Experience description:

During the week up to the experience I was beaten quiet allot by ex partner. I didn’t feel unable to do my everyday routine. I felt normal, just bruised up.

I had been experiencing strange phenomena for a while leading up to the experience for a few months. A few night nights before it happened I was having dejavu allot.

The day it happened was 14/04/2014. I was in my bedroom sat up on my laptop with partner. We were surfing on eBay for something. I sat back away from the laptop and in my minds eye I could visually see something outside my window. I had this funny sensation come over me and a lady flew through my bedroom window. My partner had no clue what I was seeing. I had an instant recognition from deep inside me. She stood by my window and communicated to me in my head. She was young beautiful women. Hair tied in knots like a loose bun. Her clothes were strange like clothes wrapped around her into a dress. She looked very ancient.

She spoke in my head and said it’s time. I could see her come over to the side of me while I sat up on my bed. She said time is now and that I need to stay still. I felt a jolt at the back of my head. It’s like she shit me off.

I found myself in the void. Nothing was existing in this space. I tried to wiggle my toes or hands but I realised I didn’t have a body. I was just a thought process. I tried to look with my eyes and realised I can still see but I have no physical eyes. I then had a thought process of my physical body and how my eyes are just lenses for my concioussness to see through.

Then a tiny pin prick of light appeared infront of me. It grew as it got closer to me. The bigger it got as it drew closer I noticed it’s colour was gold and glistening with streaks reaching out to me.

I then found myself hovering in the void with a body form but it’s not the same form as I have in the physical body but I knew this body I had. I was hovering in the void with my arms out like I was on a cross. The streaks of light touch the top of my fingers and I immediately felt warmth unconditional love. It started to move up my arms and into me. No words to describe that euphoric feeling of home.

As it worked its way through me I couldn’t help notice what I could see within the Center of the gold light.

There was fields and fields radiating in gold light. There was a cobbled road and a hump bridge. Over that hump bridge was a great gold city illuminated. It was surround my huge great big gold walls. I don’t know how I know but the circumference was exact on each side.

I wanted to look closer. It was like I zoomed my conciousness beyond the walls. The place was like Iv never seen before in my life. Everything was good but everything was illuminating in many colours that made up the gold.

There was buildings with no doors and windows as just wholes. The building roofs were domed.

The roads were cobbled and glistening like crystals of gold. There were trees glistening in gold but very much alive. The water is no words to describe. There was no one insight to be seen.

I wanted to be there forever but the light pulled me back from viewing. I found I was still hovering and encased in this light.

It spoke into me and told me to circum the light.

Then I saw a hand to my right side appear in the void. I grabbed it and found myself back on my bed still sat up. The lady in robes was still with me. She said in my mind to circum the light and prepare.

I don’t have no clue what that means.

Ever since this experience I can see this gold Fluid light below my heart. It’s just sat there and can see it in my minds eye.

In recent months I have woken to words that to prepare and circum, time is here

Still unable to understand it all.

I don’t believe I died either

I feel I understand what existance is now.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Uncertain  I was in a violent relationship. During around the time of the experience my head had been beaten and bruised

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     Can’t express as difficult to explain words

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?      Soon as I was disconnected at the back of my head

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   No words to describe

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   Can’t explain

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   It’s not that u can hear. Sounds are heard differently just like communication isn’t the same

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   Uncertain  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Unconditional love. Excitement. Answers to everything  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   No  

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   Gold streaks of light. I new the light was the creator of everything

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
A women in robes who I felt was very ancient

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?      

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
Yes I saw the gold light city

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about the universe
I felt like a judgment took place in the void and after the light I had some kind of understanding of what incarnation is

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   Yes
Gold light city

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  Scenes from the world's future 
Yes but they were really fast clips before the hand reached out

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes   There is life beyond the void and light. What I learned was the void sits above all dimensions and the light is above the void. But as a whole it is a small pod and there is life beyond this pod. There is other pods to with there own creation of life within

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   The light was creator

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   The light is the creator and the void is were all souls incarnated reside in and project there thoughts into all dimensions, right down to the physical dimension

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   Yes   Everything in the physical is projected by thoughts from the void

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Uncertain   Unsure what question means

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Yes   Yes understanding of existence

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   I had no beliefs leading up to the experience

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the ex   Very crystal clear

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:   The gold fluid light sits below my heart. A few years later I met my current partner. One night while close the gold light expanded inside me and moved down my arm and into his. It looks like gold electric energy.

I had a vision of a firebird flying up out the top of a pyramid which I wrote about with no understanding. This followed after the light expanded with me and partner.

Within a few weeks I conceived my son. I was told I could not have children. I named him Phoenix and he has also this gold light as an aura around him.

My experience directly resulted in:   Unknown

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   Unsure

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Yes   Yes and no. I was born open to my psychic abilities

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     No

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  Straight away I told before as I was so excited

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No  

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   Straight away I knew it was real and still do

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   I don’t know what to say

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   No

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?      No

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?      No

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   Yes

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes it did   I’m unsure. I just feel I need to put the experience out there