had a sash/rope/belt around his waist. He was above me. I could only see him
from the waist down, I could not see his upper body or face. He looked kind of
normal, just wearing funny clothes, like from an historical movie. He said
nothing, but simply 'threw' his hands down towards me, palms facing one another.
From between his hands came a river of fire that flooded into me and all over
me. I felt like I had been hit by a lightning bolt or a freight train but it did
me no harm. I was absolutely flooded with joy and delight and strange unearthly
feelings like love and peace but so much better. All my senses activated and I
started shouting 'Jesus, My Master, My Master!' I fell on the floor again and
started crying with joy.
depressing, lifeless scenery reminded me of my first glimpse of a Pakistani
landscape when we drove from the airport to the hotel: dirt encrusted trees
dangled black plastic garbage bags from their leafless branches. Desert sand
appeared everywhere in Karachi, creating a beige, muted impression which caused
me to squint when I went outside. Here, too, I squinted to adjust my eyes to the
dimness. Where was I? Thick, gooey mud was all around me. Then, just as I
thought there was no life, I saw people in the distance. ""How strange,"" I
thought, ""they're not wearing any clothes."" Only their backs, not their faces
were visible, but I sensed hopelessness in their bent heads and heavy steps.
They all walked in the same direction with no apparent destination. In their
slow procession to nowhere, they reminded me of scenes from the Holocaust where
Jewish prisoners were marched off to the gas chambers. Unexpectedly, one of the
men in the back row turned his head to the side. It was my husband.
I know is that my mother said I had pneumonia as a baby and I died, or nearly
died. a few years later I had an experience, and then another experience a year
later… When I was about 2. I remember lying in our parlor and looking up at the
sky and discussing with myself the concept of everlasting. I know I was that
age because my head was on the rug which was about 15 inches from the wall, my
buttock was against the wall with my legs up the wall under a window. A few
clouds in the sky, and I wondered how heaven could be everlasting. It seemed
that there should be an end, no there is no end. That is strange. In my youth I
knew things about the future, and I did not think that was different from
I knew what was taking place but could not communicate it to the others at
the house and after a period of time I left to drive home. I do not remember
driving home or anything else that happened to me from the time I said my
goodbye's that evening until waking the following morning in my bed. I
awoke that next morning with the memory of soaring with my impish companion
over the earth and through the universe and experiencing the birth of
galaxy's and deaths of older fragile galaxy's. I was shown many wondrous
sites and experienced many un-explainable feelings. One memory I did retain
was a futuristic foggy image of a hospital room with a concerned nurse named
Anna and a technician named Gabe and the dark shadows allowing me to return
to my body.
From Denmark. Original in Danish, translated to English by
When I read the book I suddenly realized for the first time that I’d had an NDE
and that all the time I was in a coma, I SAW things that happened in the
hospital room from the outside, at the same time that I heard things from the
outside and felt things from the inside. So yes, I was in a deep coma at the
time, but I HAD been “outside” my body! I SAW my mother and father and I SAW
the nurses AND heard what they said. When they tried to take my respirator away
the first time I BOTH saw it from the outside and felt it from the inside, but
didn’t care at all if my body died. I didn’t want to leave that “place” where I
was AND it felt physically horrible, as though I was suffocating. At that time I
was closer to waking up, since I felt it all physically. That’s probably why
they wanted to take away my respirator. While I was in the deepest coma I was
being operated on, and I felt nothing at that time – at least nothing physical.
this place is where we come from, a silver light that exists that consciousness
of all and of one. I became aware that there is no good or evil, that there
simply is being. I became aware that things that happen, like war, serve a
purpose as a lesson for humanity. I came to understand the purpose of the human
existence, and my own existence, which is to love. I began to think of my
future, and my purpose. I realized that my purpose is to allow people to
experience what I was experiencing, and to spread that love.… It was absolutely
real. I have no doubt in my mind that was I experienced was real and not simply
a drug induced hallucination.
started coming out beginning from my feet and then my whole body was out and I
saw a light and was felt this incredible speed and saw I was passing Dumbarton
bridge, then after passing Dumbarton, I went through a tunnel and to out of
space-everything I saw and traveled was so incredible fast and bright-confusing,
frightening (hard to explain), but I thought I was in outer space. I got so
frightened and do not how or do not remember I came back to my body. I steel
feel the sensation of coming back-it was like coming back to a mold or frame
like feeling a mold with plaster (some kind of matter). The same how I left my
body I came back. It was my foot first and then the rest of my body.
best way to describe what it felt like is that I felt I was being electrocuted,
but there was no pain. I continue to just lay there in bed I thought to myself
that "this is awkward" At first I was scared, but thought to myself "stay clam
let's see what happens." Then I felt my feet and legs raising out of my body and
the floating sensation worked it way all the way up my body with my head being
the last to leave my body. When my feet raise, it felt like someone grab my
feet and starting pull me out of bed and anchor my feet to my bedroom floor. I
was completely out of body standing in the middle of my room. My room still
look the same as if I was awake in this reality, but with some slight changes.
Exactly at 7:23 PM my aunt Najla showed up exactly like I had seen 15
minutes prior. When my Aunt Najla left I went right back to astral
field. Everything that was in my house I had seen and now I own. I seen
a DVD shelf with it completely full. Did not own at the time. I own now.
My family asked, "Where my sister Fatima was." I told my family my
sister Fatima is not welcome here because she stole from me. I was 33
years old and my sister stole from me. I was setting up my entertainment
center in my house. It is a 61 inch TV with a 7.1 surround sound. Did
not own at age 28. I bought it at age 34. My family asked how I made my
money and told them I published a book. In 2009 I published my book.
From Canada. Original in French, translated to English by Marguy. I'm
transmitting my fear to cease existing, that if our course is not taking another
direction we will be colliding with this SUN. He answers me: (by thought)
"Christiane, don't worry, all is well, everything is in its place, above all
don't worry. You know death doesn't exist !" Then, I'm convinced, deeply
convinced and I know that death doesn't exist. We continue the journey towards
the Sun, that is aspiring my bubble. The Sun is approaching and when it's
crossing my bubble, I'm enveloped in an orange-red light, I see the fire at the
surface of the SUN and this LIGHT is LOVE without a word, without the
possibility to describe its intensity, its strength, its power. It's a LOVE that
surrounds me, loves me, letting me know that I'm of his nature, I am Love, it's
my original nature. There's nothing else existing, it's all that is. I AM, I'm
at home. I know that I'm Love, that I come from this LOVE and that I will return
to this LOVE. I came back home....
many they don't really matter, only that I now know that this life is a dream
and crossing over is the only reality. OBE, astral travels, messages from
deceased people, instant telepathy, "seeing" what goes on in people's lives,
healing people, being in more than one place at once and being "everywhere". All
of this can be verified by people who received the messages I got from deceased
relatives, plenty healing testimonies, being in two places testimonies, etc…
common denominator: time does not exist, these experiences happen in a different
realm where there's only "peace", they're more real than what I'm writing here
P Experience 11/3/13 She
had entered the active phase of dying and was quickly moving to agonal
breathing. She appeared comfortable, eyes closed seeming to be unaware of her
surroundings. I told her I was there at the foot of her bed. She continued the
agonal breathing, opened her eyes, focused on me in the room, winked at me, and
took 3 more breaths before she passed. I had never experienced anything like
it. Once a person begins agonal breathing I had never seen them become
conscious again even though I know they hear. As soon as she passed one of her
daughters found a drawer full of hand written letters to her family telling them
she was ok and not to weep for her. These were all written approx a week before
her death. It was one of the sweetest experiences I have had to date but there
are hundreds more to also validate life after death.
remember beginning to pray to God to heal me. I begged for him to take the pain
away and I remember thinking that if I couldn't be healed that I would die. It
seemed like I was in that well for eternity. The next thing I remember was
waking up the next morning and walking down the stairs to get my meds. My head
was still very fuzzy from the medication and I was telling the other girls that
I had been out of my body. After two more doses of the medicine I thought I
could be having an allergic reaction so I stopped the Tamiflu and went to see
the doctor. I told him that I had experienced being out of my body and he said I
had an allergic reaction. Well it was a very short lived flu because the next
day I was perfectly fine, in fact I felt like a new person and I was full of
love for everyone. It was so amazing because I suddenly felt like I had this big
secret, like I had discovered the keys to the universe. I felt one with my
creator and overwhelmed with love and joy and compassion. Everybody at the
center was astounded at this transformation.
Somewhere during this surgery I found myself somehow being embraced by Jesus in
a great throne room of brilliant light and a love that was beyond description.
I was being completely saturated to the brim with a most heavenly LOVE and kept
being embraced as ONE with Jesus as His strength was flowing through me and
restoring me to wholeness. I was aware that I was being promised a complete
recovery and needed to go back to earth to complete what I had been created
Original in French, translated to English by Marguy.
I had, all things
considered, this fear of the unknown, and was very scared. And then after a
few seconds, I calmed down as if somebody was dictating it to me. This
humming sound went down at the level of my belly, transformed into a ball of
white translucent light surrounded with blue, that I felt but did not see it
(important). Colors can be perceived at the energetic level. For me it was a
feeling. Suddenly this light
mounted some 10cm above my belly. And there I don't remember this lapse of
time more or less short. The only thing that I try again and again, is to
get my right leg moving, I realized that I could lift it and get it down but
the problem was this, that I went through the sofa, so no physical contact!
From Mexico. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Manuel.
I was very sick with high fever and when I
laid down at night, I felt I was on another place. Without feeling my body, I
was seeing a river and at a distance a woman with open arms inviting me to come
close. I did that and when I hugged her, all around us was resplendent with a
light different from the light of day. Thus embraced I was seeing how our bodies
were light as well. I felt an ecstasy indescribable by words, something like
that I had never experienced before.
From the UK.
been in labor all night and was in so much pain. I'd been left with a student
nurse. A senior nurse came in the morning and checked us, she told the student
that we were both in distress. I remember being rushed suddenly in to the
delivery room and the room filled up with doctors and nurses. I was on the
delivery bed and there was a clock on the wall in front of me. My feet were put
in stirrups and the doctor immediately made a cut and inserted forceps. He
gripped my son's head with the forceps and started to rotate and pull him. The
pain was excruciating. I heard and felt a horrific piercing scream and at that
moment I was above the delivery table, in the corner of the room on the ceiling
and I was now looking down on the clock from the left hand side of the bed (the
clock was to my right). I could hear this terrific screaming but could feel
nothing at all. Suddenly I was back in my body and my son was being born and I
could see the clock once more in front of me as the nurse announced the time of
birth at 8.04.
Smoke was billowing or barreling into the room! It was moving and churning and
the colors were dark, gray and white all swirling together. I was amazed that
they were letting someone smoke in the room. I know realize this may have really
been the beginning of the infamous "tunnel" forming. Then I thought how sad it
would be that I would not be there to see someone else raise my baby/son as I
was fading away pretty quickly at this point.
was so excited and my wife was scared. Then she got out to make a call, and
when she put in a dime, coins poured out into her hands as well. When I saw
that, tears started rolling down my face. When she god back into the car, I
said - I have something to confess. I asked her about a certain night when
they had chicken to eat with green beans, her Dad was wearing a white
t-shirt sitting at the dinner table, I described what she was wearing, her
brother was wearing, and what was on TV. She said, stop it - you're scarring
me. I said, that's not all. Afterward I asked the "cosmic consciousness",
whatever is out there, and if it was real, I want to see money literally
pouring into my hands .. and my wife's also. I had almost forgotten about
that, until I saw her at the pay phone. It dawned on me what I had asked
for, and it had to wait till she came back for it to happen.
Two SOBEs which she stopped by willing them to stop. Natasha C Experiences 10/5/2013 There was a desk with people taking tickets to get on the boat. One of the women was my youngest daughter. When she saw me she gave me a huge smile and told me that she had my ticket. I asked her if she was coming with me...she just smiled and ignored the question. It was kind of like "Stepford Wives" ...She just ushered me into the line and said "don't worry mom, it's beautiful...you'll love it". There were numerous men in uniforms helping the passengers onto the boat. The engines were running but something didn't feel hunky dory right...everything looked okay but, it still felt wrong. I think it was the ocean that distracted me - it was cold and it felt empty.
Interesting dream aboard an extraterrestrial spaceship. Enocia J Experience 9/29/2013 From the UK. I reminded myself of Love/God's omnipresence and that I am loved and safe. I felt tremendous peace and relaxed. It was then I realized what I was experiencing was very similar to the many out of body experiences I've had in the past, though they've occurred while I've been asleep or been in meditation. It was the first time I was having one while fully awake. I tried to get up but my body felt really heavy and the room was still spinning really fast so I stayed put. The urge to sleep was very strong but I had a feeling that I needed to stay awake at all costs or I would die… I was very much alert throughout the experience. I was also aware that I was experiencing myself from two positions - human and as the observer.
SOBE at time of apparent illness.
noticed I was floating and could move at a very high speed. I would kick up and
go straight through the roof, and then kick down and come right back. I would
fly around the apartment and have to hold on to sinks and doors, just to stop I
was moving so fast, most everything was a blur when I was moving. I was in the
kitchen, and was holding on to the sink, and did another kick up, and went into
another kitchen. I saw what looked like beer bottles on the sink, and got them
one by one and emptied them in the sink and threw them away. then I went back
down and flew around more. I was in total Awe as to how PEACEFUL I felt and
Happy I was... Not a care in the world, just flying and free of any worries or
the gun went off I remembered the scene went black and I could feel the exact
spot he had the gun, I could feel that part of my skull. I could feel the bullet
enter my skull, go through my brain come out of the roof of my mouth and
continue on till it felt like it left the bottom of my jaw. After that I jumped
out of bed crying and scared with the same pain running in a straight line
through the top of my head all the way to the bottom of my jaw. All the while
being that young I thought that I had died.
I fell asleep telling myself I would try to induce an out of body experience
(OBE). I became consciously aware of my self while in a dream and sat up in
bed. I stood up next to my bed and began to realize that I was separated
from my body. My room was exactly as it is in reality. It was dark, the glow
of a street light coming in from the window was there. It was very real. I
turned to see myself lying in bed. I saw the blanket and the bed and my
general form and then became very frightened and did not allow myself to
look at my face. I tried to scream for my wife. I was paralyzed, unable to
scream and closed myself out of the whole experience. I woke up after a few
seconds of absolute terror calling my wife's name (she was in bed next to
From the UK.
had my eyes shut next and I saw my Maternal Grandmother sitting on a bench with
two other people. She was wearing a red cardigan. (AT THIS POINT, I MUST MENTION
THAT MY MOTHER HAD AN OLD BLACK AND WHITE PHOTO OF THIS SCENE WHICH I REMEMBER
AS I WAS GROWING UP.) Back to the experience - the bench was around the edge of
a children's playground and I could hear children chanting my name, as if they
were playing a game. Then I opened my eyes - I was still kneeling with my arm
around my husband's shoulder. The pain had stopped! I felt such peace… I feel
this was a 'partial' NDE which never developed because I was brought back from
the edge by an answered prayer.
I could now discern that it was saying words, not just screeching, but
because I was only three years old, I had neither the knowledge or
experience to really understand what it was saying. Something it said
frightened me and I fled back to my bedroom, climbed back into my crib
and fell asleep. This experience was far more vivid and real than a
dream and I have remembered it vividly down through the years… The event
gave me a sense of purpose and removed my fear of death. I am still
afraid of OTHER people in my life dying, and I fear the process of
dying, but I have no fear of death itself. I KNOW that life continues
after death… Although I am not sure what my beliefs were before the
experience, I was so young, I know the event had a profound effect on
me. It made me intensely interested in religions, spirituality, etc.
and I became certain of an afterlife.
I was shown what my life would be like if I stayed where I was now in heaven. I
saw the difference and I knew as I watched the first part of facing the
treatments I did not want to go back. I wanted to stay where I was. Loved,
protected, surrounded in perfect love and peace. I saw what would happen to my
parents, my younger brother, younger by a year than me, and my other family
members. I don't remember what I saw but I do know without a doubt that it was
far from good...so many people lost somehow, and hurt in some way. When Jesus
was done showing me, I remember turning frontwards again, He looked at me, bent
His head a little...like a parent does when sitting next to their kid talking
about something important, and said now you can choose what you want to do. You
can go back and go through all you've seen here, and if you go back you will
have to go through everything, or you can stay here.
During the course of this experience I was able to learn things about my
birth which were unknown to me. Later I was able to learn from my
parents that my birth had been especially difficult. During delivery I
had become lodged in the birth canal and was pulled free by my left arm,
the then subsequently using something called a high forceps delivery.
This apparently caused significant bruising to my face and head. I
think of this as a pre-birth near death experience… Some of the events
of my birth which I experienced, were later verified as having taken
place as I related them to my parents.
gazed upon these eyes I knew instantly that this was my creator. I was not told
" I am your creator ", I just knew with every cell in my being who it was , as
if every cell in my body corresponded with him in alignment to the past ,
present, and future. I merged with him, with his knowledge, with his love, with
everything that was, and yet remained an individual. As I looked into his eyes,
they appeared to look like crystal like the glass they use in lighthouses that
reflected colors so bright and vivid that you became a part of them and they
with you. As I looked passed the crystal into the center of his eye, it was as a
gateway, a gateway to all of the knowledge that he had of every person, event,
feeling, past present and future. Every sense that I had was at maximum 100 fold
to what the body can accomplish, the earthly body in comparison was maybe a 1%.
I knew everything he knew, there was nothing specifically I can recall it was
just a feeling, I became one with the knowledge, if I had to compare it to an
earthly feeling, it was as if, having amnesia for your whole life, then when you
wake up (die) you remember instantly who you are.
I felt a
overwhelming sense of peace, and love, and acceptance. This other
consciousness seemed to completely fill me and we seemed to occupy the same
space, as if we where one, but there was me and it together but separate.
Then this other being said "I love you". That was shocking too but by then
I had been in the wonderful presence of this being for awhile and it made sense
when it spoke about love, since that's all I was feeling then. Not just a
human love but an all penetrating love, almost narcotic but much more powerful.
went into a contraction and through a contraction, and as it peaked and
subsided, at the same time and parallel to it I went into a spiritual 'test'. I
realised that I was being put through an initiation. The test got more intense
as the contraction peaked, and as it subsided and I passed the test, then the
intensity subsided and ended as the contraction stopped. It was like waves
rushing up onto a beach, reaching a point on the sand, and retreating back
again. I was aware that life and everything operates in waves or cycles, and
cycles within cycles. When you go through an experience, you go through a point
which you have to pass back through to complete the experience. Each contraction
was becoming more intense, and more difficult, just as each test was. It
paralleled each other. But as I came through a contraction and passed another
test and went onto the next one, then I was getting closer to the baby being
born and simultaneously, enlightenment. I had to pass each test at a high
From the UK Well, then I was up
and out of the flat, 'pulled' out of my body, hundreds of feet above, in the
sky( did I mention it was about 11p.m?), looking around the cities (between
Johannesburg and Pretoria is Midrand) I could see the millions of lights below,
a great sense of ease, or peace filled me, as I was 'turned' and was now zooming
at a spectacular speed towards the stars, I noticed that so many others
(people's spirits, looking like little bright shooting stars) coming with me,
from all over the world, all of us 'zooming' towards a hugely distant, but
somehow very near, tremendous light that was on a 'horizon' in the heavenly sky.
Every time I was roof dreaming or playing hide and seek I was fully awake.
Fully awake. Sometimes I would sit up there frustrated that I had no idea
how to wake my family or neighbors. I had no idea what a UFO was. If I may
have seen one back in 1965 on TV or magazine.....they probably were the std
mid sixty type saucer UFO . The ones I saw were pretty much like the CE
types. Note: as an adult I would wake in a dream and be stating at the exact
same ships while standing in a field. I had no idea where I was..... I did
not care either- too focused on the light ships.
was sitting in my lap facing me with her back against the dashboard. She
was no longer pregnant. And she was only a torso and a head. Her limbs
were gone. She was struggling to breath. Her face showed clear evidence
of pain as she tried to get air. I lifted her up so her torso would hang
down strait below her making it helpful for her to breath. She thanked
me and a look of calm came over her face as she was able to breath. Her
attacks started coming more frequently where she was uncomfortable and
gasping for air. Each time I would lift her up she would thank me,
Eventually, she yelled at me and told me to stop it! She said it
was becoming painful. She looked me in the eyes and she said "tell them
to let me go!" Then I woke up. I knew my friend had an aggressive brain
tumor. The last I had heard just a little over a month before was that
she was doing pretty good. So this dream really shook me.
Through my heart I could feel a massive channel of pure energy coursing. I felt
my body ''physical and emotional'' was still so dense and blocked by memories
and limiting concepts. This denseness constrained the energy. Yet I felt it
fully, perfectly. It was tremendously powerful, like a thick rope of solid
energy running vertically through me. It was more than a feeling of love. It
was knowing that I am love. I am energy. That is the nature underlying the mind
and perceived reality. There was no separation. Only my mind had separated me.
It was wonderful, extraordinary. It was the coming home I had yearned for all my
life. "I", Damien, was still present like an observer but I knew that my
so-called identity was not lasting or real, only words and images and feelings I
had assumed for this lifetime.
There was an open door to my left that I had been instructed to go
through but I hesitated because I was torn between the thought of my
children and the immense feeling of peace, expansiveness and amazing
well being that is impossible to describe, that I was experiencing in
the small room. I did not want to leave that feeling. I knew I was
instructed to go through the door but I knew there would be no returning
to my children if I did. I hesitated and stayed in that room long
enough that my husband spoke to me and when he did I was instantly back
in the bed. I was mad that he had interrupted such a beautiful
experience… It is possible that it was psychological but how could my
husband initiate this through prayer?
Robert B Experience 8/31/13
One of the pilots or maybe the flight engineer was calling off the
altitude of the plane as it approached the runway. I heard the countdown
40...30....20...20...It sounded like the number 20 was repeated several
times. The co-pilot said that "we're over the threshold". He was
concerned that the plane had touched down to far down the runway. I felt
the plane touch down fairly hard and both pilots were frantically
working the controls to slow the plane down. The next moment in the
"Dream" I was standing in a marsh looking at the port side of the jet.
It had overshot the runway and it's nose was in the water on an angle. I
could see that the plane was a DC-10, from it's profile. Then I woke up.
It was about 2:15 or 2:30 when I awoke.
SOBE with special friend.
I was then in a very dark endless void, with a light in the upper left hand
corner that is very hard to describe. It was very bright, but you could look
at it and not hurt your eyes. there was also knowledge in the light, but I
cannot really describe it. Then a being appeared to my right, which I could
identify as make, however all I could see was the silhouette of the being,
but I could sense it was a male. The being "said" to me, "Your father is
going to die." The being more communicated it to me in a telepathic sense. I
then snapped back into consciousness instantly and was very freaked out. I
told a close friend about it within a few minutes, and called my mom back
home the same day to relay the story to her. I also told her to tell my
father to go to the doctor. He did not, and died of a massive heart attack a
asked if she remembered when I had 'the dream', cause up until now, that was all
I thought it was, a dream. She said yes, she remembered. I told her this is
where I was! She didn't doubt me, she just listened. I told her just down the
road there would be a motel with different colored awnings. And across the
street a two story building, with outside ornate staircase, windows with
shutters, etc. With that she started the car and we were both somewhat
startled, when sure enough a single story motel with awnings, but not colored
different. The awnings tan and brown. But the building across the street was
exactly as I described it. I decided to ask the people at the motel about the
outside of the motel. The motel clerk, (was actually the owner) She hadn't had
the motel very long, so she didn't know. But she knew of some postcards in the
basement that were from the past owners. She retrieved them. The postcards
revealed that the awnings were just as I described 5 years ago!
experience was the presence of a very beautiful woman who appeared first by
changing a radio station to a country music station. I listen only to rock. we
were in a car. She waved above and the roof opened to a clear brilliant sky with
clouds of sparkling clarity. It was odd as I had terrible blurry vision. In
this clarity was a brightness of light. Then I was enveloped in a feeling of
great incredible love, beautiful. This feeling was unimaginable to me, a
feeling I had no awareness of ever knowing, having experienced an unhappy home,
poverty, work stress and an unhappy marriage. I never wanted this feeling to
stop. Unfortunately I had to come back. And get up to go to work. This was
merely a dream. I still cannot forget… How could I dream about a feeling I had
Brief description of an SOBE at age 10. Shared 45 years later.
Wendi C Experiences
The out of body
experience occurs on waking. I am fully awake and aware. There are no
bright lights, or anything which could be considered unusual. I am
floating at ceiling level and, able to look down upon myself in bed.
This lasts a short while, maybe, a couple of minutes, then I go back
into my body. At this point, although I am in my body, I cannot move
and, I cannot speak. I find this part frightening as, try as I might
and despite a determination to move or, to cry for help from my husband,
I cannot. This paralysis lasts for a few minutes. I then return to
normal. I have no warning when these episodes will occur. They do not
link in to any particular life event, illness, etc. I have experienced
them over more than three decades, but not for the last couple of
years. That said, the episodes happen in an irregular way and,
sometimes with a number of years between them.
I wanted to, I could feel the walls, the table, the window and everything
outside the window. If I wasn't sensing it or feeling it, it was my choice. It
was nice gentle feeling. A kind of mix of curiosity and a sense of wonder. A few
minutes passed like that. I was relaxed, completely opened up mind in all
directions. It cannot be described in words. It was experience of void. It was
beyond good or bad. Then suddenly a thought/sensation/feeling arose inside me
that it's not my time to be here yet. With that, I was almost pushed back into
my mind, into my body and the body and mind functions began again.
After maybe a hundred or so life episodes, a fixed scene reminding me of
a Picasso cartoon like drawing of I didn't know what, and said aloud
"what's this" and he repied "Oh, you came from another galaxy" and then
the scene in my head changed to an image of a red binary star, then a
view of a planet, first an image of it with the red binary sun in the
background, and then a closer view like from a few hundred miles above
this planet's surface, notable features were few, little variation in
elevation with lakes large and small scattered about. And I said aloud
"what's this?" and his reply was "you are going to another galaxy"!!!
And then I he said "there's 105 billion people and the brutes are in
charge." And at this time what felt like a download started in my brain
with an activity I felt above my right ear. This activity continued
for maybe ten minutes after the movie in my head stopped and now it
feels like I have an encyclopedia of knowledge about this planet.
an extremely bright light came into the room and drew my soul closer to it. I
knew that I was being drawn into the presence of the Creator who I recognized as
God the Father. I could not see His "body" as He was bathed in incredibly
bright light that did not hurt my eyes to look at. I was drawn as closer to
what I understood was a threshold. Upon meeting the threshold the Father spoke
firmly to me in thought "Understand that you have to go back." I consented. I
was immediately drawn into the fullness of His Presence. It was immediate and
shocking ecstasy of my soul as I was swept into communion with Him. I felt as
if my being would be completely annihilated. He allowed me to experience this
for a moment, then turned me away showing me all of creation. My soul seemed to
expand into timelessness and infinity and I became one with everything in heaven
and earth and the universe.
in Spanish. Translated to English by Manuel.
saw how several silhouettes with human shape blue-gray in color were coming in
trough the door. At least some 10 - 15 of these beings came in, truly had human
form, consisting of men, women and children. None of them had a face so I could
not see their features. I could not believe what my eyes were seeing and even
thought that it was a nightmare but I looked at the clock on the wall and
verified the minutes were passing by and that every thing was real and not a
nightmare. I got very scared, I truly did not understand what my eyes were
seeing and at the same time it was incredible to see something like that. They
all set themselves around my bed and started to pray as a group. What I thought
was they were looking for me and it was the time of my death. Next was to close
my eyes and started to pray as well.
fact, it was clear that there was no 'need' for forgiveness - there was only
LOVE. I felt completely accepted and loved. I felt very safe. I heard several
different 'voices' talking at once inside me. One was saying, "Wow, this is
incredible!" Another was saying, "Whoa, this is too much!" Another was saying,
"Thank you so much for coming to me, this is great, but could you please leave
now?" When I heard that voice, I noticed that the Golden Light started to 'move
away' or grow smaller. I remembered reading in a book that believers can ask
for the Holy Spirit, so I quickly added (silently, telepathically), but please
give me the Holy Spirit before you go. When I thought that, I felt a wind blow
through me and I saw a figure that looked like me but that seemed to hold all my
heaviness, go out of me or off of me, as if a garment were being blown away by
the wind. And then the Golden Light moved far to my left and disappeared.
of like Dorothy from the Wizard of Oz when she goes from a drab black and white
world to Technicolor. I didn’t know these men but they knew me, and they
wanted me to remember what I was seeing and what they were saying to me
(although words were not necessary where I was.) There was this huge red cliff
behind the tree and it was full of holes. They said “the holes represented youth
who had not realized their potential.“ I understood they were referring to youth
who had committed suicide. They told me “you know what to do about this; you
can help eliminate this barrier”. Then I was back, and I didn’t know what to
make of the experience. It was completely real. Later, I did research and found
out that the two men were holy First Nations men from the 1800s: Black Elk, a
Sioux visionary, and Walking Buffalo (George McLean) a former Chief of the
Nakoda First Nation.
From Turkey. Original in Turkish,
translated to English by Aylin. A night, about ten p.m., I took a
magazine to read, lay in my bed and somehow I was carried away. When I opened my
eyes, I found myself at the ceiling, my face was touching the ceiling. I could
feel the cold ceiling. I was scared that I would fall down and tried to hold the
ceiling with my hands. I didn't think that I was dead at this point, that
thought didn't even enter my mind. Outside of our apartment was a cafe, I could
hear the voices very clear as if I was being with them.
uncle who had recently died while I was in the hospital - came to my doorway at
my hospital room to check on me. He was talking with other people/beings. I
had no way of knowing that he had died while I was in the hospital...yet I knew
it. No one had to tell me… While I was in this altered state of consciousness;
I do clearly remember a man being brought into Hopkins that had been shot. He
had his entire family and doctors around him. He did not survive, but there
were others there to help him. I wasn't actually in the same room with him, nor
did I actually hear any of this with my own hearing. This was definitely more
of a situation that I simply knew - I sensed it, without actually seeing any of
appreciate our visitors: