AJ N Experience
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Experience description:
I went to bed
at around 10:30. I was feeling particularly exhausted and overwhelmed physically
due to my illness. I remember having a dream that I was driving my car in a
darkened unknown town. There were a few other vehicles in front of me. The dream
was only strange in that my dreams are normally very surreal and bizarre. Never
so commonplace as just driving down a road. In the dream I suddenly become aware
that I've fallen way behind the other cars and that I'm beginning to lose
consciousness. I'm fading fast and decide to turn off the road. Then I'm in what
seems like an underground tunnel that slopes upwards. I am no longer feeling
like I'm fading out. At the end of the tunnel is a light. I know if I reach the
light I'll be okay. Then suddenly I'm floating next to the ceiling in my bedroom
looking down at my husband and I sleeping. The room is not dreamlike in anyway.
It's just my room. I'm unhappy about being outside my body and then I'm back and
awake.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
only
taking antibiotics
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No response
not
that I'm aware of. I have been having some problems regarding my heart
conditions for the week running up to the event.
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
very
alert
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
It seemed to be
like a dream initially but it felt very "real". Not like any other dream I've
had.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
I'm
not sure that I had any form per se. If I had to say a specific form, I would
say a transparent version of myself. Like the invisible man.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
I was not happy
that I was outside my body.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
no
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did
you see a light?
Yes
The
only light I saw was the one that was at the end of the darkened tunnel. It
wasn't brilliant or special looking but I knew I had to get there. It looked
like light that was refracted through water.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your
experience that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Uncertain
well,
I knew I could see since I was looking at myself. I guess the only other thing
would be the lack of pain as I am in constant pain to varying degrees.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
It
was all real time
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No response
I
didn't feel comfortable even thinking about trying to go anywhere
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
Only
in thinking that I didn't want to be outside my body
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
I
have always had the ability to feel or see ...ghosts for want of a better word.
My husband has experienced seeing 2 of these with me. This OBE has just happened
so I haven't noticed any changes as of yet.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have
you shared this experience with others?
No response
not
yet, except Mom , who of course thinks it was just a dream. If it was why am I
still so affected by it?
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Some fear that
I may have had a NDE, wonder.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
The best was
getting back in my body and the worst was realizing I wasn't in it.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes