Allan F's Experience
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Experience description:

A set of what seemed to be personal synchronicities led me to a moment of complete surrender and I asked to go home. I felt something within my being rise up through my chest into my throat. I remember at that time sensing a voice and hearing , relax everything is ok. In the next instance I heard this immense crack in my sinus area, with my head slightly tilted back and mouth open, some part of me reached out or left my physical body, through my mouth. In what seemed to be an instant I found myself in the middle of some sort of arena with a overwhelming feeling of love and an equally strong feeling of gratitude for all and everything that I had experienced in that/this life. I noticed in the darkness some figures in hooded robes, no bodily feature could be seen. As I realized some sort of connection had been felt and I had no feelings of inhibition, I opened up with a free flowing feeling of love. As I was in this moment I noticed more being appearing and participating in whatever was occurring. Whatever took place in those moments is and has been hard to explain. I got to ask one question and that was, who are you. A voice that I will never forget said I Am. My first response was, Who is I Am, What is I Am and then I felt myself leaving, kicking & screaming. When I regained some of my senses I thought, who could I tell and in my imagination I thought words are to limiting & what does it mean.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes Love

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? Very emotional.

Was the experience dream like in any way? yes

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Uncertain. I did not notice form.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Love

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? Popping/crackling in my forehead.

LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Yes the location was home. I called these beings the Reapers Of The Grim.

Did you see a light? Uncertain I was light or light was coming from me.

Did you meet or see any other beings? No

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Uncertain Overwhelming Love

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes Everything

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? Question everything.

Have you shared this experience with others? Yes People have no reference for what I've experienced so there is no influence.

What emotions did you experience following your experience? Happiness and Joy.

What was the best and worst part of your experience? Best part was the feeling of not having a physical body and the love. Worst part having to work it all out.