Anastasia W OBEs
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Experience description:
Back in 2006 something happened within me, a shift you could say. I'm not
entirely sure I could describe with words what changed, but something definitely
did. It all started one night when I went to bed on the couch. I woke in the
middle of the night with this horrible sensation that I could not get up off the
couch. As much as I struggled to move, I was paralyzed. A frightening feeling
came over me that I was not alone in the room. That there was an 'evil' that
lurked in the shadows just beyond the light that was cast from the oven in the
other room. I tried to scream for my husband, but nothing came out. I was
helpless and terrified. After much struggle, I finally lifted myself off the
couch and began moving toward my bedroom. Just as I moved into the hallway, I
instantly found myself waking back up on the couch, yet I had no idea how I had
gotten back there. I was overcome with the same feeling of fear and sense that I
wasn't alone. I struggled again to get up. This time, I had remembered that a
random stranger handed me a prayer card at a bookstore just earlier that same
day. It had on it the prayer for St. Michael. I wasn't a religious person, so I
didn't pay much attention and I couldn't remember the prayer. I had a thought
that the lord's prayer might come in handy. I couldn't quite recall the words,
but knew some and started reciting what I could remember. Suddenly the feeling
of evil that permeated the room subsided and I lifted off the couch
effortlessly. I realized at that moment, that my 'waking up' wasn't me really
waking up, but that I had 'woken up' inside my dream and was completely
conscious. As soon as the thought hit me, the dream ended and I woke up to the
next morning to sunlight and realized I had a dream the night before unlike any
other. The experience left me feeling terrified and curious all at once. This
was the beginning of dozens of dream experiences that would unfold over the next
decade, and that I would eventually coin as my 'travel dreams.'
Within weeks of this first experience, I started having more and more of these
types of dreams. Over the course of the next decade that followed, I began
identifying specific cues within and after my dreams. In my travel dreams, I
would always wake up in my dream and my surroundings were exactly where I feel
asleep. If I feel asleep in bed, I'd wake up in my dream in my bedroom, if I
feel asleep on the couch, I'd wake up in my dream in the living room, etc. Since
it was nearly impossible for me to distinguish if I was dreaming or if I was
actually awake, I'd started doing little tests in my dream to confirm that I was
in fact dreaming. I'd jump up and see if could float in the air, or I'd try to
walk through a wall. As I began to learn how to fly in my travel dreams, I felt
this was important so I wouldn't mistake being asleep and take a flying leap off
my balcony just to find I was really awake and not in a dream! As the dreams
progressed, I became aware of this loud buzzing sound that was precede me the
start of a travel dream. It was a whizzing, swirling sound that increased to a
crescendo and at its peak I would pop awake in my dream.
As
I said, I've had dozens of these dreams, and most were of not real consequence.
Just me waking up in my dream and roaming around my surroundings. But there have
been a few very notable experiences that have stayed with me to this day.
About 6 months after these dreams started, I had one of these dreams in the
early morning hours when there was a little light outside. This was the first
time I had a dream when it was light outside. I knew this because I had woken up
and had a hard time going back to sleep and didn't get to sleep until the sun
was starting to come up. To my surprise, when I woke up in my dream it was
completely daylight and I noticed that the dream also had daylight, and I became
aware that all my dreams before had been dark, just like it was outside. I had
thought, how strange. Am I in some world that is somehow tied to the 'real'
world, but yet exists in it own dimension of sorts? I got out of bed in my
dream, and walked into my hallway. As I stepped out of my bedroom, there were
large black ferocious dogs that lined each side that were someone being held
back but were lunging forward trying to bite me. Again, I had thought, this is
strange, this is the first time something had shown up in one of my travel
dreams that wasn't actually in my real world surrounding. I felt the same evil
and fear wash over me as I felt that first time. I froze for a moment and looked
down the hallway. At the end of the hallway stood a hooded figure that instead
of a face had an abyss of darkness. It's fingers were long and scarred, and it
motioned me toward it. With a magnetic pull, it drew me toward it and I could
feel a wave of what I could only call unrelenting temptation overcome me. I
somehow knew that the pull of this feeling represented the torment of all
mankind's struggle with addictions. As I felt myself giving in, I could feel
that if I gave in completely I would somehow not be able to continue in some way
with my life. I wasn't clear how, or what, but knew that I had to resist. I
pulled out of the magnetic pull, raised my hand to halt the figure, and said
'you do not belong here, you must leave.' At the same time, I wondered how I
knew to say that. In an instant the figure was gone, and I was immediately
transported out of my home to a sea of beautiful light and colors. There were
colors I had never seen in real life, and the light was astonishing and
blissful. There was a single note of sound that was played from some where,
which sounded like a string of harp had been plucked. I then heard 'all is
well.' I woke up from my dream, and had a sense of peace unlike any I had
experienced up to that point in my life.
Then, about 6 months after that experience (and after other travel dreams) I had
another remarkable and memorable dream. I had fallen asleep in my spare bedroom,
and woke up in one of my travel dreams. I drifted out of the spare bedroom and
headed toward my bedroom. As I went down the hallway, I suddenly had the urge to
try and fly. I realized that I had been drifting in my dreams, which felt like
walking in real life, but I had not flown. I felt myself try to fly and
immediately fell to the ground. I was frustrated. Then, in an instant, I was
transported out of my house and I was suddenly standing before a being that
looked just like me. I knew it was me, it even looked like me but yet it was an
absolutely perfect version of me, flawless and perfectly balanced in features.
It was the most beautiful person I had ever seen. There was a large color
surrounding this look alike of deep blue and in the center, just over my chest
extending down to my stomach was a vibrant magenta color. It was absolutely
breathtaking! As I was marveling in such an extraordinary site, the person
standing before me began to project this intensely bright silverly white light.
The light was somehow coming from inside the figure and bursting outward toward
me. It kept getting brighter and brighter, and I thought this should be blinding
me. This is brighter than a 100 suns combined. Yet, I could watch without any
problem at all, and I found myself in absolute awe. This brilliant being of
light was now had us both washed in the light that emanated from within.
Suddenly I found myself back in my spare room's bedroom and still being in my
travel dream, got out of bed and headed into the hallway once again. I knew I
had to try and fly, so I used all my effort to try and lift myself up. I got a
couple feet in the air and fell. I felt frustrated. As soon as I had that
feeling, I was once again transported back in front of this being that looked
like me. The same color surrounded her, and then she began filling with light
just like before. After the entire space was filled brilliance, I found myself
back in my spare room's bed again. Still in my dream I got up and tried to fly
once again. Again I wasn't able to, and again I was transported to this angelic
looking figure, and again I was sent back to try and fly again and again.
Finally, after several attempts, I was able to fly! I walked into my bedroom and
there was a lamp that was on. I held my hand out to the light and said, I
command you to move. To my surprise, the lamp share lifted up. At that point, it
felt like I had a task that I needed to completed, and I had done so. The dream
ended there.
Again, I kept dreaming, but now my dreams were starting to become prophetic. I
dreamt that I walked out to my living room and I watched my husband's car get
towed from the parking lot outside our condo and I said, if had only paid the
$78 dollars this would have never happened. The next day, I told him about the
dream, and unknown to me my husband had actually gotten a parking ticket several
weeks before. My dream reminded him of it and he called to find out how to pay
it. Later on that day, he called me absolutely dumbfounded. The ticket was $35,
but there were late fees because he hadn't paid it. The total cost of the ticket
was $78. After hearing my travel dream stories for months, this was the
beginning of him starting to ask questions and becoming very interested in what
I was experiencing.
I
travelled to what seemed to be many placed in my dreams, and I had many
experiences that helped validate that somehow what I was experiencing was more
than figments of my imagination that were being generated by a sleeping mind.
Yet even with the validation, I still doubted that I was somehow leaving my body
and traveling in another world that was connected to ours but different. That
was until I had this next experience. This will be the last one I'll describe. A
couple years later, after a divorce, a move out of state and after I entered
into a new relationship, I had an experience that confirmed my experiences for
me in a way that wouldn't allow me to deny what was happening any longer. As I
said, I had gotten into a new relationship and the gentleman that I was seeing
was a widower, who's wife had suffered a fatal heart attack in their house. One
night, I was sleeping over at his house, and I found myself having a travel
dream. There was a unique quality to this dream. It seemed like the buzzing that
I heard before I woke up in my dream was louder, the colors were crisper, and
there was a light that emanated from me as I walked through the house. I
approached the end of the hallway where there was a mirror (in real life and the
dream) and there was a woman with long hair standing there looking at herself,
yet there was no reflection in the mirror. I gasped, and continued pass to go
down the stairs hoping she wouldn't notice me. I made my way to the living room
and there was a woman sitting there in a rocker. She was horribly sad. She
extended her hand to shake mine, and introduced herself as Laurie. This was the
name of my boyfriend's late wife. She had distinctive features and she was
rocking in a chair that I had not seen because it wasn't actually in the house.
She went on to tell me how she didn't want to leave her husband and she wanted
to watch over him. I told her that I would take care of him and she could be
free to go. Her sadness lifted and the dream ended. At this point, I had not
seen a picture of my boyfriend's late wife. I hesitant, but I decided to share
the dream with him the next day and I described how she looked. He said that I
had described her exactly how she was, all the way down to the heavy makeup that
would be so thick that it cracked over her wrinkles. As for the rocker, at one
point when they both lived in a different house, there was a rocker that Laurie
was very fond of but for some reason they decided to leave it on the porch of
that house and not move it when they moved.