Ashley G Lucid Dream
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Experience description:

I BECAME AWARE OF A PULLING SENSATION RAISING MY AWARENESS.  I WAS ASLEEP, BUT GAINED CONSCIOUSNESS BEING PULLED BACKWARDS THROUGH THE SKY VERY CLOSE TO THE ROOFTOPS OF HOMES IN A SUBURBAN AREA ON A HILLSIDE AROUND DUSK?  THE SKY WASN'T FULLY DARK, I COULD SEE THE DECKS AND THE HOMES WERE CROWDED TOGETHER.  I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO THIS PLACE BEFORE.  AS I WAS PULLED DOWN THE HILLSIDE I BECAME CONCERNED THAT I'D CRASH.  I COULDN'T SEE WHERE I WAS BEING PULLED.  I WAS PULLED THROUGH A THIN SHEET OF PLYWOOD, WHERE I STAYED FOR A BRIEF SECOND BEFORE BEING PULLED BACK THROUGH THE WOODEN BOX.  I FELT LIKE I WAS TWO STORIES UP, MAYBE ON A SHELTERED PORCH.  THEN I MOVED FORWARD THROUGH THE PLYWOOD BARRIER.  IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I'VE EVER PASSED THROUGH ANYTHING IN ONE OF THESE PULLING/FLYING/OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES WHILE SLEEPING.  WHAT I NOTICED MOST WAS THAT ALL THE HOMES WERE FULLY CONSTRUCTED,  THEY WERE NOT IN RUINS THIS TIME.  LAST TIME THERE WERE ONLY THE REMAINS OF BRICK FOUNDATIONS OF AN URBAN AREA DECAYED BEYOND RECOGNITION AND COVERED OVER WITH VINES.  THIS TIME, THE LIGHTS WERE ON.  PEOPLE WERE WITHIN THEIR HOMES.  I WOKE UP AROUSED.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?      No     

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?        No     

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?       No     

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?    I AWOKE TO THE FEELING OF BEING PULLED BACKWARDS THROUGH THE SKY.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?           NO.

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?         Yes    FEAR OF CRASHING.  CONCERN THAT I WAS TRAPPED IN A BOX. RELIEF THAT I COULD PASS THROUGH THE PLYWOOD BARRIER.



 What emotions did you feel during the experience?           THIS WASN'T THE FIRST TIME IT'S HAPPENED SO I WASN'T AS TERRIFIED AS I'VE BEEN IN THE PAST.

 Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           NO.  JUST A RUSHING SENSATION.

 LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?           No     

Did you see a light?         Uncertain     I SAW LIGHTS ON INSIDE THE HOMES, BUT I DIDN'T SEE 'THE LIGHT'.  I'VE SEEN A LIGHT LIKE NO OTHER WHEN I WAS IN LABOR WITH MY DAUGHTER IN 2005.  IN 2005, I SAW A PULSING LOTUS FLOWER OF A TUNNEL THAT BLOSSOMED WITH SPARKS OF LIGHT AND LOVE AND THE CENTER WAS FILLED WITH PEACE AND THE BRIGHT LIGHT OF HOPE AND UNIVERSAL LOVE. I EXPERIENCED NATURAL CHILDBIRTH, WHERE EVERY CONTRACTION WAS IDENTICAL TO THE CLIMAX OF ORGASMS DURING PREGNANCY WHERE MY WHOLE BELLY WOULD CONTRACT.  I'VE TRIED TO MAKE SENSE OF THAT EXPERIENCE.  I WAS SEXUALLY MOLESTED BY THE PHYSICIAN WHO EXAMINED ME AND INSERTED HIS HAND INSIDE ME TO CHECK MY PROGRESS IN LABOR.  IT HAS TAKEN ME 12.5 YEARS TO REALIZE THAT HE DIDN'T DO IT OUT OF LOVE, AND I WON'T AND CAN'T LOVE HIM AFTER ALL THE PAIN AND SUFFERING HE CAUSED ME AND MY DAUGHTER.  THE EXPERIENCE OF THE EXAM WITH THE PHYSICIAN RUINED MY 11 YEAR MARRIAGE.  MY HUSBAND BLAMED ME FOR BEING TURNED ON BY THE PHYSICIAN RATHER THAN HOLDING THE PHYSICIAN ACCOUNTABLE FOR WHAT HE DID.

 Did you meet or see any other beings?         No     

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?    No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?        No     

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?  Uncertain     I COULD SEE, I COULD FEEL THE PULLING SENSATION.

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?           No     

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?           No     

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?              Yes    YES.  I WENT THROUGH A PIECE OF PLYWOOD.

 Did you become aware of future events?      No     

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?     No      Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?         No     

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?           N/A

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Have you shared this experience with others?           No      What emotions did you experience following your experience?       I WAS AROUSED/ TURNED ON.

 What was the best and worst part of your experience? THE BEST PART WAS THE FEELING OF BEING FREE AS I WAS PULLED. THE WORST PART WAS FEAR OF CRASHING INTO SOMETHING.

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No     

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?             No