Angel's Experience
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Experience description:
I had just
finished having some chest pains (which I have on a reg. basis - maybe every
other week or so and are not life threatening) & had gotten tired which usually
happens after the chest pains so I decided to go in my bed to rest. Not long
after lying down, eyes were shut, did I feel my body VERY relaxed and it started
to float off my bed. Then I opened my eyes and saw my feet and legs floating
higher in the air and I felt happy - I was enjoying what was happening and
remember thinking, this time, I will not be afraid... I want to experience this
to the fullest, so as soon as I finished thinking that... the rest of my body
came off the bed and started floating in thin air. I remember
having fun floating upside down, going towards the ceiling, following the walls,
going near the floor and then suddenly I was floating in one of the corners of
my room looking at my bed and I thought to myself... If anything distracts me
right now - I will be right back in that bed and I didn't want to go back yet so
I was hoping nothing would disturb me... I wanted
to go further than my room so I stared at the floor but was somewhat afraid but
decided to go ahead and try it anyway... That's when I felt something like
energy, I kinda saw the flat surface of the floor as I was going through it & it
around me was black... As soon as
I fell completely through the floor, I found myself in the hallway downstairs &
it was bright as day. I was still feeling happy - floated towards the front door
& was enjoying every minute of it until... I see my mother in the kitchen
holding a little baby boy in her hands. Baby was maybe 5 months old or so... I
kinda froze then... I thought she could see me. When I stopped in front of her
(still floating though) she kinda had a puzzled look on her face and after I
told myself, "everything's fine - she can't see me"... I went by her and she
continued walking with the baby in the hall where I had just been. So I
floated downstairs for a bit, enjoying every minute of it, I felt wonderful...
Was a great feeling... Didn't want it to end. Then all I
remember is being back in my bedroom, floating over my bed just a little bit
higher than where I was lying down earlier & I remember thinking I had heard
something & then I started to feel very aroused...sexually... & suddenly, I had
no clothes on... I could feel something like an energy/presence
over/behind/around me and I remember thinking I wanted them/it to continue
making me feel this way... but nothing ever really touched me, I couldn't see
anybody, it was more a sensation, a feeling... I was enjoying it & was becoming
VERY aroused and that's when I heard my little dog scratching at my door and
then my eyes opened - I was lying in my bed as If I had just been dreaming. So was
this only a dream or something more? All I know is that it felt very real, but
at that time, my mother wasn't home & there are no baby boys in the family right
now...so what was it exactly? That's what I kept on asking myself after. I also
remember thinking I wanted to close my eyes & go back to where I had left off
when the dog woke me, but I couldn't... Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No Worst
part: Having it end
Any associated medications
or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I'm not sure If I had fallen
asleep yet or not... I had just laid down a few minutes before.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
yes - although it also felt very
real
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
I was floating in my own body &
thinking from the body I was floating in.
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
Excitement, joy/happy, relaxed, a
little bit of fear/confusion
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
yes - walking/cracking floor
outside my bedroom door & scratching at my door (that was my dog)
Did you meet or see any other
beings? Yes
My mother and this baby boy she
was holding in her hands. They were in the kitchen in our house. I did not know
who the baby boy was. Nothing was communicated we kind of exchanged glances and
then went our own way as if we didn't really see each other.
Did you experiment while out
of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
I tried to go from one part of
the house to another by going through the floor -that's it.
Did you observe or hear
anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes
I heard my dog scratching at my
bedroom door as he often does and I told him to go lay down & he stopped & I
heard his little nails on the hardwood floor, walking away & going down the
stairs as I often hear him do. But... I did not open the door.
Did you notice how your 5
senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes, I don't believe they were any
different.
Did you have any sense of
altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of
knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
No
I didn't feel like I had any
boundaries. I didn't feel a need to leave my house. The only boundary I had was
the floor/ceiling & I went through it.
Did you become aware of future
events? No
Were you involved in or aware
of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
I remember having fun floating
upside down, going towards the ceiling, following the walls, going near the
floor and then suddenly I was floating in one of the corners of my room looking
at my bed and I thought to myself... If anything distracts me right now - I will
be right back in that bed and I didn't want to go back yet so I was hoping
nothing would disturb me...
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? It hasn't
affected any part of my life. Just makes me more curious, that's all.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this
experience with others?
No
What emotions did you
experience following your experience?
Disappointment that it had ended &
I still felt somewhat aroused. I also felt very relaxed.
What was the best and worst
part of your experience?
Best part: all the wonderful
feelings of joy/happiness/contentment/enjoying myself/having fun/feeling like I
could do whatever I wanted...
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes