Ana's Experience
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Experience description:
I
was being attacked by an unknown man in the main entrance of the building I was
living in that time. He run after me and started beating me hard, but I was
surprised I could defend myself pretty good. While I was suffering and in great
distress, fighting him back as much as I could, I left my body and I stood a
little behind and above my physical body and the whole scene.
I
could see my physical body fighting this man and all the aggression, but I could
no more hear my screams or any other sounds. I was in a very calm, comfortable,
loving and sure place. It seemed that this place was really big although I was
also somehow standing next to the scene. There was a subtle yet omnipresent
light, more dense and without color, if we compare it with sun's or a bulb's
light. I had instant access to knowledge that what was happening was not really
important or tragic and that I was much more this being that I was feeling now
(and nondestructive) rather my physical body and narrow life. And that life in
physical body could be much greater also. Suddenly this man just stopped and
looked at me, he was looking paralyzed and shocked as if he had "woken up" and
run away, then I re-entered my physical body (as if I was vacuumed) and felt
again the sadness and extreme tiredness.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain It included sensations that do not apply exactly in the physical
world, such as a kind of light that nevertheless is not he sun's, white-yellow
light, it was a light with no color. And thought forms without words, and
different perception of the space as much bigger and vibrant and alive and
friendly.
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
Uncertain a man trying to kill or rape me or both
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
good
Was the experience dream like in any way?
not
at all
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes I could clearly see myself from above and a little behind although in
reality I could even perceive my physical body from all possible ankles without
a sensation of movement in space.
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Strong positive, spaciousness, love, serenity, without attachment or judgment,
clearness.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
no
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did
you see a light?
Uncertain I didn't really "see" it, it was just everywhere, or everything
was it. There was a subtle yet omnipresent light, more dense and without color,
if we compare it with sun's or a bulb's light.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes I could not hear or smell. I also didn't feel the physical dimension
boundaries.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes I had the feeling that I was in an unlimited space, or very big but
that it was contained in a small place of the physical realm, next to the scene
I was watching.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the
body?
No
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
Indirectly it changed all my life, I now knew that I'm not just my physical body
and life is much greater.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes different awareness, a kind of profoundness
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes Just with few people. I think a lot did not believe me although they
were respectful. I think nobody said anything and they were looking thoughtful.
just one person really believed me and was happy for me.
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
delight, curious
What was the best and worst part of your experience?
no
judgment
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
no
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes SOBE while I was relaxing in bed, it lasted very little as I was so
surprised that happened that I came back to my body almost instantly.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Uncertain I hope. I did my best to describe it.