Wanda
M's Experience
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Experience description:
There
were multiple.... please go to my website http://www.astral-dreamscape.net to
read about them in my online astral journal.
You have my permission to use any or all of the experiences for whatever
research and publication you wish. Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes
What
was it about the experience that makes it hard to communicate?
Imagine the awe of understanding and
having proof that you can exist outside of your physical shell.
Any misconceptions about physical death disappear
and with it fear. Imagine the
realization of what lies beyond this limited world, and the possibilities, the
open doors, and the prospect of seeing again, everyone you loved who passed on. At the time of the experience, was there an
associated life threatening event? No Was the experience dream like in any way?
there were no dreamlike aspects.
Everything was as it is/ should be. There
was no 'fog' nothing that did not make any sense or have any purpose.
It was like I was standing right there as if I was physically standing
there, in
fact while out of body I came to the
realization that it was not a dream. I remember thinking that to myself while
experiencing it. It's hard to
describe, but I just 'know' that they weren't dreams. Did you experience a separation of consciousness
from your body?
Yes Describe your appearance or form apart from your
body:
In my first 'willed' experience, I raised
my arm while out of body to look at it, and it was translucent. Other than that
I have never actually looked at my form while oob(out
of body).
I have seen my physical form sleeping on the bed from an aspect out of
body. What emotions did you feel during the experience? Elation,
Awe, Joy Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
upon separation,
and re-entry I heard an intermittent, static like droning sound.
Describe: I
have seen physical people but since they could not see me, I could not interact.
Describe: On
one occasion I witnessed my Godmother baking cookies... I later verified it with
her.
Describe: I
pretty much stayed close to the physical.
Describe: Time
is distorted. What seems like a long
time out of body could have been very brief in physical terms.
Describe: Ever
since the very first experience, I feel like while awake (like right now), that
I am very close to knowing something that is so profound that maybe I am not
ready to know it, but it's there... and
while out of body I have this understanding like everything fits in, and when I
wake up I forget that knowledge and it feels just out of my reach.
Describe: The
first time I 'willfully' induced it, I frightened myself and 'willed' myself
back. It happened almost
immediately.
Describe:
Sometimes
upon waking I see images played out while my eyes are closed like watching tv on
the backs of my lids. The images are
always foggy, and dark, but I have been able to see rooms, people, movement, and
I can describe some of them in great detail.
I never know where they are... or who the people are.
These images are not in my mind's eye, but like I am really viewing them
with my eyes!
Describe:
Beliefs regarding
spirituality
Describe: All
of the people I have told have had similar experiences, I even had one tell me
that he 'knew' I was an old soul all along. What was the best and worst part of your
experience?
Best - the realization, worst - that I
could not explore further than I did (lack of control) Is there anything else you would like to add
concerning the experience?
I am still practicing and honing my
abilities to this day
Describe: I
feel like I have to share my knowledge and help others to have the same
realizations I have had
Describe: the
experiences are ongoing and for the most part spontaneous