Alok D's Experience
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Experience description:
The out of
body experience to me have been several and very frequent. Hence I really do not
know which one should I mention. Every experience has its own peculiar
part....some were extremely frightening, others gave me lot of knowledge about
life and existence, in some of these experiences i visited space and could make
out that planets are revolving and I could hear the cosmic sound among them...I
have been literally uplifted. But there
were few common things among all these experiences which I am narrating down
below : 1.
Normally the night when it is going to happen, the indication in the body and
the signal in the brain starts coming from the evening itself. I get frightened
and avoid sleeping, but can't help it. 2. There
is a tremendous speedy circular energy sound which happens in the brain as such
the brain is churning circularly extremely fast and would explode with a whistle
in the ear. 3. During
this time since i am absolutely conscious, I sit and then see my body laying
back in the fashion i was sleeping and when I put my hand across anything may be
material, or my wife or my kid my hand passes them without them coming to know
that I am trying to touch them. Actually this hand is not body hand but the hand
of the being who has got up while leaving the body aback in the same way. 4. I get
frightened that in case i do no connect back to my body I might go to death and
then never be able to come back and join my family with my body, so I lay back
in the same fashion as per my body and then chant few words of the great mantra
of my religion and then i get connected. 5. I have
noticed that in case I hold my wife's body, part of the hand, or any touch,
during sleep, then sometimes I can avoid OBEs. 6. I get
to know a lot about existence during these OBEs..and this knowledge no one is
sharing with me, it is that I come to know in my brains...I still wonder how... 7. One
important thing, when this actually starts happening the entire body becomes
stable like a stone, i cant move any part initially and then when i try to
really move,,,,the body remains same and some spiritual body of mine
moves.....this is how i come to know i have been disconnected.
Any associated medications
or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was absolutely normal and
conscious and know exactly what was happening surrounding me.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No. Its been happening so often
and have happened so frequently that I know it is an absolute fact.
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes As mentioned above in
question 4
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
Sometimes frightening, since I
feel that If I do not connect back asap then I would go for permanent death and
that I would loose my family and they would loose me. Who would take care of
them, as I am the only earning person in the family. Now since the experiences
have been very frequent, I have told my wife that this is what happens to me and
in case sometimes you get up in the morning, looking at me laying dead, do not
fear I would be trying to return back but make sure no one touches my body and
you take me to hospital and commence all medical emergency practices.
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
Yes...A circular fashion churning
sound happens in the brain and a very clear pitched whistle in the ear as though
something is flying.....with great speed and to a great height.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes Most of the times I see myself located in some kind of locations
where an entire event happens. sometimes familiar locations and sometimes
absolutely unfamiliar locations like some ruined fort.
Did you see a light?
Uncertain Only 2 times
I have seen light out of my hundreds of OBEs, this light seemed to be a orange-ish,
yellow light rays eminating from a centre dark focal point.....and spreading all
across.
Did you meet or see any other
beings? Yes
Yes once my deceased mother and once my deceased grand father ( maternal )
Did you experiment while out
of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
Yes as i have mentioned it is
very frequently happening, so it has happened in other locations also.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Uncertain I could see, hear ( at times ), could not touch anything
really and cant make a voice....( cant speak )
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
response Yes. Most of these knowledge were pertaining to life and
existence. I have come to know a lot and when i discuss this, people thing i m a
big fool and have gone crazy. Hence now I keep silent.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
As I told
you, I never left my body altogether back, as I was afraid that in case entire
connection go away, i would then not be able to connect back. Hence some
connection is important, hence most of the time below my abdomen I never got
away. Only the upper portion I disconnected and later on get it connected back
after say 1-2 mths.
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
Yes I get connected back with my full consciousness and its my decision. If I
want I may not return at all and get away and leave the body and go. But I cant
do this to my family and hence I return back and get connected.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I
really know what is death and how this person who gets dead must be wandering
till he does not get next life again.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
Now that I have
experienced all this, I have come to know the purpose of soul life and I follow
that to the extend possible.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes Please
see response as given in paragraph 22
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes Yes. I
did that earlier a lot but later on i kept things to myself and my wife as most
of the people, think I am mad and a complete fool. I think these all folks are
missing something great and absolutely different.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Nothing. Except
a fear that in case anytime during the experience if I do not connect back, who
would take care of my family. I get worried badly.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
Once it took me
almost 5 mths trying to connect and i could not do it...I was terribly horrified
and was looking at my daughter and wife with lot of sadness but then i again
slept over my body in the same manner and prayed god please let me fix up again
with my body...chanted the mantra and then up again I was with my body.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Not
Exactly.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
I
have already mentioned it keeps happening to me frequently
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
No
response Yes. The questions asked are relevant and the responses
mentioned by me are genuine truth of my life.
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
I am
sure that the person who has framed this must himself had this. The question are
comprehensive and absolutely relevant.