Jason G's Experience
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Experience description: then I saw
(between myself and these three plants) what I thought was my right hand in a
"C" configuration like that of the sign language "C".... but later realized that
it couldn't have been 'MY' R/hand unless I suddenly became somehow double
jointed..?... (I'd had to have turned my R? hand around backwards). Gathering
more and more speed, flat on my back accelerating downhill.... and I became
fearful, thinking "what if I hit a tree".... then suddenly for some inexplicit
reason, I remembered to surrender and trust... (trust is something I had left
far behind in my drug and alcohol days)... Just as soon as I remembered to
surrender and trust a higher power I uttered the words, "Thy Will Be Done"...
and at once there was a rush.. a sound of rushing water or air that went from
my left ear, through my head to my right ear.... a tremendous acceleration.
The
closest thing I've ever seen as an" attempt" to illustrate this kind of
experience is that seen from "Contact" when Jody Foster is transported to the
where ever.... vivid colors, gentle breeze, she waves her hand through the
Galaxy and it stirs and shimmers..... and she is in absolute awe and wonder...
at a loss to describe or comprehend... Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience: No Was the
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes At the
time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Uncertain What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
More aware & alert than most of my waking state normal
consciousness....vibrantly alive !!! Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No... I thought I was awake... Did you
experience a separation of consciousness from your body?
Yes Describe
your appearance or form apart from your body:
I was so much a part of the ethereal experience that I was It and It was me. What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Euphoria, profound peace, incredible state of well being....unimaginable LOVE ! Did you
hear any unusual sounds or noises?
Yes... the sound of rushing water or air from my left ear to my right ear that
went right through my head.... then the tremendous acceleration and the
suspension.... over, in, with, above, within the celestial ocean with the
magnificent soundless symphony. Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No Did
you see a light? Yes Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Uncertain Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
No Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
No Did you
see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions? Yes
Describe:
What I can only describe as a celestial ocean... Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain
Describe:
not sure during the suspension part of it Did you
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
Describe:
All is to be experience as it is.... there are lessons everywhere... all the
lessons are designed to bring us/me to a state of unconditional Love.. to bring
us/me back to the source....." the All that Is" Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No Did you
become aware of future events?
No Were you
involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?
No Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain
Describe:
I have the feeling that I always had them but didn't use them... at least not in
the right way.... Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes Has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.?
Career choices? It has
enhanced everything.... I've worked with terminal patients with Dannion
Brinkley's C.I.A. It certainly facilitated my interaction with my parents
deaths... Most of my activities & hobbies are geared toward beautifying things,
expanding human awareness and possibilities. Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Awe.... exhilaration.... profound gratitude! Why me of all people.... what
did I ever do up to this point in my life to deserve this ? And the "Why"
was NOT a lack of self worth but rather an indescribable gratitude.... I have
actually wept on several occasions when reviewing the experience What was
the best and worst part of your experience?
n/a Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes Following
the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes
Describe:
To some extent but certainly not that intense Did the
questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Explain:
as best as possible under the limitations of language
I had just gone to bed (approx 11:00pm) lying on my right side with my right
arm under my head. I was facing the bedroom wall, which was approximately
4' to 5' from the edge of the bed. All at once I became aware of three
splendid, unearthly plants between me and the bedroom wall... they were
translucent, but vivid pastel colors and seemed to shimmer.... I felt such a
wonderful affinity with them...
The plants and the hand faded and I was transported to a beautiful ski slope and
was aware of effortlessly skiing down a gentle slope... enthralled with the
gentle (and not cold) breeze and the sensation of the effortless glide. At
this point I became acutely aware of other beings [souls] all around me, but I
didn't see anybody....I was just surrounded by very familiar, warm loving
souls... such a protected, vibrant feeling ! Somehow I lost balance and
fell over onto my back and began racing downhill head first !...
All of a sudden there I was suspended over what I can only describe as a
"Celestial Ocean accompanied by the most magnificent symphony I have ever
heard... but...I didn't actually hear it... there was no sound... (the sound of
silence ? or the soundless sound ?) it was more like totally experiencing it
with all of my senses AND my sense seemed to cross over... I mean I could
actually taste, smell and feel color and sound.... there were no limits or
boundaries... I was It and It was Me.... I suddenly knew what it was to be one
with the all that is... at one with the universe.... what a profound
peace... awesome.... exhilarating.... spiritually moving. Such clarity and
at the same time simplicity..... Timeless.... words absolutely fail (and almost
degrade) the experience.....I've always been reluctant to even try to describe
it....
What was it about
the experience that makes it hard to communicate?
The majesty & magnitude of the experience far exceeds any language !
Describe:
I was nine months clean & sober from alcohol & drugs.
Describe:
indescribable vistas of radiant colors
Describe:
I was very aware of the presence of other beings (souls)... very familiar
souls...
Describe:
quite the contrary.... limitless.... boundless....
Describe:
Any Fear of death totally vanished...
Describe:
A very select few...
Describe:
It has enhanced everything....