Experience description:

I was driving in my car and was experiencing  much emotional distress when I experienced the sensation of an invisible arm sweep down from above me and across my face very fast, and then plunged with great force into my chest. It felt as if my soul was plucked out of me with explosive force and began to literally rocket up to a darkness with a dim light emanating from a distant perimeter. I saw that I appeared to be the contrail from a jet that was capped with a face consisting of the same smoky material. I detached from it and could see it going up. I was following it and watching it . In the peripheral I could see many more contrails all shooting up simultaneously towards the same dull dark sphere with dim illumination around it. I reached stopped and was absorbed into what I can only describe as absolute pure perfect love from God to me as one person. I sensed it was for me alone. I felt we became one together and then dissipated into the whole universe. we became part of all the universe. I sensed that I knew all knowledge. I was overcome and knew that I wanted to stay there forever. I was given answers to questions and sent on a mission. I was also given a gift which would assist me in my emotional struggles. Then just as fast I was falling back to my body and I only wanted to get back to that state of pure love of God.  I settled back in my chest and immediately exploded out again with equal force, but this time there was no arm reach in and pull me out, this time it is my own will to go back. I wanted so much to return but the harder I pushed the farther away I was, It would not allow me to go there again and I fell back again and remained this time.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No      

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           alert lucid driving an automobile

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   no.  real

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes     I looked like the contrail from a rocket capped by a face of the same material. I was able to detach from it and watch it go up fast, the edges of the face were wind swept.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            pure perfect love unlike anything that can be compared to here.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           telepathic advice answers and instruction

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?    No           

Did you see a light?           No      

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          No