Angie V's Experience
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Experience description:
I have had
two experiences of what is called OBE. Both of the experiences have exactly the
same characteristics. I woke up in the middle of the night with a feeling
similar to somebody pushing me against the bed. I felt that my body was heavy,
mostly in the area of my chest. Suddenly, I began to feel that the heaviness was
going out and, contrary to the first sensation I began to feel as if something
was pulling me up. At the moment this happened I began to hear a very strange
sound (which I cannot describe since is very surreal and different from any
sound I know). At this point, in both cases I got really really scared and woke
up to the "real world", to my typical sensation when I wake up. Something
that caught my attention the second time that I had this experience was that my
dog (who was sleeping with me) growled exactly at the moment I was experiencing
these strange sensations. Was the
kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes. The sensation of my body at
the moment of the experience is hard to explain What was
your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I think it was very high. At the
beginning I doubted about being really awaken, but I know that I related it to
sleep because of the surreality of the experience.
Was the experience dream like
in any way? As I said
before, the experience could be compared to a dream because it is very surreal,
very different to the experiences and sensations of our everyday world. Did you
experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
I know that I did not completely
separated from my body, but began the process of separation. I think that since
I got scared I stopped the process and came back to my body. What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
In both occasions I got very
excited at the beginning (I had heard about these experiences before), but when
I realized that I could actually separate from my body, that it was really
happening I got scared and asked in my mind to stop it. Did you
hear any unusual sounds or noises?
Yes, I heard a very unusual sound. It is very hard to explain because there is
nothing I could compare it to. It was more like many sounds of the same type.
Maybe is not the correct perception but I felt as if I was surrounded by beings
or spirits that produced this strange sound. Did you
meet or see any other beings?
As I said before I heard a very
strange sound that made me thought about the possible presence of strange
beings. But I did not see anything. Did you
notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes. The sensation of my
body was very strange. I think that I could actually feel my soul. Also, I felt
that my audition was very sensible, capable of perceiving sounds different from
those of everyday life. Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
I think that I reached the
boundary but felt scared about crossing it. I knew from what I had heard about
OBE before, that I was probably going to separate from my body and I decided to
go back. Were you
involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No response. Yes, I was
definitely conscious about that and deliberately decided to go back. How has
the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices
etc.? Career choices? It
has not affected anything at all. I believe in this things and think that
everybody is capable of having them. I was probably very relaxed at that moment
and I know that I was strongly in contact with my spirituality. I have always
been sensible about my inner life and have always searched for peace and balance
of my soul. Have you
shared this experience with others?
Yes. Most people reacted with
incredulity except for my mom who also believes in this experiences. What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
I felt excited about having this
experience and the possibility of feeling my soul and assuring myself that I am
composed by a body and a really powerful inner energy. I also felt sorry about
not letting my soul free to travel and see things that are beyond our
consciousness. What was
the best and worst part of your experience?
The best was what I felt after the
experience. The sensation that I am capable of feeling my soul and have
different experiences with it. The worst
was the fear that I felt when listening to those sounds that I could not
identify. Did the
questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes. Please
offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. Are there any
other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
I do not think so