Aki S's Experience
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Experience description:
It was 36 years ago
that I left my country to come to USA to go to school as an exchange student.
The communication with my family was some how very limited, maybe once a month.
Regardless of long distance, I was very close to my family especially my mother.
It was about 30 years ago while I was sleeping my mother came to my dream laying
down in bed and told me " Aki I missed you a lot, but I am dying". It was a very
disturbing dream if you call it only a dream, but unfortunately after calling
the very next day, I found out that she passed away and exactly the time that
she told me she missed me....., my brother said that he was laying down by her
and notice she is saying something but he couldn't hear it. I was devastated.
After 2 weeks past by,
I was mourning and praying for her. It was time that on and off sometimes she
was coming to my dream and I could see her till one day it was around 6:00pm I
was in my apartment, and I notice there is something moving on the top of my
head. At first I thought it is just my imagination, then I realized that no this
being is moving up and down on the top of my head, where ever I go, it is right
above my head, it is like waiting for me to go to sleep that she/he can talk to
me. All the sudden I realized that this must be my mom who came to visit me. As
soon as I realized it could be my mom, and I could see that being, I asked her"
Mom I know you are here, I know you can't talk to me in a physical way, and I
know you are waiting for me to sleep that I can have spiritual connection, but
please let me know how is it over there? how are you doing? I want to know you
are ok and I know you can't talk to me but I know I know you can hear me. As
soon as I go to bed, please let me know. I finished my conversation with her and
it was about 10:00 pm , and time for me to sleep.
As soon as I turned the
light off, all the sudden my body was raised and I entered to a tunnel of light.
What a light, what a beauty, what an experience, what a stunning glory. I have
no word to satisfy this tunnel of light, light all over, and endless light, and
endless tunnel, but there was so much I could go, only because it wasn't my time
yet. I was stopped at one edge which was a big black hole, black as dark as
black color and the other side of the black hole, here she was, my mother in a
very peaceful space, it was very content, but wondering what is going to happen
to me it was like she knew, I will be thrown to that big black hole, but at that
point I didn't know. When I looked at my mother, There was a voice of a man who
advised me " Do not ask this question again" and space that my mother was had
echo and that statement was repeated a few time, and then I was thrown down to
that black hole, and I jumped, my soul came back to my body.
My body was soak wet
and immediately I turned the light on to see what time it is. amazingly the
clock didn't change, it was still 10:00 o'clock. Yes, I saw what I saw, and I
know what I saw, and I got the answer where my mom is and the path that takes us
to different places after we die. That endless tunnel of light with different
edge for different people and different purpose. I know my mom was in a peaceful
space and she is the one who was worry about me and showed me not to worry about
her. I thank God for the experience, I thank God for his greatness, I thank God
for everything and anything, and his blessing upon us.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
you never see
such a beautiful lightening in life, and what the dark place the earth is, that
we all are blind and we don't even know it.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
very high
Was the experience
dream like in any way?
no
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
I was in two places. My
body was in the earth and I went to a tunnel of light.
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
stunned, Amazed,
Wondered.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
yes
Did you recognize any
familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or
encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?
Yes
I entered into a tunnel
of light. And endless tunnel of light, but there was so long I could go, because
it was not my time to continue, so at one point I had no choice but to send me
back to earth.
Did you see a light?
Yes
What a light. I can not
explain a tunnel of beautiful light that it never exist in the earth.
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Yes
I met my mother, but
not in the same place. There was a black hole between us. I was at the edge of
the tunnel and wasn't allowed to go on, but to be send back to the dark black
hole, and my mother was on the other side of the black hole in a very peaceful
place, like an space.
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes
The space that my
mother was and had echo, I heard a voice of a man to advice me "Do not ask this
question again" and the space had an echo and was repeated a few times and then
I was send another word dropped to the black hole and I jumped.
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes
Very Very clear.
I was clear to
be in different place, and I felt it was a long time, but when I came back the
clock was hardly moved.
I didn't
have any knowledge prior to my experience.
Did you become aware
of future events?
Yes
When you leave the
earth, you will be borne to a different place. Very accurate.
Were you involved in
or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
I had no
control. I didn't want to come back.
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
I became aware
that the earth is the darkest place to compare with what I saw. Here is only a
black hole because that where I had to come back, you can't imagine how scary
this earth that we are attached is.
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
I am a surrender, I
live with my soul mate and together we try to serve life, God doesn't have
religion so do I. I live my life for God.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
I know.
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
Wow!!! It seemed like
it, but I understand if they don't understand. How can you imagine a beauty that
you never seen. We are used to believe what we see. I know what I saw and I have
no doubt where we go after here. It is a pleasure to be able to know the least
the path to the next life.
What was the best and
worst part of your experience?
The best is I know for
a fact that the life goes on not in a physical form, and the worst was when I
couldn't go on while I was in the tunnel of light, and I had to be pushed to the
dark black hole (this earth).
Is there anything else
you would like to add concerning the experience?
Love and unity
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
I can't
explain what I saw in a earthy way.