn't break the eye contact either, I
really don't know how long it was because when I was out of my body with her it
was as if time didn't exist. Our spirits were just... There. Her eyes felt like
black holes, almost as if she was sucking my spirit out of my body, but not
intentionally or in an evil way at all. It just sort of happened. During this
time, I couldn't speak, but eventually, somehow I was able to connect to my
mouth and scream her name multiple times. I yelled at her to stop and finally
she looked away and I fell back into my body as she did too. Immediately I start
freaking out and asking what the hell was that and why did you do that to me.
She said she didn't know and she couldn't control it. By then I was really
spooked and was just like let's go inside and go to bed.
We get out and go into
my aunt's house, but I couldn't help but question my friend about what just
happened in the car. As were talking, I'm kind of scared to make eye contact
again, but I did anyway and each time I felt the same feeling I did in the car
right before I left my body. It is almost like a really quick rush of
adrenaline, but it's not. I really don't know what it was, but it made me
breathe very heavily and I felt overwhelmed in a way. Again, I yelled her name
and told her to stop it. She said that she wasn't doing it this time (doing it
as in sucking me in, which is what we call it) and she doesn't know why she
can't control it. Eventually, both of us just went to sleep. We talk about the
experience now and then, and were both very curious as to what happened that
night. This isn't the first time something freaky happened with her too.
Things with my best
friend has happened prior to this event. Little things, but still very strange.
One example: I'm a fairly heavy sleeper. Never really wake up in the middle of
the night once I'm asleep. One time in high school, I had woken up in the middle
of the night at about 3:04 and I looked at my clock and thought, hm.. That's
strange. ( because I never wake up in the middle of the night, and when I did, I
was not tired or anything) And simply went right back to sleep. The next
morning, the same best friend met me at school and asked if I had woken up
around 3 a.m. Last night. I thought for a minute, and then asked, how do you
know I woke up at 3a.m.? She said that she just gets weird kind of visions
sometimes and sees things. She doesn't tell anyone though because she knows that
they'll think she's crazy. But she knows that I believe her because of the
incidents that happen with me.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was completely
conscious, sober, completely there. I wax very tired though.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No, i was completely
out of my body with my friend, and it wad like we were in our own universe,
literally. Time did not exist.
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain My best
friend and I were lifted up out of our bodies, but the only thing that was
controlling that was us looking into eachothers eyes in our physical bodies. It
was incredibly hard to break the stare.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
It hard to explain... I
felt like my friend was sucking something out of me but we don't know what. I
really don't know, it was almost like feeling or emotions didn't exist during
the time out of our bodies. I was sure freaked the hell out afterwards.
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a
light?
Uncertain There
was no light or darkness
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
No
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
No, it was not like
I was in heaven or some other world. I was still in the car with my best friend,
in a way. Our bodies were in the car, but I don't really know where our
spirits/souls were. We were difinately with each other, and hovering a foot or
so above our bodies, but it was like we were in some alternate universe with
just each other at the same time.
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Uncertain I
couldn't really reach any of my senses
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
Yes I felt like
when we were out of our bodies, time did not exist. It was he strangest feeling
because I feel like it could have been seconds to years, I really don't know.
But when we re entered our bodies. I don't even think 5 minutes had gone by.
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Uncertain I
don't think I did, but my best friend tells me that for some reason, ever since
she could remember, she feels like she has a very specific purpose, but she
doesn't know what. Kind of irrelevant, but just thought I'd throw that out there
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes The car was
boundary. Our spirits just hovered inside. I don't know why, but we did
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes Web my friend
looked away, I felt like gravity pulled me straight back downward and into my
body
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
Yes
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No response
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices?
Hasn't really
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes One other
friend. He said that that's really trippy and I should do some research and find
out what it was. So hear I am, sending you this message, asking for some kind of
logic opinion behind what happened.
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
Fear, really wigged
out.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
It was really freaky
afterwards knowing I couldn't control it. I hate not having control over myself.
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes
Please offer any
suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
Perfect, thanks